To Pastor Ray Duncan:

I saw the light and God is The Father, The Creator of His universe at the edge of space, honest to Him as I know as fact my prayers and religious artifacts in bed, that long night, about 8 hours or so of intense focus -- about 4 or 5 hours into it I accelerated with Allah, I call it "The Enlightenment" -- yes Allah and The Qur'an answered my intense prayers to be with God, pointing straight up and saying to my greatest love ever, so much that I'm not totally into other girls after what she's shown me, that Blessed night of love and passion -- oh, about The Passion, well I didn't have a single prayer to Jesus Christ because I know a lot about REAL THE MANY that have always occurred, "virgin birth" that is now known as "Parthenogenesis" which happens where Jesus Christ was one of these "Miracle Births" or "Divine Creation" or whatever you want to call it -- that is done in hospitals now with only a woman and ZERO SPERM -- I read it on Time.com in 2004 there was a new "Parthenogenesis birth" that really got me really, really angry at my Protestant Church and Saint John's High School where at Saint John's it became popular to recognize Jesus Christ as merely a human who was tortured, a mistake by the evil Jews or whatever, and a great big percentage of my SJ Class of 2000 are "Islamic" like I am... mostly the ones with wives *shrug* so anyways with "My Experience" I was taken straight up out of the Solar System always accelerating at what I know factually as "A million billion trillion lightyears per millisecond" me traveling accelerating through solid matter, the Big Bang I caught up to that was so INTENSE I loved it with all my heart, and keep in mind that I chose the quickest way to God -- being a STRAIGHT LINE! and it was so easy with sumptuous prayers for many hours, so valuable, and I was in front of God who surrounds His universe but not accelerating and only traveling at the speed of light -- I know there is nearly infinite velocity, always increasing until one of the Holy people of the world are in God's presence, like His face A REAL HONEST, "ILLUSION" it is a "Hologram" of God and He doesn't move, at least that I experienced, and I've poured my heart out about my experience with the only girl I want to marry -- we were both injured by others! -- we both have moderate/severe TBI's but I recovered so much more than her because I injected my neck muscles with IGF-1 LR3 that passes the Blood-Brain Barrier in 2005, years before the sweet princess of mine, 2009-2013 she was with me then, meeting at a TBI Support Group and falling in love -- but I drank alcohol then, now SOBER 2013! yay for me, and we broke up in 2013 when I knew I had to get SOBER or I'd encounter substantial difficulty from my parents who were sick of me being such a nightly LUSH -- Oh God I would sneak in bottles (nips) 50mL of vodka in my pockets and fall down -- it ended in 2016 when I went to A.A. only one time to end my drinking alcohol with the exception of 1 beer on Christmas and 1 beer on my Birthday -- NOW HAVING HAD NONE SINCE 2020 or 2021! so yay for me, and because I only went to A.A. once, I was so incredibly far Beyond it -- oh I haven't told you how I reached Beyond God Himself The Father, The Creator, of His universe well I used my left arm to reach THROUGH AND BEYOND GOD -- He is resembling The Statue of Liberty, maybe because I'm a proud American, and being that he is a REAL "Illusion" I spent my few hours of being in His head, looking through His eyes -- but only one at a time because I couldn't be in 2 places at once -- only stars are in front of Him that He didn't create the stars, they were always there and they will be refurnished regenerated when the Big Bang reaches deep space!

I'M LUCKY THAT I WENT IN A PERFECTLY LASER-STRAIGHT LINE! when otherwise I would have been never returning to my physical self, and I've written a full 200-300 pages in a .doc in size-8 font when I shrank it that the first 200 to 300 pages were factual from my Travelogue but in Retrospect months later after I left 8 East mental hospital https://jeffreymarquis.com/.../this-is-an-alternate.../ I was with 3 girls 24/7 it was paradise, but that version that "this is an alternate version" -- well that's because I reached 13,000+ pages in size-18 font and totaling 38.4 MB in size with few images -- the rewrite "ALTERNATE VERSION" that's all I was left with of the many thousands of pages 38.4MB -- I'm always being hacked because so many people hate me for having succumbed to their words, "KILL YOURSELF IF YOU'RE INNOCENT!" and "KILL YOURSELF IF YOU HATE US!" 

www.wrxtbi.com in 2004, that my recovery was a long time and I have severe double vision, yes, but it's hard to notice in my eyes -- I have a Traumatic Brain Injury 4/15th's of my brain was not impacted, but 11/15th's were pseudo-killed and I had to strengthen my brain -- I did all through my own knowledge of protein-peptides IGF-1 LR3/DES I bought a gram vial of it mixed with the Bacteriostatic water I had to buy to dilute the amino acid "peptides" made with "Recombinant technology" -- from South Korea in 2005, I put it in my neck because of the "Hypertrophy" and "Hyperplasia" in the brain blood cells becoming stronger, and splitting in half = more brain cells!

That was AFTER my brain was so damaged, yes in 2005 I ordered it, after crashing in 2004 on November 2nd, when I sought help from so many people who knew about "Their Plan" my enemies had conjured and well, here's something else I want you to read: https://alwayschillen.blogspot.com/.../a-group-of-people...

💖 Jesus Christ and as that may come as a shock after what I've said, Jesus Christ owes me tremendously for suffering in his great name -- yeah I said I was suffering myself and suffering for Jesus Christ for the ONE MONTH IN THE I.C.U. with a DRILLED-IN "FEEDING TUBE" !!!!!

I know that the fact I chose to suffer in the name of Jesus Christ, he owes me and anyone who has chose to suffer to relieve his pain -- I truly believe we all make Jesus Christ suffer unknowingly and must endure before gaining access to Heaven, but I have little attaching me to Christianity -- Islam believes in "heaven/hell" I took that as a mix between the two directions, A MIX, and Islam The Qur'an speaks of "An Intermediary State" I may be experiencing but I don't know, and The Qur'an mentions "A 'sleep' before 'A Great Awakening'"

And lastly I've been invited to many Jehovah's Witness meetings as a former best friend was JW got me into it nicely on Zoom, he had a TBI too from skiing and a tree

My psychologist is an Atheist, with a Ph. D. my therapist has a Ph. D. so whoa I take his awesome advice and learn more about the world and current events -- I watched CNN 95% of the time from 2019-2021 and Fox News 100% of the time for 2 or 3 years -- THE NEWS IS ALL I WATCH!

I've known Elon Musk very well, talking on the phone and meeting him TWICE -- he liked me and I liked him -- I had his interest when I told him I went to "SPACE CAMP" when I was a youngster, for a Summer Program

I named CoVid-19 emailing China to name its viruses with an 18+ number and "Corona" because viruses are harmful like a dropped glass bottle of "Corona" the Mexican beer

So much more, I learned from Pastor James Travis Alsup who claims to be "A Modern Day Prophet" -- I took his communication seriously -- and I have been a Prophet of Profits -- am I a billionaire with Bitcoin? I know I'm worth a fair number of millions USD -- my Dad's plastics/polymers Incorporated Business "ECM Plastics, Inc." well my Dad received at least 25% of the $36.5M it sold for -- AFTER making millions USD in profits the ten or twelve years he sold custom formulations of plastics, to Gillette -- his largest customer -- he had 3 trailer trucks and shipped full rail-cars of custom colors!