Ray Sullivan ‘’ No No No ‘ ‘ ‘ by GASHI on 44 that’s  HIP  hop nation channel 44 with Cardi B (Manny Arba Christie)

Like donuts on back streets while the owner of a Corvette Z06 lights them up to leave wavy lines of midnight-black polyethylene bi-carbonate treading on the pavement

Krystle+Sascha=2 girls Roxan526

Arching ants marching pardon fool-hearty carded, 

utmost highly regarded

at the store bombarding

Embarrassed and harassed- errors on parchment

Apparent McLaren is the Target

Gargle the cargo with an embargo with a large hit

See-saw back ’n’ forth with at the summit

Ain’t dat be sup’m with an actor who’s about to uplift…

Calculating traction at the point of the misshift

Somewhere progressing through time in this rift (Tiffish) 

Feebly flowing glowing and breezing with this sweet-shit

Tire shine- on neoprene poly bi-carbonate tires, wet and black

Like a mamba, but we’re on attack, with a Big Mac

Bum slap con mis amigas Stephanie las feminines pushing big rocks like Tic-Tac’s

Oh that Tire shine that make for good Goodyear Blimps

Con mis p1mp’s a viv a viv asta la Bistro Boulevard now yellow…

Taxi’s and pee pee out the head honcho’s wee wee, ur honches

Your honches ` ` ` that’s your sides am I right ??? I KNOW SO

With Britney coo-ing into my ear I want to Jeffrey- hey those rhymes and I’m gonna use it in my new hit my coming-back for more ‘round’s fat people I pick on fat people for drinking puttin’ on the pounds with alcohol and too much fast food, fat food, fat doofus

That’s not chill dude

Note:  should I leave a note ???

SRY HIT UR CAR

LOL MY B

OOPZ

YEAH COME IT I love satellite-radio FEMINA GASOLINAS like a panther sure panthers are cool I like panthers like PUMA’S in that Cardi B song commonly referred to as Money Moves sorry there’s a panther in it and you see its fangs its teeth when it hisses like a tea-kettle with the misses when I TROUNCE the  tea-set that’s flamboyant in appearance

varied in a barrel with 24 karats.

with the queerest squares you’ve ever seen!

I saw an 18K diamond when Sza-Sza Goobers middle finger once at the Kardashian wedding, which she raised and she was like FUX U POOR PEEPAS, or something along those lines, while she fingered the pearls around her neck- her “pearl necklace,” that’s how she always took it

They’re working on a 23.9999999999 oh look what you made me do you made me type a metric decent amount NO NO NO A TO DECEASE FOR INVITATION TO GEEKING OUT diamonds but deep within the Pyramids there’s a genuine God-given gift of perfect 24k diamond galaxies wow that’s terrific ((( read my 19 page single-spaced essay about Jessica Tocci and Carina Ricciardi ))) for me and I was reborn in this space I visited a pleasureful narrative of that

I was so happy when I was with Justine Ara my Justine HOW I LOVE THEE!

With hardness I come at my wife- my wise wife

With hardness I’m hardened and I’m ardent

Hardly ,

Please LEAN to the left-and-then-to-the-not so Ta-Da Left beyond-ce who needs DIAMOND BRACES !!!!!!!

With the prayer bell;  without the garbage!

Sardines, In the garden to harden

But I’m pardoned and hardest when I come hither to the geeking out I do when I don’t have a job or much potential in the workforce

DEREK LANGLOIS LOVED KIM AND HE MARRIED ANNA VO

Derek it’s you come out of this in the best shape but you and Kim -your relations with her- I saw the light too and BEST SEX EVER Con mis amiga Justine Aragona from 8 East as Todd Pearson and Mark Said sat near me in Mrs. James “Arithmetic Pre-Calculus funny name by the horny Todd who had a way of throwing around his upper-body weight like MASS he was a wrestler who shook his desk to make noise in the class oh it was so funny!

Mark Said didn’t pick on me in math class Junior year

But what about the teachers? oh it was so funny

Mr. Deedy John instructed me to take my penis out of my pants, pull them down and he surrounded my penis with everything including you-know-what included except gay stuff and pedo’s! PERVERTS I DON’T LIKE THEM I don’t care for them and males doing butt stuff I tried with a cigar and it didn’t really do anything butt make a mess

Saint John’s

I want to go to Heaven

I’m going in what’s this gonna brin’ ???

I can’t be a parent unless some fucking scumbags got my sperm from me when I was in the ICU and I don’t want to be a father it’s not my problem and I don’t want any problems in me getting through this life where I hope to have two consecutive orgasms with a girl again

But me ??? I’d rather not have the feeling: having something big going into a place on my body and I don’t like diapers except if I was in a hospital or old and needing them Like I need you right now Justine Aragona who showed me some of the best sex I have ever had and everyone knew I would love it she’ tryna get wet gulp 420 Linda I’m big that okay bae and I like Linda’s body and her weight is low and Justine my ex-lover ex-girlfriend her daughter liked her

Derek Langlois this is a liminal message entering the corpus callosum with Natalie Holloway but I love you very much and everyone agrees you will go to heaven

18+

If I’m ever a father I would demand it be with Justine ‘Tini Ara’ Aragona my ex-girlfriend of almost three years who I had all types of sex with and I once in the universe: God’s universe that is expanding expenses with my parents taking 2/3 of my marijuana I pay for to combat PTSD from 2004 in a WRX TBI head injury stomach tube ICU for a month, a stomach tube for 3 weeks.  It was in 2004 and I haven’t gained much since my injury but I had a girlfriend Justine Tini Ara and she showed me something new I liked a lot with Justine like going out to eat and driving in my safe Subaru

I don’t want Justine to drink alcohol because I don’t drink now in over a year not driving drunk and not subtracting anything

Barnes and Noble ` ` ` I’m thinking Bitcoin

I don’t have to die and I can always experience pleasure and love and happiness

I like to enjoy my time

Getting in bed so

My toes they curl with the gurl who’se going to hurl

In the hull, the low sums so all of the low one’s are just gonna predict they go the other way and we get all the high ones

In the Hull of the ship Starboard Bow we all run

What keeps me in really good shape that I own ???

My BOWFLEX that I bend the bands like the pipes and Eminen says something about his “band”

Never. Lately I have been never having sex with a girl I like as of lately not really giving a fuck about everything ,  yeah I am keeping everything from my life because it’s my own running my shit like a GOLD-CHAIN WRITER who faces no problems as I only want a child from Justine Aragona if I absolutely have to raise a child in time to come as I think about how I’ve quit drinking and slimmed down by eating very little, as if I’d been inspired by two gifts from Heaven:  Jessica and Carina

They are the reason I’m trying to THIN-UP while trying not to think is this how I’m gonna go- with my funeral not taking place soon oh wait, the beat drives on and I’m not a danger to anyone on the roadways

BLAME ASHLEY HANNAN

I COULD HAVE SAVED HER BY BEING A HOPEFUL-FOR-HER FRIEND OR BOYFRIEND WHO SHE *COULD HAVE CALLED* but she didn’t accept my friend-request

Horizontal pink and white stripes she is who’s making me write this ??? Does this come from intellect and my friend Dana who’se reading this

What happened to Derek and how’s his Mom ???

Gardners I have nothing to admit but my WRX-crash was partly my fault but fuck all of the people who preempted me to stop at a bar- that was their plan and the shitty things they were purposely causing in my life was simply fucked up you’ve put me in mental-hospitals like five times then 2 for a year… because the IMPRINTING the cop told or a panel that they should IMPRINT me and they’ve done just that with their PLAN TO HAVE ME CRASH AND BE TAKEN TO A HOSPITAL the way to a better life is to have a girlfriend who does everything and praise Christ who got the message from Krystle Witterall and Justine Ara: whose colon I explored  *BE INVOLVED* but then again I wouldn’t mind being in a living arrangement with JESSICA TOCCI and CARINA RICCIARDI holding themselves against one method of love !!! Krystle wouldn’t want me doing it with a guy because I think that’s for gays only and I AM NOT A GAY

I have had bad experiences with two homo’s

1. You would have enjoyed HOLY GOD my mind was racing !!!

I hated it like I hate the person who showed me HELL at his house: Dan B.

I’ve never liked leather and I’m not trying something for my straight dick my high-school teacher showed me his cock rings with his dick out after he inseminated Alex’s asshole in 2001

My motivation to live my best and always try hard real easy lazy eazy lay-zy with Peak Performance for my PP as it’s Poly-Propylene from ECM Plastics in 1996-2009 on Millbrook Street

I Got Up Out It

-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-

Here it goes:  I stalled my Jeep Wrangler with a loose clutch because I love shifting a manual transmission

The End

Water plays an important role in a boat ???

Just use the faucet,

mid-ship in the lower level on a Scarab boat that really picks up momentum? VeLoCiTy ??? No, crashing back and forth with all of the pots and pans falling out of the cabinets that are swinging open like a splurge your savings come Christmas that I thank Justine for showing me what some married men won’t ever experience from their wives never once trying ‘’ it ‘’ not sixtynine’ing but trying a new route and look at the hour: it’s ten ‘o’ one on Saturday tonight where tomorrow is Sunday a day with a mass in the center of town and they will scream, they will scream out HELP ME !!! But no one hears I hear you be because I write this for myself uh for my notes for my TBI and my memory that’s damaged in my brain 

Now everyone it’s important to know that I have doubts but then no, extreme confidence about that I won’t die soon Now everyone it’s important to

Brush and Floss your Teeth !!!

I living at Chandler Gardens with our cars and medicines

We can pig out with our diets which are like half a piece of pizza or a salad and some Fruit-Aqua-Water

((( FAW: our Fruit Action Water )))

“Chillen with your Bestie”

I want to marry Christie Gilmore and because I haven’t driven with too much alcohol in my system since 2004

Charter showed me Bedlam I taped

I choose to be with Jessica Tocci and Carina Ricciardi in a threeway marriage with you and Dad giving us a place to live and money tp live off of which will pay for us to always eat the best food if we want-  I want to be around be people who will (my will to have Justine Aragona as a lover again as I forgive her for cheating on me when I was fighting with her parents) people who will appreciate all I have to offer like God is lending me a hand with the thought of it all, that He's commanding me not to do anything where I haven't had a panic-attack since my injury in 2004 but people are telling me I have mental illness and I want to be with Carina Ricciardi if she’ll be with me again — make me cum Carina !!!

Really I want to be with Carina Ricciardi or Jessica Tocci or Justine Aragona my ex-lover of almost three years smooch Justine Tini Ara

I’m losing weight and I’ve taken off 15 pounds of fat and muscle with respect to Carina and what she showed me to do with my diet of healthy salads and low-calorie snacks with Fruit2O water and Coke Zero, yeah staying thin not drinking any alcohol except special-occassions which is thou it happened I was at the Neuropsych Unit at UMass in a hospital and I’ve been going to church after graduating the 182nd of my class when I was staying at my home in Charlton 

NOT LIKE THIRSTY THURSDAYS WHO? RHONDA YEAH SHE’D DRINK ON THURSDAYS AT A BAR

Mike Meisner Saint John’s Class of 2000 sat at my table with Derek who’s going to uh Derek has a joke running with people pretending he has cancer for me

He feels responsible for what happened in 2004 :

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My 2004 Traumatic Brain Injury that took away 11/15th’s of my brain function after it happened

ps- its the manuel transmission with granny-pants in da’ heezy house ya all

ALL

NOT

The End

Justine Tini Ara Aragona my ex-lover who I was with for almost three years of eating at restaurants every night and sleeping over each others houses she lived nearby not far 

Not far, up around the bend with besties berries and bootylicious where my money- it’s all there and I want to be with Justine Tini Ara Aragona and her Mom: Linda who’se single again and I love her very much with Petey eating his food and Justine’s room at the end of a hallway on the left

Cecily Strong reminds me of Christie Gilmore and she’s on SNL I’m strong Jeffrey and I would love to sleep in the same bed with Christie Gilmore at Bridgewater State University or she made-may typo, have graduated

Crouching Tiger

Editha Edith the senior at the center with a pink pucker of her lipstick on the edge of the tiny little tea-set like one of those novelty one’s almost but it was real, and this is real my readers: my recovery: now I want to be close with a girl like Cardi B who is so unbelievably popular right now Ara Ari Allyson

Editha Edith with her mouth around a shotgun like some poor kid who’se been scarred because of bullying and the internet taking DXM cough syrup sizzurp making my neurons fire like beware: FIRE just in case you forgot all you better know I’m big and I have a huge upper body- really my arms got longer and my upper body is huge thanks to GHRP-6 peptides

I put my faith in the number 79 because of the Smashing Pumpkins and their song 1979 like the year with the lyrics:  Justine never knew the rules- I listened to when she didn’t have an injured brain, in quotes ok now settle down she knew she had to stay with her parents and she was in no place to disobey her loving parents who apparently spent the money she received from her insurance company and she can’t drive a car I miss her

Are you feeling lightheaded yet ???

Amy says “good” into the camera wiping her lips Justine’s kissable lips and sweet thighs

Nice buns hun is so lame and so was Justine’s rear-end that was in a funny shape but her vag was tite every nite in all spaces *gulp* she swallowed it like Ari Tho it was Hell with Allyson who never once let me have an orgasm in her mouth or anywhere near her it was such a lame situation and I love Justine Ara so much for what she’s shown me!

I want to be with Justine again as we were intense lovers, spooning in bed and always pressing up against each other, hmm with our BODY WEIGHT one of us would be ontop of the other kissing with our tongues and her giving me a blowjob for the first time when nothing happened I’d rather not get into it:

79 came up on a special random number generator at random dot org I said, the universe created this chip with a company and the purpose of their website is to generate random text for people to use for their writing

Steady Steadfast with fasting taking the hint from Carina Ricciardi that its better to be skinny than eat food- Oh pull it around back, sir, sir I’m talking to you now I’m reaching around back and pulling out my cellphone to take a picture of your face which I’m gonna get on the news but just then they gave up and decided to leave me alone and don’t you 

Cecily Strong asks me

She’s had boyfriends with no problems with them and they had a birthday in their bathrooms for the girls to use- it was nice

But no one has to know

No one has to know but I love something I’ll be back later to tell you all this crazy new shit that’s happening in my handicapped BRAIN yes, I’m breaking free but sometimes my pal Mark Zuckerberg who didn’t hire me when I’d talked to one of his original programmers I talked to him yeah as this fucking asterisk *******BLESSINGS-BLESSINGS-BLESSINGS*******

Justine Ara and I had a good great sex life in the 2.5 years we were together which was always clean her and I

Mr. Wood from Saint John’s joked that he didn’t like me and people gang up on other people like everyone ganged up on me in History with the Inca’s it was a joke of our class with Mr. Wood mistakenly fucking me over always letting Mark hit the back of my head with the palm of his hand multiple times while Mr. Wood knew they were hitting me, but hopefully now no one will gang up on me

So I don’t really understand the blah symphony that was conducted in 8 East but I love it now that I can drive my car and smoke marijuana listening to music yeah I don’t want anyone mad at me I’m thankful I can always give myself orgasms with lube and my thoughts my FanTasies and I’m not taking Depakote a crazy medicine for people with Epilepsy and many side-effects for things I’d rather not mention and weight-gain excess body-fat that’s a real shitty thing to do to me []D eople who’ve made me INCAPABLE OF THINGS WITH SUPREME INCAPABILITY that there are things I can’t do like remember things with my Traumatic Brain Injury

So many people read me so thank you all for giving me a trust-fund Dad

I didn’t give Justine Aragona anything but my love and she showed me things that oh you, Facebook, you Facebook my beautiful system I begin to write about how you have shown me:  Allyson had twin girls with her husband

Tini Ara is hopefully at a good weight so right now you are all waiting to see if I mention Ripley my former dog who I loved very much but she pulled me down on the street Lincoln Point Rd. where? I lived at for all of my life *woof*

My car has great bass but I don’t turn it and up to who but me

Me ??? You-no one’s asking anything from me as I dance and frazzle with frizzy fries and no one’s FEEL ME and my big pee-pee

I learned about bodybuilding chemicals from my GNC boss and the magazines they’d have that showed steroid bodybuilding and it told me to look like I want a great body like a bodybuilder

Justine which one ???

ARAGONA!  she’s special for me and I want to be with her

Tini she was short like her mom Linda Pellegrini who Justine saw her Mom doing it precisely the same way I did in the process of leaving her and then so as it was we tried something new:  two or three times until she cheated on me and I liked how Jake Gyllenhal said on TV that he’d been in space recently like he’s back and he’s won awards for his acting that he is ontop of it like I don’t use Facebook any more on Moreland street lived and Cristen who? Le Han HOOLAHOOP she had a wider waist than I did and she was overweight while not subtracting anything from my memory of her being uncomfortable with her head down while turned to her left with the six disc changer being there and she would have been leaning on her breasts I wanted to feel too her breasts:  yes I wanted to be in her bed and she wouldn’t with her brother and his friends who were in her house then, so I was robbed and I thought my Dad would have been pissed if he knew I was having my first experience with sweetness to be with a girl I barely knew unlike Ari smooth sailing with me not ailing at all, like in need of that drug Joe took and I didn’t want to have any as I don’t like opiates at all as I had Vicodin for my rear molars being taken out by my dentist who I don’t know who it is but I remember Dr. Fieldman and his arcade video games in the waiting room as I was fixing my teeth growing up with dental insurance like Christie Gilmore has pretty teeth and a nice smile I’d like to see somewhere inside of her sometime mmm yeah all tan skin she had she’d go tanning which I haven’t done in almost a year because I have many mores moles Norse Baltic Ships MOLES on my back, more again, that have grown because of a pill that’s sold at two stores near where I live and I don’t take any bodybuilding pills now:  I weigh 169 for real this morning and it’s Thanksgiving in 2017 today so it’s November: I had my WRX TBI 13 years ago and of course I knew I’d make it through a decade since my TBI with no seizures that marijuana helps prevent and I just spent 18 minutes- one second talking to my best friend Dana Gardner who is truly a friend

God’s first cells would have almost no energy and just hopefully Miss Coker had someone’s growing baby inside of her and she was crazy to walk down 290 with a growing baby inside of her as I write like a PROPHET , like maybe James Travis Alsup- Praise Christ and my dad who supported me when I have now been Raised Up? Fuck what people are doing to me, with what they do !!! But the girl denies the other girl in the high-five? Put your hand in the air— and then: Here, I’m going to tell you about an animated-image of a beautiful famous girl in Hollywood on a set of a show putting her hand in the air to give the non-famous host high fifing that’s a word- with fif ing I won so I don’t own any weapons but a relative bought a gun to scare me with he brought into my house as my mom and him are friendly with one another like Britney sings: ‘’ STOP ‘’ in her ‘’ crazy song ‘’ and my parents put me on a very-high dose of Haloperidol and other anti-psychotic drugs that give me headaches or something like them with the big red Panic!  with my bank-balance when I’m balancing on the front legs of my chair in the air with me rocking back and forth like these at-risk fucks screw with my files

I HAVEN’T HAD A DRINK IN OVER A YEAR

I DIDN’T HAVE BEER AT MY HOUSE FOR THANKSGIVING 11/23/17

LOOK AND LISTEN ::: I’M ON AN UNSAFELY HIGH DOSEAGE OF AN ANTI-PSYCHOTIC MY DOCTORS ARE PUNISHING ME BECAUSE THESE PEOPLE WHO CAUSED MY WRX TBI ARE TRYING TO GET ME TO KILL MYSELF !!!!!!! =X =P =X =D

Everything they do drags me down but they helped me in the car accident that shouldn’t have taken place, but that smoker one of my uncles made them wait for me to get behind the wheel and they should have pulled me over as soon as I pulled out onto a public roadway

Movado on my wrist usually but not right now when I’m curious why everyone is sketchy around me but they’re themselves where I’m asking myself: ‘’ is this sustainable ? ’’ I have entirely stopped taking bodybuilding supplements and ephedrine to lose weight and give me energy because I have a TBI that effects my EVERYONE- I proclaim: how are those 2SISTA ’ses who have moved to Florida UT University of Tampa she’s a cheerleader and I shook her hand as I dreamed of being with her not June Vo but Justine instead again as we made love