Thursday, May 7, 2020

My last post here got me thinking, and I'm going to disclose a "breakthrough" I had over the course of many hours in 2013...


God is God,

and I believe He's "an illusion" or maybe more, I don't know for sure


He wants me to either believe or doubt my tried ’n’ true REAL Islamic vision, but I'm skeptical of this - 


He was a real hologram 


who Allah took me to, at the edge of space


once I reached a 2nd sexual orgasm after hours with a girlfriend in my bed embracing a new way she saw an older loved one on a videotape she saw... 

But that Islamic tad-bit is besides the point !!!!! ...or it’s a requirement... *shrug*

God is surrounding the Universe 360-degrees like a sphere that started with the Big Bang — and only He knows where the center is… Surely it’s outside of our Solar System !!!!!

It lasted hours with Allah taking me to Him, and it lasted hours I stress, with a shining blue “Hologram” of Him that reminded me of Him as the Genie in Aladdin, which it is common for young people to think of the Genie as “God” in the Disney film, I've heard !!!!!

The sun had risen when knew continuing was a moot point, and I had gotten in front of God where nothing was to exist but pixels of light, resembling stars that were so far away like a screen-saver…

Sing the Aladdin song, “A whole new world…” and my eyes have been opened with multiple orgasms having Tantric Sex several times with my lover in previous, precious years — I love her and what she showed me I was capable of !!!!! Call it “Holy” not once, but twice-in-a-row !!!!!

I have a hard time believing in Jesus, altogether, as many children have been born of virgin-females in the Middle-East JUST LIKE JESUS DID !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! — it’s how they do things over there, if you catch my drift !!!!!



Maybe Jesus isn't so special...

Nevermind… 


read on...

Friday, May 1, 2020

Allah -- ...my Tantric Sex trip through space to meet God -- and Jesus was never a thing -- I'm not Christian right now at this phase of my life...

When Allah delivered me to God through sex with Justine A. my ex-girlfriend... where God is present at the edge of space 360-degrees all-around, growing and expanding quickly... Allah took the form of a wasp going a million billion trillion light-years per millisecond... and I was just with him... When we reached God... with his glowing white beard and mustache... Wow-- Just writing about it is too exhausting, so I'll leave you with Allah- he or "it" took this form and he didn't sting me or anything -- another way I think of it is that Allah is simply "velocity" but I seemed to have a vision of his "face and form"...

This is my interpretation of Allah -- like a spaceship taking me through the Universe...

It lasted nine or ten hours of Tantric Sex -- I'VE NEVER FELT SO MUCH PLEASURE -- the sun had risen when I opened my eyes...