Sunday, August 18, 2019

NOT MY FUCKING FAULT !!!


Nov. 2nd, 2004 I voted in Leicester and there was a police officer observing me... he let me drive away after I fell down drunk with him seeing it... I fell in the parking lot and got all wet and muddy -- a man helped me to my car and he said "The cop is watching you," -- and the officer saw and everything, but he wanted his buddy stationed, waiting, at the very end of Henshaw Street to pull me over with wet leaves covering the surface of the 35 MPH road.

I CAN'T BREATHE !!! ,  I CAN'T BREATHE !!! "

A group of people including my-parents, girlfriend, aunts and uncles, best-friends -- they knew I was sad about failing classes at a state college, after a shitty community "college" where I didn’t learn enough about Computer Science, my major, and I hadn't had any alcohol for a month and a half, but my peers didn't like it and neither did my Uncle Andy Gleick, so he formed a plan with my girlfriend to have me pulled over drunk, after putting enough pressure on me until I cracked and drank liquor . . . FUCK THEM !!!

I had to withdraw from Calculus I on a rainy day Andy and Allyson said, drown your sorrows if you’re sad, so I went to a bar and a liquor store... They told my friend Derek not to answer the door at his house I went to after the bar -- I wanted to wear off my buzz watching a movie inside -- he was at the Leicester Police Station with all my family, friends, relatives I FOUND OUT LATER, but I was driving home drunk TO MY DISMAY and the cops were looking for me, my girlfriend was on the phone, they were passing around her phone and everyone said THERE'S A COP CATCHING UP TO YOU !!!

AND HE'S GONNA PULL YOU OVER IF YOU DON'T DRIVE FAST ENOUGH !!! everyone I knew was yelling to go faster, and I crashed into a telephone pole at my driver's door, a side-airbag saved my life, but it put my hip in 7 pieces — so I have trouble walking — and I hit my head REALLY HARD (…64 mph…) (...my Glasgow Coma Scale rated my abilities at 4/15…) that put me in the ICU for a month, 3 weeks on a stomach tube because I didn’t swallow, and tubes everywhere, I went to Fairlawn Rehab Hospital for 2.5 months that I recovered a good amount, but my brain has trouble with memory and coordination — I have double double vision vision that I got two surgeries on my eyes and I still have to wear “Prismed glasses” and duck my head to see straight . . .

My sperm was stolen from me, when my brain was healing !!!

 *** All I know is that a nurse made me have an orgasm with her hand the second or third week I was in the I.C.U. on an Operating Table and she collected all of my sperm !!! 

I don't want to be a father !!!


Tuesday, August 6, 2019

Cousin Dan Besse, you IDIOT !!!




Here's my heavy-drinker cousin Dan Besse who made me piss my jeans when he locked me out of his bathroom in the dark! -- he's the SHORT one on the left -- he was premature, hence: short-stature -- who went to Spring Break several years after he graduated from college... and he did Testosterone or some type of steroid that he took in the weeks before he traveled there -- don't you see how he his little abs are "literally" 'popping out' ??? and his Pec's, plus his arms are exaggerated ???

He suddenly changed, just in time for Spring Break! wow

How is his body-fat % so low that his ravioli abdominals are showing- and he still has engorged muscles ???

I know Dan's friends like Jenner and Chris who they all went together, but his friends didn't want to take illegal injectable steroids that they knew nothing about... AND GOOD FOR THEM !!!

Their kids will be "normal"

Dan you selfish fucking moron- DO YOU KNOW WHAT YOU'VE DONE ??? -  STEROIDS CAUSE DAMAGE TO YOUR CHROMOSOMES IN YOUR SPERM CELLS...

wait for it ,
wait for it ,

THAT ARE PASSED ONTO YOUR CHILDREN !!!

It doesn’t matter if you took ARIMIDEX (anti-E) and LIV-52 (liver protector) plus your hair-pills (Propecia)… Listen, I remember the awful, horrible, threatening stuff you told me when I was in the I.C.U., like all of the Andy&Julia shit you tried to scare me with... Last time I saw you and Jessica, your wife, she was drinking a lot of wine, and maybe she was pregnant, that's not my problem... but don't pretend that alcohol isn't a major part of your life... I've only had four or five light beers in the past three years !!! vacations and holidays w00t !!@#

But there's an alternative- maybe you've been a donor at a sperm-bank for safe-keeping, where you left off a precious sample before you stuck yourself with needles or took "anabolic" pills to make your muscles bigger ,

I've never taken steroids but I did try to get big with DHEA in 2006 to 2007- a pill that's still sold at CVS, Walmart, supermarkets, etc. even after the 2005 Pro-Hormone BAN, but it made my skin all zitty and I haven't used any "androgens" called "Andro"- those were all banned...

I pray your child isn't effected by Jessica drinking wine, and I pray your sperm that carries modified chromosomes doesn't do your boy any harm, just keep him out of Scouts- I saw something on the news...

Oh, one thing, you had AOL as an ISP when it was just getting started and they had invented the "chat room" where XXX photos were traded, and you had about twenty of them saved on a 3.5" disk so your Dad wouldn't find it- How old do you think the girls on your disks were ??? You and I, we were 14 or 15 years-old, just us looking for  digital photos of hot girls... they were awfully young on AOL chat -- but what I came away from this online porn-spree was the celebrities website...

Look what I found Google: "Long Face Syndrome" (a birth defect)



Monday, August 5, 2019



My Uncle Andy Gleick and my Mom's whole side of the family caused my Traumatic Brain Injury (!!!) that left me with 4/15 abilities and a shattered hip I'm affected by... now 15 years later, and I want so many people, either, dead... or suffering with Hell in their heads.

My ex-girlfriend Allyson (Drucker) Hodgkins turned 21 when I was trying to quit drinking alcohol that my grandfather was a drunk smoker (Gleick) I hate -- and Allyson was like, "Don't ruin this for me !!!"

And for my best-friend in the area, Derek Langlois from Leicester, him at home was a focal point of the "PLAN" !!! He was told not to be home and wait at the Leicester Police Station for me to be put in jail for Driving Under the Influence -- this when I hadn't had a drink since Sept. 23rd, 2004 -- when I dumped out four liquor bottles in the sink for my parents to see, and I posted the picture at the top of my dot-com website... By then Andy and Allyson had a plan to have me arrested for breaking my Abstinence ::: from Sept 23rd, 2004 and all through October, no drinking, but then on November 2nd, 2004 I had to withdraw from Calculus I at Worcester State College and that made me so sad-  they all knew it and some of the people said, "Have a drink! it will cheer you up!"

My hip was in seven pieces and it hurt so much-  My-enemies made sure I didn't have any pain medicine at Fairlawn Rehab, or to take home... Andy Gleick would come to the hospital when no one else was there and he would tell me all of the meanest, sickest things because he was mad I screwed up his plan -- GOOD !!!

My WRX TBI happened in 2004, but had a girlfriend from 2010-2013, my Justine Aragona, and she had a TBI too that was worse than mine... We got along great and she lived nearby but we broke up when she cheated on me...


I'm a published author and here are my websites:

www.wrxtbi.com
www.jeffreymarquis.com
www.alwayschillen.com
alwayschillen.blogspot.com

ALLAH IS THE GREATEST !!!