Tuesday, January 22, 2019

North Korea has been building busy ballistic missiles they have 19 of them based on the research I've done on CNN and the news...

Deary Mum I love you so...

doing DON'T YOU KNOW, heh, this place is fucked so get me out you shuck I BEG CHUCK !!! cluck cluck cluck, and DUCK! because here comes an ICBM I CAN'T EVEN SLEEP IN MY OWN BED AT HOME OR EAT AT RESTAURANT BY MYSELF, YOU TOOK MY CAR AWAY !!!!!!

ONE OF NINETEEN MISSILES READY TO KILL SO MANY !!!

OH SHIT, THIS IS IT, I am so excited because I have met with GOD through a straight line like Spyder Wire ((( that's a fishing line that had a cool logo )))

No it was a laser and I thought "THIS CAN'T REALLY BE HAPPENING!!!" o the sight, it was

There were wavelengths and acceleration propeling me like a True Disciple, OH GOD!

Her breasts, her chest, I cluched them ` I GRASPED THEM HOLDING ON FOR DEAR LIFE, but with no thoughts of making her a "wife" differently - that's right, hold tight, For I will tell you why...

I had a problem with alcohol running my life, and breathing in deep breaths, breathe in, breathe out, just plain uncomfortable without ethanol giving me a buzz I wanted to test the limits, needing at appropriate times to get DRUNK like like a big-problem and I'm happy to say: I HAVEN'T HAD A SINGLE DRINK IN ROUGHLY THREE YEARS !!!

I knew I would just hinder Justine's lifestyle with her parents- they kept her safe and did a good job all around, she was happy with them and her step-dad...


Daddy, I'm sick about Justine, when's the fun part ???
When do I get to read about what you and Mommy do when I hear you wrestling, like late at night and in the morning, I hear???

"That's our heart's pumping," and yours will to when you become older with a husband because my princess is getting married to a handsome man who's tall and handsome and smart as a tack !!!"

"I want to read more about kissing and babies"



Okay now how about Jeffrey, instilling the fucking supreme GOD-SENT TALENT things I have stirring in my CRAZED CRANIUM for you to read...

Like me whispering "bowljob" into my maybe possibe pseudo-chance of penetrating a girl in here, at my side along with my huge dick (as I have done with a hot girl named Laura right in the TSP's Men's bathroom handicapped stall sticking my WOW big penis into her TITE CLEAN SLIGHTLY BROWN asshole with her thong around her ankles ((( UMMM SUFFER MY UNCLES )))... but now I'm fighting for Alexandra, to sacrifice herself for me my love "O , I LOVE HER AND HER AND HER"-- how about this girl who I'm locked into this mental-hospital with, CURRENTLY, I remember the THREE GIRLS I penetrated in two hospitals BOTH OF THEM on a regular basis, with my big cock-a-DUE DULL DEW...in a building for crazies named, 8 East, the psych ward I spent with a Carina, 19, and Jessica, 20, in age, and I insisted that Sabina, a 17 year-old who left the cafeteria to go lay in bed for periods of time while we said "We need 30 minutes to talk about things like sexy-time and with her gone our frisky fucking unprotected thoughts of me getting them both pregnant,happened with Jessica who was the prettiest with nice breasts- and Carina was the thinnest as she was anorexic ((( funny I had about a dozen digital photographs of girls who were extreme-models and bullemic women showing ribs on my computer at home because I saw a gallery and I wanted to show my Mom and ha! Trisha from Shrewsbury who's nextdoor to Luke Frasier who had a party where I kissed all night using the soft grass as something to roll on and make sure there wasn't any mud ))), but our Trio couldn't make any noise, forced to lower our moans of ecstasy, although it wouldn't matter there were very few patients there and we didn't talk to or look at them because we didn't want to be around people who were fucked up ` I was very careful with Sabina who showed up later into my stay, that's the name of a character on Nickelodeon's show circa 1990 who became highlighted by the channel as an older and responsible teen and shot commercials for make-up and hair products, she got paid but she was NOT on my "List of sexual desires" She lived with two other witches and a black cat, her going through school and hiding her powers or using them in amusing ways. Melissa Joan Hart played "Sabina" on The Teenage Witch on Nickelodeon in the 1990's look it up, she had a brother named Ferguson, who, Sabina the Teenage Witch would call him "Ferg Face"

I haven't lost any of my memories of my childhood and toys and videogames, going paintballing, school, losing my V-card with Jackie- too bad Saint John's banned condoms


Another time in another mental-hospital I loved an 18 year-old who propositioned me by suprise !!! BLESSED BLESSED, SO BLESSED I WAS BLEEDING- BUT SHE WASN'T !!!

She was the third of my private fucks out of sight with no one in the hallways and only us "cumming" the girls wanted as we panicked about never getting out, and we were horny in a dismal place, which is maybe the reason why the Black and Puerto Rican city 'ghettos' produce so many children... Was there sex in Concentration Camps? Sex on slave ships? HA! nowadays it's called rape, but I guess that's just what the AFRICANS I HATE! males want to experience like Chris Brown who was charged with a new criminal case of it just today



"Grace" was her nickname I gave to Juliana because my #1 crush is a woman a few years older who is older in years and I've bought her some presents to show her how magical she is to me -- is she ruined now because she had a baby with another man ??? who I have met and I pass their house on my way to a local restaurant every so often BECAUSE RAMSHORN IS THE SHORTEST WAY, and I promise I'm not stalking her- I promise, I don't go to TSP too much, and SHE GAVE ME THE ADDRESS AFTER LEARNING I'M CLOSEBY

I've brought flowers to her at work in my fave restaurant, and she always makes me feel important and loved, maybe kissing me on the cheek with those luscious lips

Back to the girl at the Mental-Hospital in Worcester known as UMass

She came soon after I got there and us joining up was appropriate because we were about the same age... BUT MOST IMPORTANTLY WE WERE BOTH CAUCASIAN !!! She was shorter than I but not too much, and she was mysterious as she was walking down I-290 at night on the side and she told me she didn't know where to go, but that she didn't want to go home because ??? I dunno, she was careful what to say, but she told me a Trooper picked her up in Shrewsbury... I guess because that was the only way out of this predicament

I nicknamed her Grace because of her face, Wait, I don't believe that... Now, WHY? maybe because Laurie Griffin has a child only a few years old and she named the female baby, "Grace" who has an infant face. If I could ever had to get things going with a Mother of my own choosing I would choose Laurie and while eating an incredibly big Lobster, just like the one framed on the wall at The Sole

I made a 11.5" x 8" letter with glossy etchings and stiff paper at Staples one day, for both "Loveable Laurie" with a pink heart and "Heavenly Hayleigh" FOR BEING SO DAMN NICE TO ME !!!!!!! <3

Hayleigh used to make a bunch of fun YouTube tutorials on her VLOG I've seen all of them which she would showcase her model face with makeup tutorials using brands that wanted her pretty face on video using their products close-up to show her healthy skin, which she tries to get featured on magazines and online photos -- I wish her all the luck in the world, and she wouldn't even have to disrobe... I would say "Here take your comb and brush your hair..." and that would be enough for me maybe with a kiss on the back of my hand, like Your Wish my Sire !!!

I can't masturbate in this mental hospital
They don't give me enough time in the shower
They are adamant about that like DANGER! JEFF HAS BEEN IN HERE FOR ALMOST A YEAR, DON'T LET HIM SLIP ( they don't know I had one the first day I came in ), and there's FOUR POOR PEOPLE, MENTAL FUCKUP'S I SHARE A "BEDROOM" WITH !!!!!!!

I want Tracy or Tracey from Centerfolds-- I asked her how its spelled

She asked me, who? ME, the patron sitting on a chair away from the stage: does it matter how it's spelled ??? I knew I'd mention Benjamin Franklin and the new stranger experience, and you can take that any way you want

I kept my mouth shut while we did a dance TOGETHER in the third-input she cleaned up, after she gave me a circle Durex ( they run larger ) condom and put some of my signature product  in her mouth, then her swallowing it,

What provoked me to do such an eXTreme thing ????? Mike said something about escorts and paying for sex THAT I PROMISE I WILL NEVER DO AGAIN

PEOPLE, NORTH KOREA HAS NINETEEN ICBM MISSILES POINTED RIGHT AT US !!!!!!!




YOU KNOW THOSE THINGS YOU'VE ALWAYS WANTED TO DO, WELL THEY ARE "DUE" RIGHT NOW BEFORE THE FUCKS LAUNCH OF PUNITIVE PIPES THE SIZE OF THE BIGGER THAN THE WORLD TRADE CENTER

DON'T COMMIT CRIMES !!! but let some things run wild, like my writing, for example, or go hide in your basement

I can't wait to smoke my MMJ but these fucks want me AWAY... and here's what I think about that !!! ::: Allyson is going to suprise me bye Allyson CUT THAT SHORT

PHOOEY NEVER GAVE ME ORAL-SEX, NOT LETTING ANY IN YOUR MOUTH YOU PRUDE BITCH

HOLD

STOP

HAMMERTIME

the BAN-HAMMER

ALLYSON DRANK AND I WANT HER RETARDED KIDS TAKEN AWAY FROM HER AND JESSE, HER *ahem* HUSBAND !!!

NO SECOND CHANCE FOR ME ???

FUCK YOU ALL WHILE I'M IN TEWKSBURY, ONE TOWN OVER FROM WHERE ALLYSON MY EX-GIRLFRIEND WHO HAD BABIES WITH MY SPERM THAT WAS STOLEN FROM ME BY A NURSE ACTING UNDER SHELDON BENJAMIN AT UMASS ICU HEAD OF NEUROPSYCH OPERATING ON MY TRAUMATIC BRAIN INJURY IN 2004 !!!!!!

So, Wilmington is the next town over and I'm not going to call Allyson's parents about her first baby she had Fetal Alcohol Syndrome with, no no no, I DEMAND SHE TALK TO MY LAWYER WHO REPRESENTED ME AND HANDLED MY D.U.I. CASE OF MY SUBARU IMPREZA TURBOCHARGED WRX WITH A HIGH TOP SPEED AND BREATH-TAKING ACCELERATION I HAD SUMMER TIRES AND WINTER TIRES FOR !!!!!!!

DAD, I'm sorry it snowed and you had to shovel and use the snowblower because I would have done it all myself if I was there !!!!!!!