coronavirus

I prayed for a pandemic once I came home from the Fairlawn hospital... I didn't want anyone to live -- why ??? -- because I had a Disability and I hated it, so I prayed to God to pull the plug on everyone...

I told my Mom and she said call the Minister which I did -- he said he could see how I felt that way -- I said I wanted everyone EXCEPT my-enemies, who caused my Disability, to go to Heaven and he said, mmm hmmm...

I wanted this, and I hope the coronavirus becomes totally widespread... and I'm not going to worry or fear it as I'm looking forward to again experiencing Allah taking me to God at the edge of space, permanently...

I'm smiling and I'm fueled by HATRED FOR MY-ENEMIES WHO "SET-UP" MY BAD BRAIN-INJURY !!!!!

I hate the fucks who were involved in "The Plan" to break my Abstinence after withdrawing from Calculus and drinking a lot, then getting pulled over and arrested for DUI in 2004 -- I want God to PUNISH THEM !!!!!

I have been with God when I almost died, and years later I have been with Allah taking me to God in the universe at a million billion trillion lightyears per millisecond, Islamic with my girlfriend, and it has made me BETTER -- am I "Radicalized" ??? like the cops would say because I'm loyal to a Higher Power that isn't Jesus ???

mmm hmmm...