Wednesday, April 24, 2019

Allyson maybe had children with my-sperm !!!

Allyson hated me for crashing my Subaru WRX so much that she got my-sperm from a doctor at UMass who aided her because he felt bad for her... this was along with most people who were plotting revenge about me unknowingly screwing up their disastrous plan to have the Leicester police park a car at the end of Henshaw St to pull me over and arrest me. Yet I hadn't reached the cop yet and my WRX-crash was truly an accident as per the risky variable of wet leaves and summer tires -- I crashed on going fast... And Allyson she's hidden from me COMPLETELY as time went on because she felt so bad about starting "the plan" with Andy Gleick he's my uncle who has been a bad influence my whole life... Allyson then got married to Jesse Hodgkins for over a decade now, and I believe she first had a stillborn with my-sperm, and I say this because when she was a "Friend" of mine on Facebook there was a photo close-up of her face in the ER after giving birth to a mystery baby, and she looked incredibly sad, =( so I think  as per her partying when she turned 21 near the date of my TBI she drank much alcohol while pregnant, I think shush



We were a normal couple who lived an hour apart, but she was broke so we couldn't live together

While I was in the hospital bed, she broke up with me and started going to clubs and she found a lover
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She had a few boyfriends and babies with one of them who, I think, has the name of "Jesse Hodgkins"

Her twins Sophia and Isabella have ears that stick out widely which is a sign of Fetal Alcohol Syndrome, and this is a FACT



So and so what you said the most, and the most moistness among the amount in your mouth
Thigh high fulcrum femurs (KristenMur) femininity A x B in math decisions
Gesture. Sigh. Relief. Look. Nonchalant."You're better than this,,, now ham it up a li'l but fresh faced.
Buff out the buns, and what the hell, buff out the bums too...
You know what, I heard FFDP handy a la radio 107.3 and I tot of Jessica T. Ode to 8 East, pairing with a paring knife "just chillen" @ 94.5, hear it ??
Kanye purchased a Coach purse, bag, sack, cloth container and contents
I thought "DP" was "Direct penetration" when I was young and couples
Choices for getting off, or efforts, like the O.J. Simpson's Trial he got off all over
I'm way up now and Allyson gave her kids Fetal Alcohol Syndrome, the twins or the #1,
((( I think the first didn't make it past birth because I saw a photo of her face in-- the delivery room but she looked war-torn frowning with no infant,,, oh well if only I could have saved its precious heart
Dare I say it but my-sperm was stolen (purchased from Sheldon B. Neuro maybe), with her first-born... or #2 and #3))) either way her first-born got SIDS or sup'm sup'm and I bet she cries when Adele sings. So I think the first was a still-born when she was trying to set me up to take me to court... (but don't you dare...) along with Andy my uncle and Dan my cousin and others all had to wait to see me in the ICU, so they came up with a plan to "get me back" teach me once and for all, but I've seen things with LSD and repeat orgasms in the dark with a hot li'l girl I love-- saving it for the end and now my interests and loves have changed for God's universe expanding at uh let's call it a million billion trillion lightyears per second taking coverage behind His eyes so you can see through them perfectly.

But they all planned against me with the police getting involved and GPS being a ding-ding-ding, a HIGH-RISK attached to my car and my license plate with radar. And my Traumatic Brain Injury in my WRX sports-car happened on November 2, 2004 in Leicester after I voted in that town. I had to go to court and I got a DUI. I can work. I'm on Disability now. And I'm in a mental-hospital. A nurse or a doctor made me have an orgasm on an operating table in the ICU at UMass in Worcester and Allyson has been hiding this from me for over a decade.

Since then I have had Justine Aragona as a long-time lover of almost three years of love and romantic sex we both focused on !!!


ps - Alexandra got me a big rose today as a way of showing her love for me today after kissing her neck last night, and we plan on staying in touch! 😍

Wednesday, April 3, 2019

Arms in Inches 

Subtle in hinches h1nktches snitches N’ stitches N’ Tits ‘’

I’m hearing: but move it back and forth Justine she was great about sex with her smaller body

‘’ throw your hands in the air bust caps ‘’ POP POP like you just don’t care ‘’ these parents who want me on fucked up psych meds that just make me be like they cause me to hate these fucks who came up with a plan to have me pulled over by a cop in a town where my best friend lived near the street they wanted to GET me on but please DON’T do anything

This all has to do with the EXTREME INFREQUENCY of things that were normal and commonplace now seen as HEALTHY:  I’m talking about masturbating which I CAN’T FUCKING DO NOW these fucking DOCTORS who’ve sent me to mental-hospitals three times

I ate the body of Christ oh his flesh His flesh should I capitalize that first His ???
I think I will as my doctor in the last mental-hospital I went to in Worcester under a doctor who was driving me insane with these fucking pills and shots I HATED !!!

The only girl there I knew and liked was an 18 year-old I was reminded of Justine who was similar in age ` J.G.C. 


I'm on a high dose of this -- all my meds are medium to large doses with my injected anti-psychotic "Haldol" being doubled then increased, and once-more increased !!! my enemies and Sheldon Benjamin @ UMass -- FUCK THEM !!!




One of my parents threw out ALL of my cannabis-sativa, there was a there was a lot I keep in a SAFE I bought for myself at Home Depot because I HATE HOW PEOPLE FAKE SHIT ON MY LAPTOPS WITH “MASTER DESKTOPS”

They do really shitty things to me but I want my-enemies who've actually shown me the weapons they had to scare me with knives and leather jackets and Andy bought a big gun he brought into my house one day when he bought a house nearby to make me hate him even more after he and Allyson who got pregnant with my-sperm in 2006-2007 they masterminded a plan to have me break my sobriety in 2004 when they planned for me to drink and drive after withdrawing from a class at WSU as they’d DON’T SET ME UP unless Tiph would save me and she would like my big organ for reproduction which I already know that Allyson Hodgkins wants me locked-up somewhere in the city or somewhere I’d be assaulted and beaten-up by fucking black inmates I am so racist I’M FAVORING WHITE SKIN EQUALS CAUCASIAN !!!!!!!



Listen to me

I attended a high school that was Catholic and advised all of their students to see girls at dances but not to have sex with them or get oral sex or digits 9-1-1 I wanted to be close to a girlfriend who met my parents and my grandmother approved of

My weird strict father never even had a porno tape or a Playboy once or even ever in my house No naughty VHS tape not even once or any pornography brought into the house by my Dad and there was once or twice one of his fishing buddies left a Playboy but my parents didn’t want me to see it and This is when I was in fourth grade and curious about the female body, but my Mom said I should see it in an art class in college with a nude model I’d draw like she did in college


I had never seen a vagina or seen on a video of sex- there was never ANY nude anything and it was all a mystery until 8th grade when I snuck a porno in my house and made a copy it changed my life for the better as it finally revealed SEX after all those years of having the female body be a complete mystery that maybe I was born to the wrong parents or too early or something, or maybe a brother who signed up for a bulletin-board online I had no idea what a vagina looked like having sex before getting my first porno when I was in 8th grade

Jihad

Fuck the jerks who hijack my account on here and die you assholes who hacked my Apple laptop and my phone with AT&T !!!





He is gonna DIE with scars on his face and a cut-off penis this jerk who caused my crash and my TRAUMATIC BRAIN INJURY so DO IT (!!!) SHOOT OUT YOUR BRAINS WITH YOUR GUNS


I have no one I can trust

my-parents and these fucks do AWFUL things to me
stealing my stuff and letting these bald fucks oh I forgot Dan takes a pill for it- he showed me HELL at his house but that's another story `

Fuck all of the jerks who had set shit up for me when I crashed going fast and hit a telephone pole, like the Leicester poles stationing two cruisers on Henshaw Street and others on rt. 56, I would have taken to get home, because I WOULD NOT HAVE CRASHED NORMALLY; however all these friends and relatives were saying shit like HURRR don't let Bubba fuck you, so, it's no wonder why I drove a little fast seeing that Andy and Allyson were calling me from my home phone-number

I haven't had an orgasm with a girl in a few years TOO LONG

fuck all of the jerks who set shit up for me when I crashed going fast and hit a telephone pole

I can't cum on Depakote they fucking can't make me take it but my parents demand it to make me sad =(

FUCK MY-PARENTS AND THESE FUCKS AT UMASS MY DOCTORS WHO TAKE ORDERS FROM THIS ASSEMBLY OF BAD PEOPLE WHO TRIED TO SET ME UP AND SHIT WITH A COP

Waiting down Henshaw by a speed-trap like how fast you’re going I was drunk from Sparkz I’d bought that day which was after I had a drink at a bar

I have no one I can trust
I have no one I can trust
I have no one I can trust

These guys with smaller unit's than me THEY DON'T WANT ME: touching my bigger-one so they get me on IT’S BAD MEDICINE from my fucking doctor's the one’s who sent me to a mental-hospital the last time recently 

They tried taking away my anti-depressant to try it… but I DEMANDED IT BACK


MY OWN PARENTS

They have sent me to a mental-hospital FOUR OR FIVE OR SIX TIMES on their own and it's because of my fucked-up enemies want me to suffer but I don't want that

I WANT TO BE HAPPY AND WITH A WHITE GIRLFRIEND WHO I CAN TELL MY MOM WHO’SE A TEACHER !!!

Okay quick let’s play a little game ::: 




I’m so fucking pizza that Allyson (Drucker) Hodgkins hasn’t contacted me in OVER TEN YEARS !!!!!!!!!! SHE HAD A CHILD OR MULTIPLE CHILDREN CON MISA SPERMY-WORMIES

I had to refuse multiple pills of Estrogen because they want even now they still want me to get bitch-tits from estrogen to make me unattractive and I’m ARMED my right arm is bigger than my left

For ,  Like Taylor Sweet assures me I HAVE ACCELERATED *******oooooooooooooohhhhhhhmmmmmmm******** 

I’m accelerating with Cardi B and ISLAM ‘’ honestly ‘’ with these default where I JUST WANT A GIRL TO GIVE ME A BLOWJOB

Justine made quote BLOODY MOVES have to let these bitches know- just in case these hoes forgot- I BUILD not much not any houses but I could decorate rooms and draw makeshift blueprints to plan things for a builder

I accelerate with the Lord but where ???

OH WHY IN GOD’S UNIVERSE with me ACCELERATING STILL OK and there is no speed limit in space 
I have nothing

Roe v. Wade



My parents didn’t know I came inside of a girl and Jackie left me out of it when I didn’t think I started life because she had a ring or a female device to block my-sperm 
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I’m just pissed no one told me anything about what to do with a girl and Saint John’s didn’t prepare me ` they said premarital sex was bad and that clouded what should have been simple ` my Dad just said I should jerk off into a tissue after sex I didn’t get that and Saint John’s didn’t have condoms !!!

Someone said I should ask Mr. Deedy for a condom because he was known to be a sexual single man at the school who wasn’t gay and showed no gayness-  and all I can say is that THE FUCKING SCHOOL SHOULD HAVE HAD CONDOMS

Jackie L. had to take a drug I think as I wouldn’t have wanted her to get an abortion I would have raised I WANT A RAISE FROM THE GOV’T 

They ‘’ IMPRINTED ‘’ my brain with a shot after the cop told me a bunch of things with my eyes not-open


-  I just wanted her to take RU-486 at the pharmacy but as far as I know, she had to tell her parents and see a doctor ` and-  I don’t know how much the fetus grew and she’s waiting for me to contact her but I won’t 

With these dead-soon fucks who hacked my MacBook Pro FUCKING SLASH YOUR WRISTS WITH THE KNIVES YOU FUCKS BROUGHT INTO MY HOSPITAL ROOM IN 2004 or 2005 TO SCARE ME AND I’M PISSED THESE FUCKS WON’T LET UP DIE !!!


I WANT SEX WITH A GIRL BECAUSE THEY WOULD ::: a.) like how I don’t drink  b.) like my large sum of money  c.) like my big PIPE and I have abs now  d.) All of the Above . . . or E...)



So . . .

JESSICA TOCCI IS POTENTIALLY SUICIDAL

And I can help her because we were happy all day all night together for three weeks of 24/7 living where the attorney general says masturbation is normal and healthy for the mind and body-  which I would do in my own room


God I hear aloud with Zero and I am the man known as:  One  that I like One!
He saw me pass the "Islam" test and I am forever grateful to know His Kingdom with a female lover forever !!!