Tuesday, January 31, 2023

Streaming dreams of dilly-dally aviation in my AMERICA—the ultimate nation...


What’ll be your philosophy that understanding I’m alas at the romantic head of the class, “in Heat” the groovy movie (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Vp70uAZvQzs), think about it on-screen, Robert Di-Nero ( at a diner) fine winner whiner, and Al Pacino, don’t you know? that they hired the variable-famous Val Kilmer of arbitrary discretion to take the highest direction of a sweet and sweaty lower-cufflink special, the section and at the bringing broughten and forever salted rotten, The Introduction—Economics’ ebonics of the “Intro” of my studying the prose soliloquy to profit and greatly with a real, real and really real, amount of money, but not all for me—because my Dad is getting roughly a tad little bit percentage of my Bitcoins—an Investment “trophy” catch at what is “aft” and what comes next and after, an empty plate of a broiled dinner, when I wonder, when is the B-Ball game of sweatened and sweetened dark-skinned folk, with a motor vehicles body “Yoke” to awaken the “Woke” in the game of a walker machine dreaded and treaded inclinations remember? Resembling Hills, like Beverly and the Lexus trucking to the Toyota dealer of Toyota/Lexus relation with excess cash being the only, ahem, a different type of luxury “dealer” gone and taking too long, to purchase pills at the Pharmacy pumped with stonehard leadening, bullets Aeropostale surely surrendering, Pharma I pled to let me live, and a vibrant life, a tactile wife, no strife, but excess strident pulling of dental-cavities of one’s “chompers” I hear the helicopters of years ago, when my parents let me gno—I’m trouble free with writing freely and dear, my John Deere stocks, and alwayschillen.com me talks- being on the phone I hear a ringing Drone of dreaded description, I’ll call it “Fan-Fiction” apropos a Novel belly-side, a pierced navel—that again to the bingo sugar-swept oral-cavity, causing crying in the Tooth Fairy’s front-show you gno? Dentistry doing the deeply deed through Christianity in The Charlton Federated Church and a chuckles, so smooches to Aunt Donna Donohue, and who, I called her at 4:20 am and a police car drove by, causing me to sigh with the hands and fingers of “Sign Language” a Dove in a Cage—me ready for a marriage to Justine “The Queen” of a cellulite ass, and her God-given “Green Grass” that at last, her pot-head parents took her for MMJ approval, I recall her pretty valley and American aliens—the plot thickened water—a jar of salt for her, here, who my missing you of course, Mom and Dad—hopefully buying a house I’m able to easily afford, without mentioning my financies—I’m money-prude, with a very bright attitude, you gno? DUDE!


How about a stars surprise with curly girly hair- and wandering wondrous, walking distant—brown eyes!


I’ve seen it shine, I’ve seen its universal “Sun” of what for you my deary? You want a son or daughter—trip to a Target machinery when whatever endeared endeavor, oh the lighted up favor of a scrub in the tub, and to you, you addictive YouTube when I ordered a phat stack... I don’t want there to be any Iranian missiles launched in the U.K. raining attack, so many good Ukrainians survive another day, like me, who’s “ALIVE! SAVORING THE SWEET FLAVOR!” when once I swayed to the left of my injured leg and .5” shorter that I had no “Retort, THERE THERE SPORT,” of shattered bones when I now postpone a phonecall to Aunt Donna Donohue of them all, then, and when:  I would visit Grammy and my Beloved Aunt D.D. with Justine before or after VISITING THE MALL! and buying cheap trinkets in “Claire’s”—Justine’s favorite store—me buying the most delicate products—appreciated by my Justine Aragona to be the one to know ya, tokens of crypto owned by me in TD Bank, I thank, the deletion of T.D. and BoA images, never again to be seen, and I could have Neve Campbell on-screen on Fox “Party Of Five” with what Jennifer Love Hewitt—big chestie, she’s my breastily BESTIE



She's my #1 pick for an older woman! 2 years my Elder, my "Elegance" GREAT PROSE! MY FAVORITE! www.alwayschillen.com/elegance.htm


Saturday, January 28, 2023

I always take my ANTI-SEIZURE PILLS from 2 or 3 Seizures with my TBI, maybe saving my life and I TAKE ALL OF MY MEDICINES HERE IN THIS "HOME" WHERE I'VE SEEN LEGIT RETARDED PEOPLE HERE!, but about seizures and Death, I don't want to die of a seizure -- I'm hoping to die in my "Prime" before I'm 50 years old IN A NUCLEAR HOLOCAUST SO I WOULD DIE WITH SOME MILITARY ACTION...

Wednesday, January 25, 2023

Why won't my Mom ever, ever, smile in a photo with me? It's a mystery! ;)

Oh one after another,
Here's my DREARY MOTHER!






Circa 1990 here we go: My Mom when she was a Teacher


Sitting still along the way, but alone, Mom on her kitchen seat and reading a Spiegel at the table

And with a cinnamon raisin bagel and tea—she says, “With Wayne gone, I’m focusing on me!”

Her as percolated Lipton is reaching forth with the kitchen clean—dusted off Ramen noodle mess



If you know what on Earth I mean, and to them there astronauts on the moon—stirring tea, a spoon

of caramelized tea leaves with which what amounted in her day, to a classroom fuss—3rd grade

Yes the young audience passing notes of pretenses preferences of jotting adjectives in sentences


Class! Class! It’s time for lunch-lady laden Sloppy Joes, when a ham and cheese sammich, of her’s

With what words of educated “Masters Degree” pontificating times-tables rhythmically Heavens to Betty,

That Bette O’Coin of thick timber-trunks in her Audi of car-speakers audio, oh don’t you know?


Oh and then Mrs. Ralien not an Illegal alien, but struck it rich when getting “Hitched” with her rich husband!


The ten or so empty vodka nips in her desk, that I digress—this Mrs. Mom M. sipping sizzle spitting spittle,

with only, just a little bit of a buzz—the Elementary students exit the bus, that this is a must, of “Bus Duty”

Mr. Mike D. wearing a tie and money in his billfold—these kiddo students should be do as told:


Of form a straight line, and Alphabetical that the tickled pink littlegirl and littleboy blue jeans,

No rated “R” movies allowed to be seen, at what, how many years old? I forget, and fuck the youth,

I’m all about CBD “cool, calm, and collected” my Mom had a 9MM in her hip-strung class gun holstered to use


Asleep at her teacher’s desk now once again, that a late night of partying with inhalants—she’s a mess

Top button undressed, when she passed out on Recess Jobbing, her liver was throbbing for relief

Oh a liquor-laden Gleick alcoholic drinker, Wayne was thinking, I’ll start my own company Debbie’s distant memory!


Shopping at Hollister, her correcting papers—with the MMJ “Vapers” of hers—hidden from the Janitor,

Cleaning up throw-up in the Cafeteria with modern 1% milk in little cardboard containers—a dental retainer

Morning makeup fun of detailing her face—albeit with once-imperfect teeth, made fun of, but now to Teach


Teasing my dental-tray Dentist, an early-on Audi TT driver, “Hi Debbie, oh Debbie, Jeffrey has no cavities

An oral presence of aligning those pearly white Chompers, me the chump, the Hulk... THE HUNK!

With a bottom-Bunk bed to sleep in, and the Tooth Fairy would coming in to creep in and silent


Turn off the lights to make your starry-eyed dreams even brighter—I always wanted a Zippo lighter, when little

Pre-teen Nicole L. and Stephanie S. with the top-heavy Melons of who but “Melanie” a Ginger red hair up-top

On the same bus, and creating a flattering moment with Valentines Day morsels, I’m full of myself!


Naming teachers, Me and my Mrs. Lemerise of 4th schooling, and 6 was Mackie, her new, strict so Tackie

Thumb tacks to peek and push, in the Winter on the playground the many buttoned-up students, Standing in SLUSH!

20 something years of corrupt teaching bullshit, no wonder Spencer employed employees, and their Ploy


Carrying a calculator and a cheat-note, otherwise fail the Final Exam, contraband, with what weakness parents-planned

When expanding like a petroleum bunsen-burner cartoon, writing on the chalkboard—to outline a body collapsed

Deb’s cranial synapses take a 1 or 2 o’clock named nap of classes dispersed for Chorus, “This Nation, Under God”


With God as a real “Illusion” — I reached beyond Him, overpowered my Mother and my Brother — maybe even “The Father”


He’s a very successful $$,$$$,$$$ man who lives in this great land, where a female once known as “Bucky”

The Tables have turned—I wrote about my English Saint John’s teacher and how HE FUCKED ME:

https://jeffreymarquis.com/2023/01/25/i-was-subjected-to-my-saint-johns-high-school-teacher-showing-me-his-worn-cock-ring-after-school-and-i-was-a-fool-to-think-he-wouldnt-lick-his-luscious-lips-as-a-sort-of-hint-i-didnt-think/

Marvelously treated the fancy-pants to get those off of you, but only one of few? who’s who?

I negate to name names of this Hospital/Residence spent billions? or Tired of Trillions of copper pennies in my Dad’s monetary wallet—an “Averte” Dispensary of cash, that’s, $20,000 per each month of mooching the money from “Mum ’n’ Pops” who those two a cute couple and married- ever so happily, plus with often a walk on their half mile street, which is neat—this while, being, although not joining a “Health Club” type of “Gym” where the Flip-Flops on community showers floors, the old men Chatty Cathy in the Male Locker Room, the greyed haired men scrubbing bubbles of soap—Do I like taking showers after a workout? NOPE!


But glancing away from fitness and finesse, I think of my physical training, now, and none, my muscles are only “Average at Averte” where I stay—but I digress...


What’s best for a synchronously positioned breast? one that’s a hair bigger, wouldn’t it figure, to be honed of SYMMETRY—yeah that’s the word of “The C Word” www.alwayschillen.com/thecword.htm — it’s writing maniacally about a friend named Dana who he was not at his best, getting kicked out of his house, them coarse words yelling at his Mom—I digress—once again, and I’ve had you weeping with a box of tissues, being this because the missing issues of Bitcoin Magazine and Life Extension, undelivered to me, and Carissa I see—now a part of “THIS SET-UP”—she’s so sneakily being somehow maybe, mean to me, and she’s very rarely AILING here, rearward motions of the vast Atlantic a seebreeze sneeze of them tissues- amiably complacent with their bed-side backside placement upon a shelf, but never used—yeah so what?—a J. Rag to clean it all up, the stuff for a beautiful blessing in female-form, self-absorbed perfection, hopefully coming in my direction—my E.D. needs Attention: lonely housewives, care for some kick and some D. in your equation? Stop at my station: “Google: JMRQ Heavy Industries” of Contact Info if you want to click on the Net, we’ll watch some movies known as “Flicks” on my big TV, having at one another monotonously humping when the flickered candle fastly fades—it’s Ember JUMPING ON MY BED, or send Wendy in instead, a throughoutly howling at the moon—male or female—the ’57 Chevy needs a new Tranny when I be what I can be and not to come up with lecturing upon what makes me contemplate:


What camed first, the Chicken or the Egg?


The white part of the egg—the egg albumin—pure protein to Stay LEAN come spring while when on March 20th the weekday or weekend—I want a new friend—I’ll just say it:


I want a luck-buddy, to wean!


It’s my birthday and i want 40 virgins along with some stank-ass trashy-ass WHITE “elevated class” type of ass from a hoopty who—once again—NOT A MAN!—although I once calm pleased sedated—and don’t you ever call it “Dating”—with a Jehovah’s Witness friend, I will defend him until The End of beating it off around the proverbial "bush"



Thank you Peter because you were a great friend, whilst I lived at my real “Home” in Charlton, Mass. I miss your oral contemplation IN THE PITCH BLACK DARKNESS OF NIGHT, and excuse me if you regret what happened JUST ONLY ONCE, horned Laurie G. why we haven’t talked- your oration of vocabulary I said I meant, me for marvelous cranium, NEVER IN THE BUM FOR EITHER OF US!


South Park character "Butters" https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=G4PvTrTp7Tc

I've funded many Chinese Food restaurants and establishments, and I prefer Japanese automobiles and electronics, PLUS THIS ::: China created Coronavirus, I was a Yellow or Blue Belt at Karate 3 times!

Being that to it is at what’s AT-IT and wait a tick to talk in clips on Tik-Tok


I don’t belong to Tik-Tok.

I’ve never used Tik-Tok.

I don’t like China.


I haven’t thought anything good about China since I saw on the news and read online about how they manufacture FAKE MEDICINE! THOSE FRAUDSTERS!


A racist TikTok video made by local teens ends up going viral




I don’t like the Chinese culture,

and I had a Caucasian Karate Instructor!


A chick frauding me online, Kung-Fu HER!

Tuesday, January 24, 2023

Forked envisioned and all day to the Interest of the point, I haven't been too annoyed since Allah (God?) "ANNOINTED ME" a pleasantry of the #1 modern Queen sipping spice-y sauce, of course!

Vicky Camaraderies on her needs for a poignant poise and positioned rightly with the left lonely and loser, the writing perusal, of you and yours my viewers, my reeders, the rabbit ribbit-ribbit bunny breeders with those Florida’s many loose gators galloping and wallowing in the midst of a cease and desist with the “Step Mom” and “Step Sis” vids, that to quo por quid Deborah Quit and quiet, her so silent when relieved I never quite and quietly I QUIT THAT “THC” SHIT! my online voice appearing on-screen, for those roughly ten or so viewers, they’re reading covers at the now-defunct “Duane Reade’s” selling pigeon sides of walking in the city of bacon eaters (bread winners) roasting a darkly charred Hot Dog, fed a Sausage in Alabama, don’t you know, that I’m like your front lawn, freshly and favorably “Mowed” as in put ‘er in Sleep Mode momentarily I’m getting dreary sleepy, feeling the greedy gremlins of Twitter “fraud” leverage to cause suspended disbelief in those, the people, them the early-on Twitter Certificate of Authenticity with an “Approval” account for a $8 monthly amount, to count the USA country-  it’s where I Be.




At “Averte” with the avenue of discreditment and absolute resolved revolution of a bodily excursion to wipey ’n’ clean-  the drool of a drunken slobbery fool, eating food and rude to the “I’m lovin’ it!” crew but McDonalds dancing on the fried fritters and little critters of mine own eyes, that Burger King I once despised them and their food me a young tot, I thought BK was gross—when years later I liked Berzerker King the most!


https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5D-9X3ooFvo



It’s where I be, sitting prettiest with the zest of Optic White, by: “Crest” of Crescent Moons, too soon-  yeah they’re coming at me and in the zestiest sudden flavor, the God is my Savior—but sorry Jesus Christ—I know there have been many, many true “virgin births” since time began, I say proudly in the chattered teeth and gums—looking too yellowish I grab the teethen smiley fun not once, and not only twice, but I brush my chompers at all hours—three timed 3x’s a day when I say, I prefer a pretty face to put in it’s place a loving spoonful upon midnight—me so bright to time it just right—“Take delight in the wish I wish tonight!”


So be it as it might, and not getting into an argueable agreement of masses of shared Sea Man comic book, I took the chance to invest my younger-life birth—pre-Hearse—and rehearsed—scented redeeming—no 18 year-old “Teening” on my part when I see a kitty with Sweet Hearts of lambs in a pasted chip-clip of clicking the ticking of clocks and worn-wet spotty tube socks, my Wheaties cereal box, of Michael Jordan—when he wants cereal for breakfast—in the morning, of a new days sunshine when I whine about a misconstrued and ample “Attitude”—of the creeps on YouTube staring at Saweetie’s mammary Walmart pish-posh glance of glory to the tune of a Tootsie sucks, suckle, swallow, and I like a lot of “food on my plate” when dining with a Play-boy playmate on a date, and at a restaurant, her and I we shine, not drinking any wine, coming to crush the obscene interlude of Kimmy K. saggy, saying, “Who’s this white-boy dude?” :





My online content free of nudes—watching Fox of being for my news of milligram anti-depressants upon expanse, and I not paying or flipping pages of paperwork, downstairs, in the office pill dispensary—that I’m sorry that I was difficult upon arriving to live here 3.5 hours away from home, away from my car—Vermont stationary you’ve taken me too far, I have felt but only at first—only at first—that then I thought tough and rustled paint chipping off or a front grill of a vehicle, my writing, so radical groovy with the breaded butter thick stick of Pork Roast and toasted jellies and jams, the traffic in that automobile, so old, the metallic deterioration is what Alec Baldwin faces of dismay at this time in January, just when, the incoming Febreeze “Therapy” of February igintes intuition and bodily, the faded “NYE” “Resolution” to get thinner lower that weight—by now, you know, that skinny-mini goal is not of any real “Fruition” of the Wombing overcome with Oxy and Stridex pads of creases in skin, not kept within- but external with the nailed wooden woodie Golf Clubs—shooting 18 holes in the wet Ides of March, but not St. Idea’s... Ida Bialecki may she rest in peace, and not forgotten for Heaven of her bretheren kin of “Marquis Royalty”—I be the oh-gee and og-eez what is going on with what wacky me-having’s the discretion to take the most natural reclined position, loving my Love Seat when I’ve eaten a belly full of beef-steak dinner Meet—and on Track to run through the Forest, wilderness winter wild snowflakes—that—who runs in the winter?


Too cool, too cold,

41 years off my being OLD!



And “School” when in wood-shop I’d stammer grab the bam hammer happenings with the DRILL-SAW (drill-seargent) it’s spinning and spitting up dust when wearing a mask...


That in 2004 before I crashed, I ordered 250 N95 Masks on Amazon...


Yes, in 2004 I ordered 250 N95 Masks!


But seasons change, driving a moreover more expenses that the “Range” puts the -over- in Rover Ripple with the Izze drinks downstairs, but only whole milk that I like 1% choc. cow milk—chocolate Choco-Taco’s frigidaire film of what a wrapper in shiny foil—do you remember those ice-cream treats?


The “C” words of confidence and cacophony forlorn and all-gone at the end of the song, singing, and Sip the greasy pimp’s curmudgeon , of reasons for responsible antics with the all-powerful Tantric tasting of a forbidden one-way STREET—that who won the race, of whites, in the first place!


White = #1


I as a white-man in the world, being “Fancy” with flavored “Chaw” ??? No, which instead I’ll have a chew of granola—not Grain Alcohol... in the droplets falling of cloudy skies and being happy...


No tears in my eyes!

https://www.abebooks.com/Hole-Harrys-Pocket-Robin-Bloksberg-Houghton/17657410941/bd


Non-turned and non-burnt holes in the bee’s keen knees of a hornet in a baby’s bonnet, when flaunting the probable potentiality of a young-one having toys for tot’s and who woulda thought’s that creating a little creature comfort—a “bun in the oven”—all over after nine months, reproduced—and sipping out of a Sippy-Cup the sugar so sweet it’s JUICE and O.J. is on the runs in a tyranical trophy trauma, criminal shit swinging and respected no more as per smurmer mutterings of mutts and jingo butts jangled in a circle of tee-pee’s Native Nation know, you gotta go SHOOT A BUFFALO THERE, OLD NICKIE !!!


I’ve worked out but never “Juiced” with hormones, aside from protein-peptides, made me taller, but Rx “Shrunk my legs!”


Taxed a nickel on a dollar for [ The Messenger ] in a brief stint of prickling techtonics with our Hyper-Sonics of my America, my abiding by the law, gym-class hoping with the Saw I shopped at Cornwell’s for kernels on the greatly accustomed to an allthewhile me in my apartment, hoping to plant the tires of my Scooby on the crossroads—of my Mom’s “crosswords” to challenge others in “Tourney’s” of who but a wonder of words, a supreme “vocabulary” monstrocity—my Mom knowing would-be words so well, she follows the prose, I knows when she complains, “That’s not a word!” and so I bought Microsoft Word a number thirsty for the thirst of the first of a total of THREE TIMES I’VE BOUGHT MICROSOFT WORD!


Who do you want it where the keys can peep it, seek it, slinky and hung fingers coming out of my tongue’d nicely lambchops Tonsils of Circus Clown’s on Stilts and even still, I chill, laying back and come hither with the preview “Trailer” movie of Theater and hiccup’s burps and farts from the Big Rig “pontius pilot” of a plane overcast by a cloud—so araised above, like a dove, and at a bar of SOAP rendered from the fat of pigs—the fat of the land—scribbling text and scrubbing the crumbs from these fingers of mine, feeling fine, when fretting the Bill of 1 or 2 I know 2 Bills with $2 bills, to collect loose change and yeah that Obama ad VERT eyes of mine, meant to twinkle like stars interstellar of imaginational expectancy—our livestrong livestrong lifetimes of being like be better, beating a doctor’s answer of, “I’m sorry and you have cancer”


In a mental-hospital “Averte”






Cautionary Tale: “Avert cancer with ‘Averte’” 

randomwordgenerator: "fantasy" and random.org 1-100 # I got 62 on the date and time of 2023-01-24 11:09:51 UTC

https://www.cnbc.com/cryptocurrency/






During my recovering through 2004 until I feel that I will always be "Recovering", and first and foremost my nightly time spending hours alone and writing pages and pages with a ball-point pen, I read those prices and studied the trends of crypto-currencies of value... on that screen and some many other websites showing its “trends"


I said, "If I can't have many friends, I'll adopt a love for monetary trends!" and I took it from there, hoping to be a "Bitcoin Whale" I have ten Bitcoin wallets and TD Bank I have a lot of money in it, I plan on spending wisely, Blue Chips *chirp chirp*


I was recovering and I would write the list of “crypto-currencies” I wanted to do well on sheets of paper, and how I wanted longer arms and legs—that are back to proper size now—so I wrote “Elongate”—and I thought about gated communities, thinking about purchasing a nice house near my parents, and I swear to God, that’s how I found Elon Musk months later, I knew Elon Musk with 40+ minutes of his time, that he wanted to know what I remembered from “Astro Camp” a couple decades earlier!  He liked me and I told him where I lived and to arrive with his business partners in a bunch of limousines because I have very wealthy parents... I tried to sound serious, and I think I bought him a lot of gifts because I’d successfully lengthened my legs and arms with GHRP-6 and Insulin pins in 2005- I told Elon should grow much Taller, growing so much and take-up basketball and spend 44 Billion dollars on Twitter when we talked for, I think, 44 minutes like FINA44 was Julie Sheehan my old friend in 1999/2000 and onward


After reading “Advanced Cryptography” and a large “Economics” book at Saint John’s, I was crypto, Bitcoin 2005, Cryptography 2001, Stocks from 2013 or 2014, but my Dad canceled some of it like a Bank of France


I had so many “FB” now “Meta” Friends who made average $1,000,000 to $250,000 or like I had, $100,000 start-up’s at their jobs’ Salary—I was on Facebook early—I read what I could find about business owners and Facebook’s house they started in California getting them on the phone because I was good friends with a Facebook, now “Meta”, “Facebook Developer” and I called him a bunch of times and other people at the house, when, I knew, I could be famous if I kept calling Facebook and Elon Musk, and then Bruce Fenton—he ran for Senator of NH—and Bruce Fenton is the way I knew Bitcoin would be so valuable!


I wrote the prices of 40 crypto-currencies or as many as 65, numbered, and I threw them all away when my handwriting became easier to read, on lined paper, that I knew studying the increase or decrease or breaking even was the way to forecast the future of this new type of money



For this wealth, I studied Stocks

For this health, I recovered, geese in flocks, but no Grey Goose, no way!




Tuesday, January 17, 2023

I haven't snorted any powders or anything in many years, and SOBER 2016 no sips in 3 years!


I was recovering and I would write the list of “crypto-currencies” I wanted to do well on sheets of paper, and how I wanted longer arms and legs—that are back to proper size now—so I wrote “Elongate”—and I thought about gated communities, thinking about purchasing a nice house near my parents, and I swear to God, that’s how I found Elon Musk months later, I knew Elon Musk with 40+ minutes of his time, that he wanted to know what I remembered from “Astro Camp” a couple decades earlier!  He liked me and I told him where I lived and to arrive with his business partners in a bunch of limousines because I have very wealthy parents... I tried to sound serious, and I think I bought him a lot of gifts because I’d successfully lengthened my legs and arms with GHRP-6 and Insulin pins in 2005- I told Elon should grow much Taller, growing so much and take-up basketball and spend 44 Billion dollars on Twitter when we talked for, I think, 44 minutes like FINA44 was Julie Sheehan my old friend in 1999/2000 and onward


After reading “Advanced Cryptography” and a large “Economics” book at Saint John’s, I was crypto, Bitcoin 2005, Cryptography 2001, Stocks from 2013 or 2014, but my Dad canceled some of it like a Bank of France



I had so many friends who made average $1,000,000 to $250,000,000 at their jobs’ Salary—I was on Facebook early—I read what I could find about business owners and Facebook’s house they started in California getting them on the phone because I was good friends with a Facebook, now “Meta”, “Facebook Developer” and I called him a bunch of times and other people at the house, when, I knew, I could be famous if I kept calling Facebook and Elon Musk, and then Bruce Fenton—he ran for Senator of NH—and Bruce Fenton is the way I knew Bitcoin would be so valuable!


I wrote the prices of 40 crypto-currencies or as many as 65, numbered, and I threw them all away when my handwriting became easier to read, on lined paper, that I knew studying the increase or decrease or breaking even was the way to forecast the future of this new type of money, and I have a lot of cash in TD Bank

Thursday, January 12, 2023

I'm not a Muslim and I love MY AMERICA THIS GREAT COUNTRY, of this century, but I love Allah and The Father, The Creator, God and my Dad and Mom, and I love how I am a "TBI *SURVIVOR*"

Tall and Slender,

It’s Ember


My name is Jeff,

and Irene is the Chef


That’s here at “Averte”



And I only write about making financial profits... and my love for my beautiful girlfriends and those fine female hotties, even mothers, women in their THIRTIES, to make love to them- with lingerie worn, I don’t post p o r n here I don’t post porn here. I once found fun to “Share” when I didn’t care, but now I do and I display no photographs, of sexual acts that I don’t want any girls and/or girlfriends, to take me to a “Hearing” again, me getting off with me and my 1 or 2 or 3, you know what it be, that I had Mr. Philip Stoddard to handle me years ago, and let go, that although also I had to fight for my “Disability checks” I had a woman named Margaret Geary I felt leery, but ALAS I didn’t have any “Appearance” that I would have taken off the yellow bracelet of Lance, me in a suit, wearing slacks, that I haven’t mentioned girls, and my writing from a decade ago, or 2 decades, I came with some girls to dance clubs and what’s the hub-bub with “BLOWING BUBBLES”?


Is the power in the booed bullies, but not always Blacks, they have enough difficulty making it in our USA, and having originating in Africa that—slavery was a shame—and I’m sorry if any Blacks view my descriptions of gun possession, that I said is the power in the bullets? OR IS THE POWER, SO BROAD, IS THE REAL POWER IN THE BOOKS???



I went to a 95% WHITE HIGH SCHOOL, SAINT JOHN’S — bunch of white-boy subtle racists my prestigious Class of 2000!



Wednesday, January 11, 2023

My protection with prospects of my dissemination of INFO!

With my hopeful disseminations asap which I pray for no impregnation, with my problematic STOLEN "SEED" coming at you, all natty like the Virtue’d Martha chef on a Massachusetts “The Vine-Wine-Yard” of Martha and my Mantha doing the bone-ing ($BONE rally today) postponing the mighty Sizzler Sirloin Steak at the $CAKE I hope Dan sold it at the highest of its value, tried ’n’ true, the sky is blue and so is Dawn soap, that nope- I use my right Palmolive to seek the squeaky dishes with the swimming in the fishes territory underwater, with an Arial the Mermaid story, her some slutty booty and pretty good-lookin’, but her never a “HOOKING” boulevards and sitting down in cars and trucks, these desperate fucks, dealing dishing with crack and cookies for “Nookie” on a club soda candidate, to call a “Call Girl” with no intention to inseminate with swung lushes of facial-sobriety sticks, to the eye-lashes. Just browsing clowning around, while out on the town to beaches of bare breasts of Nudies Nubiles on The News, me inthused CBD-infused fuzzy “Tubbies” Coin, of worn, deteriorated faces- lots of Anorexic chicks in sleep-over hospitals, near and far, those boring places, I’ve been to 3 different ones over the years, yes over all the probably about 2 years in hospitals, in total, like the ICU for 1 month, and then Fairlawn Rehabilitation Hospital with Dr. Kent, never spent a dime or dollar to attend his office, that—although—I bought him so many gifts to cheer him up, and that’s “what’s up?” to my Dr. Dominic Candido a Ph. D. therapist/psychologist I see, every week, but he’s been missing 3 or 4 appointments in previous months, that I need to tell him about my screen-time, no wine, doing nothing else but ‘a’ jerkin’ to a fetish of mine—and NO FETUS OR WITH SEX ON FEET—because these “POV STEP-MOM” VIDEOS: 



That's me giddy to detect a small towel they choose to wash—so tell the DNA to get squashed with a tussle—in hair, but there’s L.A. Looks 10+ that I’m as straight ‘a’ movin’ as a Rook (in chess) and Step-Mom the chests are BARE with what crumped in the “Lovely Litlte Lumps” — do the Humping, hummer-sort of sporadic humps of a large SUV that now you only see pick-up trucks and trailers of trucks so long and wide—accelerating with the little pride of making a little money—to be $SPENT Nazi SS “Penthouse Magazine”—and Pentagrams and POLYGONE’S be the days of sweet simple solitude in a room with a bed and a bouyant but burried CAR-pets are not allowed in hospitals, when sleeping on linen sheets, so fortunate to have nothing to do—sweeping, that is what the January cold hard Janitors, them tough and old so wrinklyish only under-payed— I am so fortunate for Sandy—I am ill and never well, can’t even remember what the washing machine settings go, you know? because they’ve always been Mom’s niceties, and Justine’s Mom had nice D’s of Augmentation in the Hollywood nation of if you have peaches, then when to you, you adjust your Reaches, Sandy’s beaches and no scummy girls...  also, no swimming fishes but a a while ago I got a Beta fish, that lived for a while and taking a circular watershed “Current” in circles down the drain—I flushed the little ill fishy down my shitter--and the guppy was bitter like a puppy drinking sour milk, Trump: Diamond and Silk, in the CNN of previous to ALWAYS keeping my TV on Fox News, so, there’s that, and then, Everything is all for Used!—battered $CAKE didn’t spike, worth a dozen times more, in the days of your yolk, and Ember the woman with her attraction to a minimal diet — that’s like my vintage, [ I AM A MINIMALIST ] Desktop Wallpaper: 




of hospital corridors—the Janitor but rotten—he tips his John Deere (my “stocks”) hat I hated that Britney Spears when she’d wear a “Trucker Hat” and smoke cigarettes—I hope she never has another “mental episode”—her now older the bill folder of my Mac Folder “Alx Neas” from the hospital that great time to intertwine and unwind staying in my bed all day—like the afternoon of MINIMAL NOOKIE—when, then, instead, that, then, we’d use our hands to puh-lease one another and I told my Jealous Brother Justin—him not to be confused via MY OLD GIRLFRIEND her similar name “Justine” just a Teen when we met and fell in love, later to fret with my alcoholism-folly, me once long ago and JOLLY and heavier with the nightly habit, carbonated calorie-laden and carbohydrate laid-then, with Justine I would drink, and I would stick to two and a half beers, that I dumped out the ending for my clout, and who’s mouth? Justine’s never drank my beer, that I said, “You don’t want to get fat...” being drinking and sweaty-sex sliming smiling and soon thereafter therefor thusly showering in the right hour, as any “buzz” should be extinguished with glasses of plain water—to Sober up—I didn’t want to fall in the wet, the wet, with Justine Aragona, in the shower... but her so short we had to find my first ENG class at WSU, entitled, “(ALTERNATE) METHODS, of Literary Study which I passed not quite keeping up with the class, at some of the times we met, and Instructed, MaryLynn Saul she was small and quiet—but the class ended and I had to say BYE, to it, to the world of Barron’s Literary Book, I took off the shelf and read it by myself—chatting with a girl who I can’t mention here because I brought up my lust for her “Beauty” www.alwayschillen.com/beauty.htm — I wrote in The Writing Center with the certain girl, being scandalous in her Photography II class, showing whipped cream topless and allowed in Photography II that I wanted to buy a nice camera and shoot the photos of my brother Justin’s “Ferrari” sneakers and shoes, earlier I snoozed, and it’s been since 2016 I have boozed, and calling BOO’S to my having been drugged and used, to create such great Poetry & Prose, God only knows what’s driving this Non-Turbo driven driving rightly so with no car here at “Averte” and typing is talking to oneself WHEN I HAVE A LOT TO SAY:



When my emotions sway into Pakistani Oil beneath the desert sandy Soil, of a Planted Plant of the sanitation of a Spring’s shower, but not at this late hours, relaxing relax I do to you the reader, my clean sentences of my being drugged after my Mom was told that, in class, never thinking about sex at the ALL-MALE HIGH SCHOOL, the older man who chemical-raped me, he told my Mom that in class, I was “Cool, Calm, and Collected” POLITE! Thanks for reading me, and all I know about John Deedy is that after being fired from Saint John's High School for stripping me nude with his charming upper swagger, so educated but homosexual, with him offering an ounce of speed, to fill his lower body anticipation of the creation of taking me over down-under the plot of his Shakespeare class was to shake my mind and my private back-side of his speed imbibed and applied, that tried 'n' true hard drugs will get you right and ready with real impetus to uh to, umm,but fuck 😡

Tuesday, January 10, 2023

I don't want my Subaru Legacy here in Vermont at "Averte" because I hope to have access to TD Bank soon, I'm thinking for my birthday on The First Day of SPRING born 1982, currently 40 years-old!


Treated but contemptuous the who with the homework of reading Huck to the Finnish, finest filets of fish you ever did see, in late Alaskan February eased into the easy sprays of Febreze, the wind, for the win yes the winner of a prudently contemptuous big bad “Bear” and 50 years-old riding, to the not the Audi TT, no... he’s a big fat guy being behind the wheel of a “Trailer Truck” treated with loyalty, a car’s lifespan of traveling the land of ass hard ASPHAULT covering crevices in the lonely roads of the Southern North-West, milking cows and friends frying up those RED WHITE AND BLUE SUMMERTIME POPSICLES, the fireworks, my introducing Bruce to living legally in N.H. where the boom-snap-crackers livingly viewers open go to the treat—spacial and. special YouTube: Katie Perry - “Fireworks” worth every dinnertime wine and a dotted USD “dime” of 10/10+ sense per perfectly circular in the circuits of gasoline pumps at Mobil 1 oil over-seas, to vacation in Bermuda and the toughguy/toughchick “Tuff Mudder” and warm enough to put in stove pellets perusing the bottom’s coal—reminding me of another Jeff—and the Geoff here at “Averte”—hoping to return to Massachusetts with my kin and NETA “MMJ-approval” Though not getting high in a 1 year+ with my 2 cards of doctor’s approval say so and laying low from ordering anything but plain CBD, I’m allowed here, and not too needy for learning why this gay S&M teacher, J.D., he, yea a HE abused me!


Pointy ass-wipe prick with lit candles dripping wax, my heart has grown in 2005 and 2006 with “protein-peptides” and I’m glad because the doctors in the ICU knew my aorta’s and they shrunk—so as not to grow until I found GHRP-6, Hexarelin, CJC-1295 that brought me back to life and sustaining a single and solitary life without a girl to be my wife—your wife is your life—as all of the downtown men get grimy on the uptown girls, going shopping for leather Harley jacket- for him, and a Coach purse- for her to be non-specific the general pleasantries here—and the non-picky lady prefers pies with peppers and writing a letter, I feel better, jotting the to the jealous junk, my www.wrxtbi.com events have Disabled and Handicapped, me, that yet, I wrote so widow won’t know—and who will Raise the Roof with a woof woof who let the dogs out?


Waking widow, I know, one of her, one of them, eating and resting to return, but bearing harsh winter, winning widow, I like how I know you, who, you, yes, and, you! who plants the seeds of a nature’s fern and pulling an Ace of Hearts <3 <3 <3 to ace the chicken Party People in the house, with a friend and his missing front tooth, but he got a fake one and he was Dana’s and my own “Friend”—with the very desirable Lauren I miss, to her, I could lick my chops at getting a phat piece of her fleshy underbody, Lauren of near my old home, she’s a hot-body and not too “shoddy” for a slim and trim—at the mental-hospitals I’ve gained maybe 10 lbs., worked off the fat thereafter—when I waved goodbye my brief habitat at the stats of college Political “Graphs” of who is winning, re-arranging words to pull them out of context is brimming and humming- taking my Text and Talking to who comes next but my favorite music group of soulful singing and drum-cymbals emanating soundwaves to the concertgoers, That, my 3 times at their concerts—I have listened to hundreds of hours of Taking Back Sunday on the many treadmills, I would have thought I was too sweaty, yes, too hot and what is to trot but walk the walk in the ways of “TBS - Tidal Wave” on YouTube have you seen, “Monster Mean Bean” dranken to day to slurp and up comes a “burp” to let out the excess swallowed air, that recently I clicked on Facebook’s “Care” with my done-up hair today, the left side of my football feet and bald hairstyle of a guy here, who, I’VE CAUGHT THE EMPLOYEE “LARRY” HIDING BEHIND MY BED ONE TIME, AND THEN I CAUGHT HIM HIDING OUTSIDE MY PORCH DOOR- WAITING FOR ME TO GO INSIDE, this isn’t a great place with the faces, the insidious doings in this my place, my Apartment in mint condition, they’ve denied my requests every single time- yeah I have great people in my home state of MA, they look out for me, like my Ma’ my Mom who would sing Billy Joel and Eric Clapton who deserves a Clap in the audience, My Mom’s Ton of love for Fleetwood Mac, Mom, singing those withered toes, to take a seat on the couch when I lived at home, me treating her tootsies with a foot rub and those cute little pink and white socks, so as not to actually touch her wiggly toes- osteoporosis or old age, I will trade Bitcoin for my wage to the wags of a Snail setting sailed shining lightly when the greasy grime, that awful Snail SLIME, I would pour salt on them if I was in the brooding but not breaded the extra “Premium” unleaded GAS of 100+ Octane, stopping for a R.R. “Train” of what wonders concerning the absurd and assuredly speedy SiR’s of my Honda love: