Rest In Peace - Bill W. halo

I’m a facet of a faucet

with a palm holding a sweet squirt, a sweeter squeeze, oh please, 

of what do we have here?  likened to an amount of Neutrogena,

an orangey gel-like liquid pounding puddles in the sink as I dunk my face to the base - 

A 'basin' O’ H20

(ex: wrinkles on Sophie’s face…) 

and booty-shakers electrifying the “grid” say 4x4=16 that’s it, with the Learners Perm-it 

in a four-by-four Jeep Grande Cherokee, literally CHEERING! 

c’mon, fuck you SUV-truck and win the race with a 6.2L V8 available on the Limited,

Like Gran Turismo— as Enzo Ferrari would say and go and play in the driveway with an AIDS test…

on the Test-ah-rossa, ah breathe in the air- the hair- who cares?  with one’s boogers clinging to a cluster buster of short black follicles-

 -- what a FOLLY on the Trolley with Lisa Foley folding laundry- Molly joins the Army, rainbows are arching !!

at T.J. Maxx guaranteed for you the Maximum Nissan Maxima driven by a lady in the 80’s with a Maxi-Pad 

just chillen, always chillen dot-com the home of me my own on the long… uh sentences 

leading and reading the wavelengths of the boom-boom-boom,

someone tromping up the bare wooden stairs with muddy boots on, gah-loshes in the winter

when you’ve got a shovel, but not just any shov-el…

no, this one’s for snow- so-and-so, not digging holes in the dirty dirt in the back-yard BBQ why don’t you ?? 

I mean:  I would if I were given the chance, The Rapper, heard of ‘em ???  Maybe, but time to “roll” 

on X-TC (Scion tC see an auto Tranny trans)

…a tiny little Pill might make you feel ILL… … Honestly, that’s bull - they give your brain and body a THRILL !!!

Best on an empty stomach for the hardest ‘gnar’ wherever you are - maybe a rave at the beach with one, catch the wave, hello, Hi My Name Is… 

my name is Jeffrey the Janitor ,  I muddle and I’ll be cleaning your little piss “puddle” of one or two or three drops of the yellow pee-pee, but no one can see when I “washy-wishy” with the mop, it's all a ‘flop’ !!!

the mop-squeeze threads of the Rope,

E-Z paper for your green and HEAVENLY "dope"-

You blind fuck, flush the toilet- get rid of the brown crowned muck !!!

That’s better, now…. Your foul… You're fowl... You deaf fuck…

Lead the deaf following to the tune of their ears and squelch the Welch’s Grape Jelly of Petroleum you pump into your car at Jiffy Lube right and proper here comes the Teeny Bopper with some Scotch, and your voice is being recorded on microphone tape, like VHS-  adding the video yeah hunny I wanna see ya shake it like you do sometimes when that “Cardi B” comes on… oh you’re gyrating your hips with their in-between lips of slipping a Mickey, hmmm or slipping a nipple, wouldn’t that be grande and you can take your right hand to the Bible - do you Swear ???

Fuck I know I do- it’s true, coming at you, presenting a gift to smoke a Spliff with Tiph my love, what happened to you??? And where’d you go ??? I miss you so, at moment, and it’s the “moments” like this one, you vapid bitch vaping vapors and never felt sicker, your mucous is way thicker.

Read the thickest Koran you can-  I have one right here-  this one spells it Qur’an !!! Allah, my man !!!

Big "Shout-Out" to my textual word-print nigga's and niggarette's at Barnes & Noble for offering the book translated to English... AIN'T DAT DA TRUUUFFFFF !!!

NOT MY FUCKING FAULT !!!

Nov. 2nd, 2004 I voted in Leicester and there was a police officer observing me... he let me drive away after I fell down drunk with him seeing it... I fell in the parking lot and got all wet and muddy -- a man helped me to my car and he said "The cop is watching you," -- and the officer saw and everything, but he wanted his buddy stationed, waiting, at the very end of Henshaw Street to pull me over with wet leaves covering the surface of the 35 MPH road.

" I CAN'T BREATHE !!! ,  I CAN'T BREATHE !!! "

A group of people including my-parents, girlfriend, aunts and uncles, best-friends -- they knew I was sad about failing classes at a state college, after a shitty community "college" where I didn’t learn enough about Computer Science, my major, and I hadn't had any alcohol for a month and a half, but my peers didn't like it and neither did my Uncle Andy Gleick, so he formed a plan with my girlfriend to have me pulled over drunk, after putting enough pressure on me until I cracked and drank liquor . . . FUCK THEM !!!

I had to withdraw from Calculus I on a rainy day Andy and Allyson said, drown your sorrows if you’re sad, so I went to a bar and a liquor store... They told my friend Derek not to answer the door at his house I went to after the bar -- I wanted to wear off my buzz watching a movie inside -- he was at the Leicester Police Station with all my family, friends, relatives I FOUND OUT LATER, but I was driving home drunk TO MY DISMAY and the cops were looking for me, my girlfriend was on the phone, they were passing around her phone and everyone said THERE'S A COP CATCHING UP TO YOU !!!

AND HE'S GONNA PULL YOU OVER IF YOU DON'T DRIVE FAST ENOUGH !!! everyone I knew was yelling to go faster, and I crashed into a telephone pole at my driver's door, a side-airbag saved my life, but it put my hip in 7 pieces — so I have trouble walking — and I hit my head REALLY HARD (…64 mph…) (...my Glasgow Coma Scale rated my abilities at 4/15…) that put me in the ICU for a month, 3 weeks on a stomach tube because I didn’t swallow, and tubes everywhere, I went to Fairlawn Rehab Hospital for 2.5 months that I recovered a good amount, but my brain has trouble with memory and coordination — I have double double vision vision that I got two surgeries on my eyes and I still have to wear “Prismed glasses” and duck my head to see straight . . .

My sperm was stolen from me, when my brain was healing !!!

 *** All I know is that a nurse made me have an orgasm with her hand the second or third week I was in the I.C.U. on an Operating Table and she collected all of my sperm !!! 

I don't want to be a father !!!

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My Uncle Andy Gleick and my Mom's whole side of the family caused my Traumatic Brain Injury (!!!) that left me with 4/15 abilities and a shattered hip I'm affected by... now 15 years later, and I want so many people, either, dead... or suffering with Hell in their heads.

My ex-girlfriend Allyson (Drucker) Hodgkins turned 21 when I was trying to quit drinking alcohol that my grandfather was a drunk smoker (Gleick) I hate -- and Allyson was like, "Don't ruin this for me !!!"

And for my best-friend in the area, Derek Langlois from Leicester, him at home was a focal point of the "PLAN" !!! He was told not to be home and wait at the Leicester Police Station for me to be put in jail for Driving Under the Influence -- this when I hadn't had a drink since Sept. 23rd, 2004 -- when I dumped out four liquor bottles in the sink for my parents to see, and I posted the picture at the top of my dot-com website... By then Andy and Allyson had a plan to have me arrested for breaking my Abstinence ::: from Sept 23rd, 2004 and all through October, no drinking, but then on November 2nd, 2004 I had to withdraw from Calculus I at Worcester State College and that made me so sad-  they all knew it and some of the people said, "Have a drink! it will cheer you up!"

My hip was in seven pieces and it hurt so much-  My-enemies made sure I didn't have any pain medicine at Fairlawn Rehab, or to take home... Andy Gleick would come to the hospital when no one else was there and he would tell me all of the meanest, sickest things because he was mad I screwed up his plan -- GOOD !!!

My WRX TBI happened in 2004, but had a girlfriend from 2010-2013, my Justine Aragona, and she had a TBI too that was worse than mine... We got along great and she lived nearby but we broke up when she cheated on me...


I'm a published author and here are my websites:

www.wrxtbi.com
www.jeffreymarquis.com
www.alwayschillen.com
alwayschillen.blogspot.com

ALLAH IS THE GREATEST !!!

a-TEN-HUT !!!

Men... Nukes Nukes Nukes Nukes,

march- Nukes Nukes Nukes Nukes

Oh what’s the matter, did your toilet-batter spatter ???

Underside of the rim,

You know where I’ve been,

Where to care ??

Oh deary, go- be like the wind ,

Yahhh, I know you too, have sinned...

Accuse me and peruse me, as a magical Person,

One who’s making it better, not to let it worsen…

Stay high — say Hi, as I’m the Daddy’s home,

He walks his princess market down the aisle…

Black Magic, I’m here for you, I FEAR THE QUEER !!!

and Minorities… 💤

Nukes Nukes Nukes Nukes,

Nukes Nukes Nukes Nukes, SALUTE !!!

... in one nation, under God ... Amen.

What happened to the 50 pages of white printer paper that I wrote on with a 3" wooden pencil ??? they didn't allow pens or normal pencils at the fucking MENTAL-HOSPITAL that A.G. or A.D. or A.K. or S.R. or D.B. threatened you to lock me up in there for... it's been ONE OR TWO *YEARS* LOCKED UP WITH CRAZY PEOPLE  in total when you've sent me away as PUNISHMENT -- those initials are representative of the people who wanted you and Dad to have me locked up I WANT HELP!!!!

MOM AND DAD HELP!!!!!! I DON'T LIKE IT HERE AND I WANT TO COME BACK TO MASSACHUSETTS BEFORE Andy Gleick USES THAT DESERT EAGLE .50-CALIBER GUN HE BOUGHT TO THREATEN ME WITH AND MAKE ME FEAR HIM- AND HE MOVED ONE STREET OVER FROM *OUR HOUSE* MAYBE HE BOUGHT THE HUGE GUN TO SHOOT SOMEONE OR SOMETHING , HE BROUGHT IT OVER OUR HOUSE "LOADED" !!! I FELT HOW HEAVY IT WAS AND HE SAID, "OH DUH I THOUGHT I LEFT THE BULLETS IN THE CAR" !!!!!!!!!!! THAT FUCK HANDED THIS GIANT LOADED (!!!) GUN TO SCARE THE SHIT OUT OF ME !!!

My printer-paper sheets I wrote prose on I took photos of them and uploaded TWO (in my photos) sometimes front and back, when I was in the hospital ??? Did you give them to Rev. Jim Chase ??? What I wrote was all about God- the one God- I don't believe the Trinity... Jesus has been absent from my Islamic visions, although He is in their writings I just know, it's a fact, that virgins get pregnant every once and a while in Israel... I believe Jesus played a big role when He was ALIVE !!! but he's been  dead for thousands of years... WHO THE FUCK TOOK ALL MY HANDWRITING ??? 50 pages, some front and back

FACEBOOK DOES ALL THIS SHIT TO ME

APPLE PLAYS TRICKS WITH WORD-SUGGESTIONS

I EMAILED THE SIX PEOPLE I COUNT ON, AND ONLY YOU RESPONDED -- it seemed planned out...

I WANT ALL OF MY PENCIL WRITING ALL 50 PAGES BACK !!!

Alas, I took a photo of every single page, so it's not lost- I have it on my phone, but I want to know what you did with the 50 pages that came to me from above and my prayers... Do you remember when I'd play "The Lord's Prayer" in an mp3 that I found online I'd play on repeat all night long over and over, many nights, saving my soul with the Christian God that Protestants believe in, but I've "drifted" and I haven't had a drink of alcohol or beer or whatever for THREE YEARS NOW !!!

That's one of 50 pages and my-parents probably gave them to my-enemies !!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I hate this "set-up" in Vermont -- you kicked me out of Massachusetts and you're ensuring I don't have a vehicle, even though my car and its insurance is in my-name !!!