What happened to the 50 pages of white printer paper that I wrote on with a 3" wooden pencil ??? they didn't allow pens or normal pencils at the fucking MENTAL-HOSPITAL that A.G. or A.D. or A.K. or S.R. or D.B. threatened you to lock me up in there for... it's been ONE OR TWO *YEARS* LOCKED UP WITH CRAZY PEOPLE  in total when you've sent me away as PUNISHMENT -- those initials are representative of the people who wanted you and Dad to have me locked up I WANT HELP!!!!

MOM AND DAD HELP!!!!!! I DON'T LIKE IT HERE AND I WANT TO COME BACK TO MASSACHUSETTS BEFORE Andy Gleick USES THAT DESERT EAGLE .50-CALIBER GUN HE BOUGHT TO THREATEN ME WITH AND MAKE ME FEAR HIM- AND HE MOVED ONE STREET OVER FROM *OUR HOUSE* MAYBE HE BOUGHT THE HUGE GUN TO SHOOT SOMEONE OR SOMETHING , HE BROUGHT IT OVER OUR HOUSE "LOADED" !!! I FELT HOW HEAVY IT WAS AND HE SAID, "OH DUH I THOUGHT I LEFT THE BULLETS IN THE CAR" !!!!!!!!!!! THAT FUCK HANDED THIS GIANT LOADED (!!!) GUN TO SCARE THE SHIT OUT OF ME !!!

My printer-paper sheets I wrote prose on I took photos of them and uploaded TWO (in my photos) sometimes front and back, when I was in the hospital ??? Did you give them to Rev. Jim Chase ??? What I wrote was all about God- the one God- I don't believe the Trinity... Jesus has been absent from my Islamic visions, although He is in their writings I just know, it's a fact, that virgins get pregnant every once and a while in Israel... I believe Jesus played a big role when He was ALIVE !!! but he's been  dead for thousands of years... WHO THE FUCK TOOK ALL MY HANDWRITING ??? 50 pages, some front and back

FACEBOOK DOES ALL THIS SHIT TO ME

APPLE PLAYS TRICKS WITH WORD-SUGGESTIONS

I EMAILED THE SIX PEOPLE I COUNT ON, AND ONLY YOU RESPONDED -- it seemed planned out...

I WANT ALL OF MY PENCIL WRITING ALL 50 PAGES BACK !!!

Alas, I took a photo of every single page, so it's not lost- I have it on my phone, but I want to know what you did with the 50 pages that came to me from above and my prayers... Do you remember when I'd play "The Lord's Prayer" in an mp3 that I found online I'd play on repeat all night long over and over, many nights, saving my soul with the Christian God that Protestants believe in, but I've "drifted" and I haven't had a drink of alcohol or beer or whatever for THREE YEARS NOW !!!

That's one of 50 pages and my-parents probably gave them to my-enemies !!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I hate this "set-up" in Vermont -- you kicked me out of Massachusetts and you're ensuring I don't have a vehicle, even though my car and its insurance is in my-name !!!