In the name of God, the Lord of Mercy, the Giver of Mercy

Islam's beliefs of Death:

"""They may either be in heaven/hell, in an intermediary state, or "sleep" until a great resurrection."""

I believe my brain died in my 64 mph WRXTBI (dot-com) accident, temporarily, and now I am in the "sleep" stage, where I don't really feel anything or care about much ((( aside from God, Allah, His Universe and "Acceleration" -- all motivating me to read The Qur'an in full... ))) It's been this way since my Divine Experience with Justine- my greatest love ever... and I remember the jaw-droppingly AMAZING UNIVERSE that I saw with my eyes clenched shut until *suprise* the sun had arisen- the journey took all night, the tightness of how it felt, the "Clutching" of me, the Internal Hug, and the height of my pleasure- with the two greatest "Orgasms" of my life... thanks Allah for getting me there faster than light... thanks God for taking me straight to His Illusion, His glowing neon-blue "Representation" ... I can't wait until it's all REAL and not just a hologram or a ghost of a statue -- I believe He will come animate and communicating but only once my life ends and I "Ascend" -- God's Illusion was like a ghost the size of the Statue of Liberty, and I saw through His eyes into deep space, but only one eye at a time because He was so huge... He was the size of the Statue of Liberty, and I love my country... USA USA USA and my-parents... Tantric Sex ALL NIGHT LONG 6-8 hours > Mushrooms or LSD or a powerful Electric Kool-Aid "ACID" Test--- I read that book in previous years...

Oh, the way it felt with her, and the Holy mountain of 2 peaks, 2 summits !!!

God is at the edge of space 360-degrees, growing the universe at the speed of light -- I went faster than the speed of light like "a million, billion, trillion lightyears per millisecond." That's how I caught up to God surrounding the sphere of His Universe !!!

I stayed with Him, and I traveled in a perfectly straight line, so I followed it back to Charlton, MA, in the USA to my bed and my girlfriend of over three years... that was long enough and God agreed with her and I, my girlfriend and I...

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"Intermediary State" -- that's where I am now, communicating to God and Allah and Muhammad [The Messenger]

It's not Heaven, it's not Hell, and everything happens so fast it's different than life as I remember it -- with Islam and my Traumatic Brain Injury I am in the "Intermediary State" -- where I know what I'm looking for: pleasure and love and happiness

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Everything I do or say I remember thinking of it happening at Fairlawn Rehab Hospital, when I was planning out my life with my decisions... So I have deep thoughts 24/7, but I ASSURE YOU ::: I AM NOT MENTALLY ILL !!!!! it's just that hmmmmmm- what I experienced with my ex-lover of about 3 years and our Tantric Sex I know it has something to do with Freud and his "Id" and the "Ego" that's a mystery to me, but I would recognize it if I saw it... knowing from experience... mapping the universe and being with God at the edge of space, growing at the speed of light when I saw it !!!

I'm learning about life and the Hereafter when I read the Qur'an... *shrug* I hope to Ascend to Heaven IF, OR WHEN, an Iranian or North Korean nuclear missile hits or a bomb goes off or an "Act of War" strikes America.

Here's the car from my "severe" Traumatic Brain Injury... Nov. 2, 2004

I believe Jesus was a prophet, like Abraham and Moses, but, I believe, it turns out that he's maybe not the son of God -- there have been many, many Virgin Births since well-before Jesus' time (and these days, overseas...) and they just didn't understand it then... His tale is special because he lived a hard life and was put to death at the hands of the government... He was innocent.