My Minister came to visit today, and Alexandra said hi, but she had a bad day lots of screaming in her hallway

I want to be free if there's any war, meaning I want to be home for anything with weaponry and I should be glued to the media like I was 9/11 and Columbine


Historic event give me a special feeling because I'll have a solid memory of what I was doing with what's happening unbeknownst to me, and then think about it in retrospect, and only in retrospect


I'll ***miss*** the missles (heh) if I'm stuck in here because, because hmmm it's just a "premonition" but I DON'T think they'd want the television in here broadcasting death and destruction to people who are quite, quite WEIRD themselves in this mental-hospital AND THAT'S WHAT IT IS, IT'S NOT A CARE-FACILITY OR SOMETHING


IT'S A MENTAL-HOSPITAL AND I'VE BEEN LOCKED UP IN A MENTAL-HOSPITAL OVER AN HOUR AWAY FROM HOME... 2 of them for about a YEAR now -- and gosh I hate mental people, they CRY and YELL and SCREAM it's like a competition for who can be be the saddest, this girl I like -- she's been screaming at the top of her lungs all day ((( because we haven't kissed??? ))) - having a bad day or something =P


AND I HATE THE MANY """"AFRICAN-AMERICAN EMPLOYEES""""" THAT SCREW WITH ME FOR KICKS, I'm helpless with these untamed """"AFRICAN-AMERICANS""""" , kidding around of course !!! But seriously ever hear that term "The Help" ???


There's the professional staff who occupy howevermany floors of the SIX FLOORS like real doctors and such who I see every now and then


This one guy with OCD just stands outside my door and every time he does it I yell outloud HELP! HELP! HELP! because he just stands outside my doorway and reads a little card on it, probably "casing the joint" ha!  He's gonna wear sweatpants for the rest of his life in a facility being a danger to society


I don't think they'd put the TV airing death and destruction, or bring in newspapers if there were a war


They're slower than me -- meaning, of course, they aren't capable of a million billion trillion miles-per-hour with a special girl who wants to show her man he's special too !!!


"DESTINATION: HEAVEN" ... das rite pad-nah 50 Cent "Patiently Waiting"


I hate Allyson Drucker-Hodgkins for obtaining my sperm in the ICU out of me, and then like a year after my crash, she had a baby who, I don't even know if it's a boy or girl or the name... I saw the changes in her body in a photo and it was prior to 2010.... Then years later she had a set of twins with Jesse Hodgkins, or maybe... I HAVE NO IDEA BUT THEY TOOK MY SPERM WHEN I WAS UNDER BRIGHT LIGHTS LAYING DOWN WITH PEOPLE ALL AROUND ME !!!


AND I HATE THE MANY BALCONIES THAT SCREW WITH ME FOR KICKS, I'm helpless with these untamed MONKEYS AT THE ZOO OF COURSE !!!


I don't think they'd put the TV on at all or bring in newspapers if there were a battle so big, some WWIII shit, underwater torpedoes? TORPEDON'TS !!!!! why haven't we thought of this sooner ???


Why do I think like this ??? most are slower than me -- meaning, of course, they aren't capable of a million billion trillion miles-per-hour with a special girl who wants to show her man he's special too !!!


If I could bring two people to space with me I'd pick Justine "Tini" Ara and my Minister who ((( he drove over an hour to see me today !!! ))) =D neither of us wanted to think about the dangers, or potential-dangers, from other countries... so we had smiles on our faces most of the meeting and we discussed Bill Blasius, the Rake 'n' Run, his family, my family, the prison-like food here, Psalms, a smaller Bible a bought for $1 at Ocean State Job Lots so I'd have a back-up if any of these ALL BLACK STAFF pull that five-finger-discount shit with me )))... Sadly they've taken one sock out of many "sets" of socks SO I HAVE ONE SOCK OF MANY PAIRS, and my underwear varies, I keep it clean but there are either too many or very few... THEY HAVE MASTER-KEYS !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I HAVE NO PRIVACY !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! THIS WAS A PROBLEM AT HOME TOO !!!!!!!!!!!!!


My parents would steal my marijuana to make me spend more on it and drive 45 minutes away to NETA ((( where I cannot wait to go there again ))) WHY DO YOU WASTE MY MONEY ???


Jesus waits for all and He will HEAL our wounds, whatever they may be !!! Amen.


In all honesty I believe I'm here in a safe hospital-facility with plenty of food and drugs, along with backup-power and HAZMAT shit to save first the doctors, then the staff, and lastly the insane patients or something like that, I dunno,


I have to say, if there's a war with those Korean motherfuckers and we were nuked, I'd want to be in this real Hospital with Alexandra Neas and some doctors... OR I'd rather be at home with my family


OR I'd rather be RAKING LEAVES for the "Rake 'n' Run" with Rev. Chase !!!


LOVE YA JIM !!!


ps- I've refrained from pleasure for about a year and I'm in-tune with God and stuff, or something, proven as fact any type of sex isn't allowed here

I want most people on Earth dead !!! *shrug*