Comer Corner the cluster and come hither,

Or I’ll be your anointer not your appointer

pointing fingers over pints of pilsners

Fisting and Jostling you’re a deco I can overthrow

Uprooting the grass so I’m mowing

Adjoining and foreshowing signs of preggers

All the beggars — feed this man with a sign

Baby coily oiling at Sunoco breakdown

Toileth with Lois Lane-eth announcing antagonizing anecdotes

With the disjointed smoking poles from the top down

Acrobatics to do this or that with a rat-tat-tat-tat

A clogged toilet we’ve got a clogger of the logger that’s a voider

Flamoyant but obeyant and reading minds being clairvoyant

Crushing a lonely Ant — loyal to the Queen generating offspring and there is no situation

I’m the TaLLer footballer with resolvest revolvers revolving on an Y -axis

I solveth the riddle when I play the fiddle with a paddle 

Fixing the intermixing, I try,

begging people to stick to their own race when making babies

Everything is going to be good and circulating the body with customers GETTIN DE FUNK OUT, OF HERE with all honesty

Before I adore with four I snore when a plane and soar

I swore I’d be a whore in the days of yore oh Scotty Dore 

But then again maybe it’s all at the store

Pour your core to the more-more-more

With a lion’s roar I score by the shore for sure

Me singing “Singapore” for all the world’s poor

But I’m the ambassador who you abhor

Like a counselor in Ecuador

Or

Afford

I’m a hoarder on TV

With a Ford in the driveway and oars in the boat that stays afloat

Cut the hull with a sword

The S- word oh Hess with Tess and Tia, Mama Mia onto you I know what you’re trying to do to me and I do not want sex with guys  I’M NOT GAY  and I have only loved women.  The last time I went to a mental-hospital I had a gay fag black roommate I didn’t like him but I have a caring feeling while reeling in a bass I can feel pulling, tugging the line trying to avoid being reeled in.  Alas 

No mas and I'm thinking still and but if only and loving myself with a belief in the God I experienced inside of my ex-girlfriend on the second upcoming of a SWING INTO THE UNIVERSE   where I saw nothing was going on until I reached the edge, with just the Moon  in orbit so I just floated away from Earth then I continued flying until I was at the edge where I saw my God’s face similar to a landlord (Mike) with his beard in white and blue like smurfs, like God, Mike helped me but I didn't need to be saved  and the face I remember is like cool arctic colors with hologram effects which predicts that holograms ((( not the Illuminati ` ` ` Good Lord I won't touch that guy I'm straight and I love beautiful women God let me '''give them life''' where ??? but where oh Brutus you brutal butch bitch who'se focusing on the Focus Factor that is still sold on shelves at CVS and Vitamin Shoppe mmm those itty-bitty adult appendixitis symptoms symphony with me walking waking hours of my day that aren't fucking many no not at all '''Look what you made me do''' and I love this writing when I'm singing in the fucking sky real high- so high I hit the GLASS CEILING  WOMEN in the Workplace ` ` ` but not like digging coal that would hurt a girl's back when she's gripped the shovel shaven pink puissance that's a real French word  ))) 

I feel this 

But si mademoiselle your maxi-pads it was early in the month at that time when one of my girls continued to be as nice as possible to me despite her hormones, I remember it so well I want my hundred page copy and the 34 page masterpiece that my-enemies deleted so all I have now is 19 pages

My flow was uninterrupted and the season changed in my writing where I didn't trip but it was Heavenly like LSD before showed me but it wasn't mine a friend got it in NYC but there was no blotter ` ` ` so sorry you’ll be sore and I just gave out *******BLESSINGS-BLESSINGS-BLESSINGS******* for all to enjoy in previous time as I was inspired by a Minister of Christianity Anne Skinner, who I told Jim Chase about =D

I remember something happened when I reached 111 pages and I want that to happen again when I'm not fucking around haha lol I '''do what they say'''

DO WHAT I SAY AND BRING ME JESSICA TOCCI AND CARINA RICCIARDI FOR ME TO BE WITH AND TALK TO AGAIN =D

They know I want multiple orgasms again with a girl my age  or with Justine Aragona again

When someone flakes on you, that’s not chill, but I just chillen with MAG10 cologne for my sniffing sexes with a counter between us ` ` ` I need to get closer to girls but online dating doesn’t appeal to me and I never found love on match.com Tho I went on a just one dates never feeling a tug on my line because I’m a fisherman with my Dad and Jesus XM the government satellites and the importance of the atmospheric conditions don’t apply to me

I never signed anything with the government

I didn’t sign anything at the scene of my crash in ’04

I tried ofucking leave me alone but cupid linked me with Justine Ara Tini Ara I was with for nearly three years of once having two O ’s in her ass but never my ass or anything uncomfortable slash gay slash S&M

I cannot stress this enough:  I enjoy taking myself to the heights of physical AWARENESS ((( my body is always running at peak thinking of when I had two orgasms with Justine but she never did anything with my asshole that’s gross butt most American’s stay away from that gross poop stuff but getting away from that I think Paul Oakenfold is a great musical-artist, yeah and Prince died “The Artist” known formerly as Prince with his death that I wish Krystle Witterall came to my church with me, us sitting there in the pews, as Ellie Goulding has the song: Anything Could Happen on the radio, and anything can happen with Krystle wearing a skirt and a g-string I lightly touch as she’s aware of my sexual love for orgasms and:

I had *TWO* ORGASMS in 2013 when we had something special of loving each other willing to bend-  like with our spending money I would earn when I had a job at ECM Plastics, Inc. that was purchased by A. Schulman

I like Audrey but I would prefer Justine Tini Ara ARAGONA to pick up where we left off and I cannot stress this enough with my reach its far enough when do I have to do this until God it’s 5:42 but that’s not nice I hear on XM AM/FM/XM/ cee bee radio’s in the 1990’s which the police had their own intercom (Big Sean Bounce Back) with only the fittest bodybuilder females and their funny looking breasts after doing so many pushup’s and bench pressing more than they weigh ` ` ` I did that, as I weighed 185 and benched over 200 at Gold’s Gym benching more than I weigh- that’s impressive

It’s the reason I injected my pecs with GHRP-6 and Hexarelin in 2006

To Bounce is to leave but no one but me says “Later Skater with J.T. and C.R. two girls to love all day every day, and I got up to a hundred pages of beautiful prose and poetry that people are whoa-  I forgot to end the QUOTE MARKS so let me do that now “”” There. I want to be ontop of the mountain becoming free of Earth’s atmosphere where once that happens the magic majic JUST LIGHTS UP THE SKY with jet’s putting designs in the sky like a big penis like I have that most people would be jealous of so I’m looking to reunite with Carina Ricciardi and Jessica Tocci #mentalillness =D

I could draw you a photo of F-18 fighters lighting up the sky in like India or somewhere in the Indian Ocean with Mannie-Pettie’s at the I don’t know say: cows at the farm with a pharmacy ntastic the time I came like cummed two times with Justine Aragona who’se, real father hit her mom and I think that is terrible so then she had to leave him… I never hit Justine intentionally

I’m LEAVING with SASSY SASS like that Brianna Sasso I remember from school had a cute face and she’s older now

So secretive now not lonely with my personal-writing with memories of Sabina who’se 19 now she’s pretty and thin and not a virgin but a lover who I’d really like to have her as a girlfriend who I could kiss we thought it made sense to, not, to, do, due, yoore … as I experienced all of Justine and with a revelation that sex can feel so much better that you men have TWO ORGASMS a few minutes apart, it was a Revealation that it feels good with girls- but not with guys unless I was on a new drug- and I was never gay- I didn’t even come close it lacked and I’ve never had an orgasm with a guy-  yeah Justine never inserted anything in my body

Justine Aragona though she always got me off with her body and she came up to my shoulders she was a short girl very nice big breasts I like but I don’t like to think of other people suffering as I kissed a girl JGC the last time I went to a hospital #mentalilllness and I kissed Jessica and Carina but not Sabina I don’t think I touched her ` ` ` I was physical with Jessica and Carina though and they’d touch me too we danced to no music one night ` ` ` I remember Jessica asked me if I’d stand behind her and pull her ponytail-  she said it felt good “ from time to time “ and I liked it- it reminded me of anal sex with Justine Ara yeah Tini Ara yes, I want to be with her again 

Justine’s Mom Linda who I like and have always liked, has breast implants HUGE ONES !!!

I saw from the side when she had her breasts out and then I saw her in a bikini when we were swimming in their pool us in it, but not people pissing in it ` ` ` Linda was in good shape as she was skinny with huge implants I saw some of, when I’d see her in different revealing clothing ` ` `

and as of this morning ::: I’m down to 174 lbs. from a high of 205 when I took a size pill that gave me a strong midsection big abs… that I want to get really thin and show off my huge upper-body

I have a tiny stomach and I’m huge I’m well situated uh physically in a very-favorable circumstance of real girth I’m going to stick into a girls’ vagina’s =D

I remember in 5th grade getting these huge boners during class because the teacher was dressed with breasts and a teeny-weeny pointy nose that’s supposed to mean she has tite pipes inside of her body for her husband to enjoy when she was done teaching or the day and looking to cuddle with a cup ‘o’ CO-COA and snuggly in comfy pants with these tiny little pockets that can only fit a few quarters;  not even a chap-stick-  in these pants that hug the hamstrings so you can imagine what they look like bulging south of her ass from the back, and with strong calves for when she runs-  with valiant strides stretching and smooshing her vagina and granny-pants underwear with an MP3 []D L ayer and Sennheiser superior headphones That I ordered the 450 better than the 350 it was about $30 for the earbuds but I didn’t listen to Hits 1 or Venus until I had it in my vehicle to drive around to and go home where I’d tell my Mom I didn’t drink, back in the days when I didn’t sip alcohol for a few years, at first, after my release from the hospital at Fairlawn in 2005 

Hungry ??? Just chilled with some Chicken Tikka Masala from Bollywood or the freezer microwave meals that I’d rather be in a bubbling with the bubbly at a Las Vegas hotel in the manor in all manners my good sir and beautiful mi’is-es at the manor like score with your girl and rock it out in a RAWKUS hi Dana greenish and beigeish with a strap so it only goes over just one shoulder my Dad’s frozen-shoulder that he mentioned at Zorba’s we went to with my Mom gone but she’s in a neighboring state to the south again CT

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Camping in Paliisades in my back yard, or in the gazebo, mmm I’d smoke cigars that I liked and I didn’t inhale all the way to get a buzz a rush of speed in my thinking, I’m thinking, why? because I want to be THIN for my own reasons and my own tribute to the one true GOD not necessarily Jesus Christ but instead another God of similar power-  Jesus’es power but having nothing to do with sacriifice- suffering at the hands of God, but this right here this and this is THAT so take THAT with a kiss on the asshole because I think a lot of people —but whoa hey hey now- I don’t want to suffer and instead having everything to do with breaking free of Earth’ses ATMOSPHERE !!! Oh God I was so high up exploring what’s supposed to be a mystery Mister, mister the minister at the center of town with the white church and the steeple here are all the people and you jut out your fingers reaching into the air with these little piggies free and OINKING with filthy mud getting all over Miley Cyrus’es pet pig with its nails done in bright red with jewelry on and a nose piercing OINK

I didn’t do a single thing to Justine that she didn’t want to do, out of her love for me and making me feel happy with her as I was working then and we went out to eat at a nice restaurant every night ` ` ` she would get desserts when she went out with me and I’d eat a scoop of brownie and ice-cream that was really an appetizer for the sex we’d have within the hour, have-ing it doing it back and forth in my bed with;  the nude photo’s we’d take;  the feeling of intimacy and TRUST we lived in neighboring towns and we’d always eat at UNO’s with Steve the waiter

Allyson didn’t want me to have orgasms with her based on a calendar, and I hate that, she was so selfish, but I’d want to be with her if she had my baby or plural BABIES like Tiph Desrosiers could have used my-sperm my-enemies stole from me !!!!!!!

I’d be happy if I could have Tiph as a lover or just Justine Ara Tini Ara Justine Aragona say it again for me FOR US

Sabina Carpenter a singer I told my own Sabina in the mental-hospital who denied being impregnated to us to our group in 8 East

FUCK DEAD ANGE LIKE DEAD-
he’s bald and stupid with a fucked family

Cabriolet and Cabergoline for increased muscle but somewhere-  I don’t know where that is and neither do you so lets get shit STRIZZY I don’t want “drama” I need KARMA to grow inside me where I don’t “Fall Off” thanks to God who’se going to make sure: my death won’t be a tragedy as I’ve already had 3.5 months in the hospital so I don’t fucking forget TRUE:  these dead-soon bitches caused my WRX-crash and Traumatic Brain Injury that left me with 4/15 of my abilities

WITH CARDI B. NOW LIGHT THEM UP LIKE I AM A DJ AND THESE ARE THE SONGS IN MY MIXXX

Money Moves: ME DOING IT WITH OTHER PEOPLE AND I DON’T FUCKIN’ WANT TO BE BOTHERED uh IN THE UNIVERSE WITH GOD bless you, thank you, I love you, Mannie and Danita was just a thought, but J.T. and C.R. quote I COULD GET ‘EM BOTH unquote they wanted me so get that pussy cracking with a fleshy crease that rolls up the thighs oh those tight leggy leggings cock star <~~~ I use 1. Silicone-  oh I use, or  2. water-based with these two types of lubri-*CAN*-s from the same company Swiss Navy that I heard about from a friend in 2001 but I waited until like 2010 to buy some ` ` ` Justine would suck and blow my big cock it’s bigger than yours but not uh like special and mutant-size that Derek Langlois touted in the SJ showers where I saw Mark Said is comparable to me, except for that dark skin of his that I wish Mark Said didn’t sit behind me and smack me in the back of my head and that S.O.B. Mr. Wood let him but it was mostly when he left the room and that piece-of-shit Tom Rheault he was the son of Rheault in a oil company or something—I wish Dana sat behind me and/or Paul Marino OR WES with big Mr. Wood in Flavian which was down a small hill—but there was another hill that Brother Pearson trained us boys- us runners, who ran our fastest and our Seniors would come in #1 #2 #3 in a race with other competing completely purposely writing down my Thoughts, my Feelings, and my Antidepressant that keeps me away from Antifreeze I don’t want to drink that

And they sell lubricants that help me hormonelly Eli Pah Pie never bow your head you hear… but the fact remains:  I have to duck my head to see linear vertical Easy Vert they sell hand job lotion that is far superior to moisturizers-  Lube  at CVS now !!! <~~~ three exclamation points because I want my son or daughter to be three years old when I meet him or her or them and / or them’ses my children Allyson and Tiph got my sperm and had babies with to steal my money I’m inheriting inherently BENJAMIN’S I will tush - woah getting into it already - I will push to a girl’s tush if she will seal the deal *GULP* and Ariel was a good girl unlike Allyson who wouldn’t get me off on our first date in a Suffolk dorm where I wanted to get off like really bad and she didn’t want me to cum for her and she wouldn’t let me jerk it myself, NO she was frigid like that and she was my girlfriend, so, she was my girlfriend who didn’t please me enough and she had little money with a shitty car I don’t forgive for her role in my crash and drinking alcohol, I took a break from and she offered no help which was all of her help, so, help Allyson Hodgkins come back to me and give me all blowjobs and backdoor-sex before bed so I can cum twice

Suddenly, Justin leans out the driver’s window of the Stinka-Rolla with a guitar and a tomato with a sign that said something:  PARTY:  or something

Erin Peters is my Friend on Facebook who I grew up with in Charlton so I knew her well and she’s very pretty and thin like a model

Skinny like Jessica Tocci but not as anorexic as Carina Ricciardi so about as many pounds on a scale as Tiph Desrosiers or Justine as someone splays the wares to me Justine untucks her shirt from uptop around do you know what this means for me if you have big boobs I want to see them- but Dan and Linda weren’t sustainable as a couple with Linda encouraging Justine to love life and not worry about money-  her parents got her in on an Estate or something financial in court, so it was her innocence in the car accident with her friend driving drunk after a party in 2007 now Justine has to worry about this guy NOT ME  but out there some where Dana inhales marijuana smoke that he would hate my parents for stealing most-of my medical BUT MARIJUANA I’m approved for and improving my useage of the English Lang’s Funeral

Thunder Thunder Lightning and the Thunderous cavern of cavemen like dug into the side of a field, on a hill, the side of a hill so there’s like rock above you like a rock wall that juts out like a cave-  and caves were valuable property back in the day as everyone sits around the fire and I’m always nice to God and His accomplices as a tax-payer who desperately wants to be closer with girls my age and younger but legal 18+ no exceptions

We were lovers first but never friends, sings Fall Out Boy, Hold me Tight or Don’t so WE WERE LOVERS FIRST BUT NEVER FRIENDS and I wish the girl who I lost my V-Card Vicky’s Victoria’s Secret the girls wore ` ` ` and I wish I was at the second mental-hospital humping Jess not that guy she married- she was vulnerable in a mental hospital and I had initially shown her the beauty of spending every waking minute of the day and night - JUST 24/7 having someone there for you who won’t leave and can’t leave so readers please don’t let me leave you unless I’m going hip up to infinity I have to know, which galaxies will I see at the Gala with Al la

WHERE’S JEFF ???

Oh he’s recovering from something he did with ROAD FLARES he strapped markers to his chest in a vest a la vista vista- Señorita Selena Gomez I want to be with and she’s trying Justin Bieber again, Thank God for that I want to see Bieber who’se hung like me with the little Selena but I’m not a terrorist- I was just joking about terrorism that’s got people dying all over the world

Trump drawing penises in the sky with airplane exhaust

P!NK and Eminem collaborating and coming up with a duet song entitled: Revenge.

God we can get revenge together, you kill those terrorist fucks who hate our country, my country USA! USA! USA! Go America make Amarica great once again with the Freedom Tower I visited as I pay my respects to the 9/11 victims and their families, you avenge the deaths of our country’s wars and the WTC whole terrorism thing with the Middle East

I see Wes posing in his kitchen with a button-down beige shirt on and his left arm crossed with his right hand stroking his little spick-stache God I love that

God I have a really great plan where other people like “someone else” not me what happened to Elysia 

Cousin Dan, do you think I’m a threat to you ???

What if I were writing about SIDS ???

MAD AT WHAT YOU FUCKING PLANNED FOR ME AT YOUR HOUSE Li’l guy my dick is bigger than yours you showed me, you said “Jeff want to see who’se bigger” ??? I’ve got an inch on ya preemie baby you grew up as, Then you did steroids like Winny to give you abs for spring break you went to one year with Jenner who won’t talk shit about me or am I getting ahead of myself, in this time-space continuum that God had planned for us and I forget what I saw beyond God’s face if in fact I got ahead of Him like he let me take a peek with my-peeps who are going to hear about this Revelation in my life that sex and our orgasms can improve to Herculean extents ((( To what extent would you save up a big cum-shot for a video ??? )))

I could satisfy girls with my bigger penis and TaLLer body with big muscles and not drinking healthy

I’m not going under anyone’s Merit ` ` ` whoa hey Merit isn’t that a cigarette company ??? and aren’t cigarettes a cause of cancer and death ??? For people who’ve smoked their whole lives but haven’t had one since 2006 where my WRX crash was not entirely my fault-  it was the people who were on Henshaw St. with me and threatening me pissing me off

“I hate you so much,” Taylor Swift sings in her song Gorgeous

Times New, Greek you GEEK with a Gecko Adrianna Lima who’s she she’s a Victoria’s Secret super model with model glue to sniff with this you take a whiff of a spliff but only iF

I want to impregnate Justine if she won’t cheat again and I didn’t do anything to her mouth

Your interests piqued as the pile-up on the pike with Spike! as shit Hi Mike *sniff-sniff* he sniff’t taps nose, he whiffed with a chemical cliff arching Sparks! and Score! For, Sean Spicer alerts the media on the medium with the XXX LG, but don’t take anything away from me

Fore,

Behold and Lo and Be lured into a realm of my fantasy three weeks together with two beautiful skinny girls I could fanta-size about my size in my room alone at night and not being able to listen to any music for 3 weeks and eating simple food

Oh it Sucked,

… our fingers one night

I was there with Justine one night and it felt like maybe an hour it happened

Everything in my life lied

Everything in my life lide in 2004 when I was in the ICU for a month on a stomach-tube

Off some really trippy shit like I know a girl tripped on a drug and her eyes are really far apart I think is cute on her she tripped and that had her pupils fully dilated ,  I know this because she uploaded photos of her on the drug

This would all be fine but there’s one thing:

She maybe had a baby 

with my sperm 

like Allyson Hodgkins had a baby with my sperm in 2006 or 2007

ALL THESE AT-RISK AND IN-DANGER JERKOFF’S NEED TO DROP DEAD

I wear v-necks because I want an arrow around my neck pointing downtown with my abdominals tucked away since I want to eat extremely little in an homage to Carina Ricciardi and Jessica Tocci-  two skinny girls I spent 14 hours a day with for three weeks without caring or going to church

They talked at length about their food-issues of Playboy magazine with Pamela Lee Anderson on the cover of these two- their barely eating anything very little with always barely any oh baby, barely any no none of you are safe listening to Cardi B

Of the 2.5 years we were together I enjoyed Justine who was a teen for over a year with me, where we don't have to '''endure''' anything now for me I want to be with whoever inserted my sperm into their vagina/vaginas with my sperm, oh with my sperm u hush u played with me and now I'm hoping to stay, to be with Justine Aragona or Tough for you bitches I'm not planning on being a father unless Carina Ricciardi or Jessica Tocci or Miss Justine Aragona my ex-lover who cheated on me yeah I blame that on her TBI - she has one too and she was old enough she was 18.5 years old when I met her — so the two of them maybe with J.T. can be with me for great times sogether in marriage if I get linked up to God any more than I already am and I have been converted to an internal way or being

Sabina and Carina in 8 East again this time but not alone as I want sex with beautiful girls and I have protection which I have never used because I thought the girl would prevent it you know  =D

I think of Anne Skinner and the Minister but then I realize Justine showed me the way of love ❤️💗❤️😁😍❣️

Oh your scars are beautiful . . . they’re so nice, like you have really nice ones . . . some people have, you know, ugly bad scars… but yours aren’t bad at all— they’re GOOD !!! Oh wow your scars are so ab-fab I’m just frizzle Friendly’s Fribble ```+++___

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I bent her o’er and I overthrew her, like a lot of love ,

The last branch o de’ maple tree it came like syrup

my relationship with the drunky-drunk floozie hoe

and then I came to my senses, without the Xanax-

Pink thing, Pink thongs, tearing at the seam, sorry

For maybe I, maybe she, one of us must take a taxi!

sober up quick ‘m lady, for campus-security lurks

Low-key men working for a badge, bagging items

Valedictorian pays credit to get high, but not like I

High “UP” with the Ladder To Heaven we may see

Rock the riff, blow up the balloon with helium !!!

squeaky voices doing squats at the gym said Jim

The depth of the oceanarium it is it, take a sip

Like ur fish-tank with the movie Tank Girl nice

Reminds me of Gwen Stefani not Stefano !!!

Hall Ah back, gnead my back, I need it so much

We went to the salad bar for lunch...

Ray Sullivan ‘’ No No No ‘ ‘ ‘ by GASHI on 44 that’s  HIP  hop nation channel 44 with Cardi B (Manny Arba Christie)

Like donuts on back streets while the owner of a Corvette Z06 lights them up to leave wavy lines of midnight-black polyethylene bi-carbonate treading on the pavement

Krystle+Sascha=2 girls Roxan526

Arching ants marching pardon fool-hearty carded, 

utmost highly regarded

at the store bombarding

Embarrassed and harassed- errors on parchment

Apparent McLaren is the Target

Gargle the cargo with an embargo with a large hit

See-saw back ’n’ forth with at the summit

Ain’t dat be sup’m with an actor who’s about to uplift…

Calculating traction at the point of the misshift

Somewhere progressing through time in this rift (Tiffish) 

Feebly flowing glowing and breezing with this sweet-shit

Tire shine- on neoprene poly bi-carbonate tires, wet and black

Like a mamba, but we’re on attack, with a Big Mac

Bum slap con mis amigas Stephanie las feminines pushing big rocks like Tic-Tac’s

Oh that Tire shine that make for good Goodyear Blimps

Con mis p1mp’s a viv a viv asta la Bistro Boulevard now yellow…

Taxi’s and pee pee out the head honcho’s wee wee, ur honches

Your honches ` ` ` that’s your sides am I right ??? I KNOW SO

With Britney coo-ing into my ear I want to Jeffrey- hey those rhymes and I’m gonna use it in my new hit my coming-back for more ‘round’s fat people I pick on fat people for drinking puttin’ on the pounds with alcohol and too much fast food, fat food, fat doofus

That’s not chill dude

Note:  should I leave a note ???

SRY HIT UR CAR

LOL MY B

OOPZ

YEAH COME IT I love satellite-radio FEMINA GASOLINAS like a panther sure panthers are cool I like panthers like PUMA’S in that Cardi B song commonly referred to as Money Moves sorry there’s a panther in it and you see its fangs its teeth when it hisses like a tea-kettle with the misses when I TROUNCE the  tea-set that’s flamboyant in appearance

varied in a barrel with 24 karats.

with the queerest squares you’ve ever seen!

I saw an 18K diamond when Sza-Sza Goobers middle finger once at the Kardashian wedding, which she raised and she was like FUX U POOR PEEPAS, or something along those lines, while she fingered the pearls around her neck- her “pearl necklace,” that’s how she always took it

They’re working on a 23.9999999999 oh look what you made me do you made me type a metric decent amount NO NO NO A TO DECEASE FOR INVITATION TO GEEKING OUT diamonds but deep within the Pyramids there’s a genuine God-given gift of perfect 24k diamond galaxies wow that’s terrific ((( read my 19 page single-spaced essay about Jessica Tocci and Carina Ricciardi ))) for me and I was reborn in this space I visited a pleasureful narrative of that

I was so happy when I was with Justine Ara my Justine HOW I LOVE THEE!

With hardness I come at my wife- my wise wife

With hardness I’m hardened and I’m ardent

Hardly ,

Please LEAN to the left-and-then-to-the-not so Ta-Da Left beyond-ce who needs DIAMOND BRACES !!!!!!!

With the prayer bell;  without the garbage!

Sardines, In the garden to harden

But I’m pardoned and hardest when I come hither to the geeking out I do when I don’t have a job or much potential in the workforce

DEREK LANGLOIS LOVED KIM AND HE MARRIED ANNA VO

Derek it’s you come out of this in the best shape but you and Kim -your relations with her- I saw the light too and BEST SEX EVER Con mis amiga Justine Aragona from 8 East as Todd Pearson and Mark Said sat near me in Mrs. James “Arithmetic Pre-Calculus funny name by the horny Todd who had a way of throwing around his upper-body weight like MASS he was a wrestler who shook his desk to make noise in the class oh it was so funny!

Mark Said didn’t pick on me in math class Junior year

But what about the teachers? oh it was so funny

Mr. Deedy John instructed me to take my penis out of my pants, pull them down and he surrounded my penis with everything including you-know-what included except gay stuff and pedo’s! PERVERTS I DON’T LIKE THEM I don’t care for them and males doing butt stuff I tried with a cigar and it didn’t really do anything butt make a mess

Saint John’s

I want to go to Heaven

I’m going in what’s this gonna brin’ ???

I can’t be a parent unless some fucking scumbags got my sperm from me when I was in the ICU and I don’t want to be a father it’s not my problem and I don’t want any problems in me getting through this life where I hope to have two consecutive orgasms with a girl again

But me ??? I’d rather not have the feeling: having something big going into a place on my body and I don’t like diapers except if I was in a hospital or old and needing them Like I need you right now Justine Aragona who showed me some of the best sex I have ever had and everyone knew I would love it she’ tryna get wet gulp 420 Linda I’m big that okay bae and I like Linda’s body and her weight is low and Justine my ex-lover ex-girlfriend her daughter liked her

Derek Langlois this is a liminal message entering the corpus callosum with Natalie Holloway but I love you very much and everyone agrees you will go to heaven

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If I’m ever a father I would demand it be with Justine ‘Tini Ara’ Aragona my ex-girlfriend of almost three years who I had all types of sex with and I once in the universe: God’s universe that is expanding expenses with my parents taking 2/3 of my marijuana I pay for to combat PTSD from 2004 in a WRX TBI head injury stomach tube ICU for a month, a stomach tube for 3 weeks.  It was in 2004 and I haven’t gained much since my injury but I had a girlfriend Justine Tini Ara and she showed me something new I liked a lot with Justine like going out to eat and driving in my safe Subaru

I don’t want Justine to drink alcohol because I don’t drink now in over a year not driving drunk and not subtracting anything

Barnes and Noble ` ` ` I’m thinking Bitcoin

I don’t have to die and I can always experience pleasure and love and happiness

I like to enjoy my time

Getting in bed so

My toes they curl with the gurl who’se going to hurl

In the hull, the low sums so all of the low one’s are just gonna predict they go the other way and we get all the high ones

In the Hull of the ship Starboard Bow we all run

What keeps me in really good shape that I own ???

My BOWFLEX that I bend the bands like the pipes and Eminen says something about his “band”

Never. Lately I have been never having sex with a girl I like as of lately not really giving a fuck about everything ,  yeah I am keeping everything from my life because it’s my own running my shit like a GOLD-CHAIN WRITER who faces no problems as I only want a child from Justine Aragona if I absolutely have to raise a child in time to come as I think about how I’ve quit drinking and slimmed down by eating very little, as if I’d been inspired by two gifts from Heaven:  Jessica and Carina

They are the reason I’m trying to THIN-UP while trying not to think is this how I’m gonna go- with my funeral not taking place soon oh wait, the beat drives on and I’m not a danger to anyone on the roadways

BLAME ASHLEY HANNAN

I COULD HAVE SAVED HER BY BEING A HOPEFUL-FOR-HER FRIEND OR BOYFRIEND WHO SHE *COULD HAVE CALLED* but she didn’t accept my friend-request

Horizontal pink and white stripes she is who’s making me write this ??? Does this come from intellect and my friend Dana who’se reading this

What happened to Derek and how’s his Mom ???

Gardners I have nothing to admit but my WRX-crash was partly my fault but fuck all of the people who preempted me to stop at a bar- that was their plan and the shitty things they were purposely causing in my life was simply fucked up you’ve put me in mental-hospitals like five times then 2 for a year… because the IMPRINTING the cop told or a panel that they should IMPRINT me and they’ve done just that with their PLAN TO HAVE ME CRASH AND BE TAKEN TO A HOSPITAL the way to a better life is to have a girlfriend who does everything and praise Christ who got the message from Krystle Witterall and Justine Ara: whose colon I explored  *BE INVOLVED* but then again I wouldn’t mind being in a living arrangement with JESSICA TOCCI and CARINA RICCIARDI holding themselves against one method of love !!! Krystle wouldn’t want me doing it with a guy because I think that’s for gays only and I AM NOT A GAY

I have had bad experiences with two homo’s

1. You would have enjoyed HOLY GOD my mind was racing !!!

I hated it like I hate the person who showed me HELL at his house: Dan B.

I’ve never liked leather and I’m not trying something for my straight dick my high-school teacher showed me his cock rings with his dick out after he inseminated Alex’s asshole in 2001

My motivation to live my best and always try hard real easy lazy eazy lay-zy with Peak Performance for my PP as it’s Poly-Propylene from ECM Plastics in 1996-2009 on Millbrook Street

I Got Up Out It

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Here it goes:  I stalled my Jeep Wrangler with a loose clutch because I love shifting a manual transmission

The End

Water plays an important role in a boat ???

Just use the faucet,

mid-ship in the lower level on a Scarab boat that really picks up momentum? VeLoCiTy ??? No, crashing back and forth with all of the pots and pans falling out of the cabinets that are swinging open like a splurge your savings come Christmas that I thank Justine for showing me what some married men won’t ever experience from their wives never once trying ‘’ it ‘’ not sixtynine’ing but trying a new route and look at the hour: it’s ten ‘o’ one on Saturday tonight where tomorrow is Sunday a day with a mass in the center of town and they will scream, they will scream out HELP ME !!! But no one hears I hear you be because I write this for myself uh for my notes for my TBI and my memory that’s damaged in my brain 

Now everyone it’s important to know that I have doubts but then no, extreme confidence about that I won’t die soon Now everyone it’s important to

Brush and Floss your Teeth !!!

I living at Chandler Gardens with our cars and medicines

We can pig out with our diets which are like half a piece of pizza or a salad and some Fruit-Aqua-Water

((( FAW: our Fruit Action Water )))

“Chillen with your Bestie”

I want to marry Christie Gilmore and because I haven’t driven with too much alcohol in my system since 2004

Charter showed me Bedlam I taped

I choose to be with Jessica Tocci and Carina Ricciardi in a threeway marriage with you and Dad giving us a place to live and money tp live off of which will pay for us to always eat the best food if we want-  I want to be around be people who will (my will to have Justine Aragona as a lover again as I forgive her for cheating on me when I was fighting with her parents) people who will appreciate all I have to offer like God is lending me a hand with the thought of it all, that He's commanding me not to do anything where I haven't had a panic-attack since my injury in 2004 but people are telling me I have mental illness and I want to be with Carina Ricciardi if she’ll be with me again — make me cum Carina !!!

Really I want to be with Carina Ricciardi or Jessica Tocci or Justine Aragona my ex-lover of almost three years smooch Justine Tini Ara

I’m losing weight and I’ve taken off 15 pounds of fat and muscle with respect to Carina and what she showed me to do with my diet of healthy salads and low-calorie snacks with Fruit2O water and Coke Zero, yeah staying thin not drinking any alcohol except special-occassions which is thou it happened I was at the Neuropsych Unit at UMass in a hospital and I’ve been going to church after graduating the 182nd of my class when I was staying at my home in Charlton 

NOT LIKE THIRSTY THURSDAYS WHO? RHONDA YEAH SHE’D DRINK ON THURSDAYS AT A BAR

Mike Meisner Saint John’s Class of 2000 sat at my table with Derek who’s going to uh Derek has a joke running with people pretending he has cancer for me

He feels responsible for what happened in 2004 :

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My 2004 Traumatic Brain Injury that took away 11/15th’s of my brain function after it happened

ps- its the manuel transmission with granny-pants in da’ heezy house ya all

ALL

NOT

The End

Justine Tini Ara Aragona my ex-lover who I was with for almost three years of eating at restaurants every night and sleeping over each others houses she lived nearby not far 

Not far, up around the bend with besties berries and bootylicious where my money- it’s all there and I want to be with Justine Tini Ara Aragona and her Mom: Linda who’se single again and I love her very much with Petey eating his food and Justine’s room at the end of a hallway on the left

Cecily Strong reminds me of Christie Gilmore and she’s on SNL I’m strong Jeffrey and I would love to sleep in the same bed with Christie Gilmore at Bridgewater State University or she made-may typo, have graduated

Crouching Tiger

Editha Edith the senior at the center with a pink pucker of her lipstick on the edge of the tiny little tea-set like one of those novelty one’s almost but it was real, and this is real my readers: my recovery: now I want to be close with a girl like Cardi B who is so unbelievably popular right now Ara Ari Allyson

Editha Edith with her mouth around a shotgun like some poor kid who’se been scarred because of bullying and the internet taking DXM cough syrup sizzurp making my neurons fire like beware: FIRE just in case you forgot all you better know I’m big and I have a huge upper body- really my arms got longer and my upper body is huge thanks to GHRP-6 peptides

I put my faith in the number 79 because of the Smashing Pumpkins and their song 1979 like the year with the lyrics:  Justine never knew the rules- I listened to when she didn’t have an injured brain, in quotes ok now settle down she knew she had to stay with her parents and she was in no place to disobey her loving parents who apparently spent the money she received from her insurance company and she can’t drive a car I miss her

Are you feeling lightheaded yet ???

Amy says “good” into the camera wiping her lips Justine’s kissable lips and sweet thighs

Nice buns hun is so lame and so was Justine’s rear-end that was in a funny shape but her vag was tite every nite in all spaces *gulp* she swallowed it like Ari Tho it was Hell with Allyson who never once let me have an orgasm in her mouth or anywhere near her it was such a lame situation and I love Justine Ara so much for what she’s shown me!

I want to be with Justine again as we were intense lovers, spooning in bed and always pressing up against each other, hmm with our BODY WEIGHT one of us would be ontop of the other kissing with our tongues and her giving me a blowjob for the first time when nothing happened I’d rather not get into it:

79 came up on a special random number generator at random dot org I said, the universe created this chip with a company and the purpose of their website is to generate random text for people to use for their writing

Steady Steadfast with fasting taking the hint from Carina Ricciardi that its better to be skinny than eat food- Oh pull it around back, sir, sir I’m talking to you now I’m reaching around back and pulling out my cellphone to take a picture of your face which I’m gonna get on the news but just then they gave up and decided to leave me alone and don’t you 

Cecily Strong asks me

She’s had boyfriends with no problems with them and they had a birthday in their bathrooms for the girls to use- it was nice

But no one has to know

No one has to know but I love something I’ll be back later to tell you all this crazy new shit that’s happening in my handicapped BRAIN yes, I’m breaking free but sometimes my pal Mark Zuckerberg who didn’t hire me when I’d talked to one of his original programmers I talked to him yeah as this fucking asterisk *******BLESSINGS-BLESSINGS-BLESSINGS*******

Justine Ara and I had a good great sex life in the 2.5 years we were together which was always clean her and I

Mr. Wood from Saint John’s joked that he didn’t like me and people gang up on other people like everyone ganged up on me in History with the Inca’s it was a joke of our class with Mr. Wood mistakenly fucking me over always letting Mark hit the back of my head with the palm of his hand multiple times while Mr. Wood knew they were hitting me, but hopefully now no one will gang up on me

So I don’t really understand the blah symphony that was conducted in 8 East but I love it now that I can drive my car and smoke marijuana listening to music yeah I don’t want anyone mad at me I’m thankful I can always give myself orgasms with lube and my thoughts my FanTasies and I’m not taking Depakote a crazy medicine for people with Epilepsy and many side-effects for things I’d rather not mention and weight-gain excess body-fat that’s a real shitty thing to do to me []D eople who’ve made me INCAPABLE OF THINGS WITH SUPREME INCAPABILITY that there are things I can’t do like remember things with my Traumatic Brain Injury

So many people read me so thank you all for giving me a trust-fund Dad

I didn’t give Justine Aragona anything but my love and she showed me things that oh you, Facebook, you Facebook my beautiful system I begin to write about how you have shown me:  Allyson had twin girls with her husband

Tini Ara is hopefully at a good weight so right now you are all waiting to see if I mention Ripley my former dog who I loved very much but she pulled me down on the street Lincoln Point Rd. where? I lived at for all of my life *woof*

My car has great bass but I don’t turn it and up to who but me

Me ??? You-no one’s asking anything from me as I dance and frazzle with frizzy fries and no one’s FEEL ME and my big pee-pee

I learned about bodybuilding chemicals from my GNC boss and the magazines they’d have that showed steroid bodybuilding and it told me to look like I want a great body like a bodybuilder

Justine which one ???

ARAGONA!  she’s special for me and I want to be with her

Tini she was short like her mom Linda Pellegrini who Justine saw her Mom doing it precisely the same way I did in the process of leaving her and then so as it was we tried something new:  two or three times until she cheated on me and I liked how Jake Gyllenhal said on TV that he’d been in space recently like he’s back and he’s won awards for his acting that he is ontop of it like I don’t use Facebook any more on Moreland street lived and Cristen who? Le Han HOOLAHOOP she had a wider waist than I did and she was overweight while not subtracting anything from my memory of her being uncomfortable with her head down while turned to her left with the six disc changer being there and she would have been leaning on her breasts I wanted to feel too her breasts:  yes I wanted to be in her bed and she wouldn’t with her brother and his friends who were in her house then, so I was robbed and I thought my Dad would have been pissed if he knew I was having my first experience with sweetness to be with a girl I barely knew unlike Ari smooth sailing with me not ailing at all, like in need of that drug Joe took and I didn’t want to have any as I don’t like opiates at all as I had Vicodin for my rear molars being taken out by my dentist who I don’t know who it is but I remember Dr. Fieldman and his arcade video games in the waiting room as I was fixing my teeth growing up with dental insurance like Christie Gilmore has pretty teeth and a nice smile I’d like to see somewhere inside of her sometime mmm yeah all tan skin she had she’d go tanning which I haven’t done in almost a year because I have many mores moles Norse Baltic Ships MOLES on my back, more again, that have grown because of a pill that’s sold at two stores near where I live and I don’t take any bodybuilding pills now:  I weigh 169 for real this morning and it’s Thanksgiving in 2017 today so it’s November: I had my WRX TBI 13 years ago and of course I knew I’d make it through a decade since my TBI with no seizures that marijuana helps prevent and I just spent 18 minutes- one second talking to my best friend Dana Gardner who is truly a friend

God’s first cells would have almost no energy and just hopefully Miss Coker had someone’s growing baby inside of her and she was crazy to walk down 290 with a growing baby inside of her as I write like a PROPHET , like maybe James Travis Alsup- Praise Christ and my dad who supported me when I have now been Raised Up? Fuck what people are doing to me, with what they do !!! But the girl denies the other girl in the high-five? Put your hand in the air— and then: Here, I’m going to tell you about an animated-image of a beautiful famous girl in Hollywood on a set of a show putting her hand in the air to give the non-famous host high fifing that’s a word- with fif ing I won so I don’t own any weapons but a relative bought a gun to scare me with he brought into my house as my mom and him are friendly with one another like Britney sings: ‘’ STOP ‘’ in her ‘’ crazy song ‘’ and my parents put me on a very-high dose of Haloperidol and other anti-psychotic drugs that give me headaches or something like them with the big red Panic!  with my bank-balance when I’m balancing on the front legs of my chair in the air with me rocking back and forth like these at-risk fucks screw with my files

I HAVEN’T HAD A DRINK IN OVER A YEAR

I DIDN’T HAVE BEER AT MY HOUSE FOR THANKSGIVING 11/23/17

LOOK AND LISTEN ::: I’M ON AN UNSAFELY HIGH DOSEAGE OF AN ANTI-PSYCHOTIC MY DOCTORS ARE PUNISHING ME BECAUSE THESE PEOPLE WHO CAUSED MY WRX TBI ARE TRYING TO GET ME TO KILL MYSELF !!!!!!! =X =P =X =D

Everything they do drags me down but they helped me in the car accident that shouldn’t have taken place, but that smoker one of my uncles made them wait for me to get behind the wheel and they should have pulled me over as soon as I pulled out onto a public roadway

Movado on my wrist usually but not right now when I’m curious why everyone is sketchy around me but they’re themselves where I’m asking myself: ‘’ is this sustainable ? ’’ I have entirely stopped taking bodybuilding supplements and ephedrine to lose weight and give me energy because I have a TBI that effects my EVERYONE- I proclaim: how are those 2SISTA ’ses who have moved to Florida UT University of Tampa she’s a cheerleader and I shook her hand as I dreamed of being with her not June Vo but Justine instead again as we made love