My left-HIP shattered into 7 pieces with my WRX crash that was organized by people who were jealous of me, they included my friends and especially my girlfriend Allyson Hodgkins, and Andy Gleick, my uncle who threatens my-parents that he'll take me to court eventually... WHY??? DEAD *BAM A GUNSHOT* ((( HE BOUGHT A GUN, BROUGHT IT, LOADED INTO MY HOUSE, IN FRONT OF MY MOM, HIS SISTER -- they had a drunk piece-of-shit father who smoked his life away, so I blame my drinking-then on the Gleick DNA -- ... NOW I HAVEN'T HAD A DRINK IN YEARS !!! ))) SO MANY PEOPLE I HAVE VERY BAD FEELINGS TOWARD, JUST SUFFERING all the fucks who made me sad before and after withdrawing from Calculus I - a tough class - and they told me it would be okay if I broke a month of my not drinking -my sobriety- it was short-lived that day I voted for Kerry in Leicester with a cop there and nothing was awry, so then went to Derek Langlois house nearby, but all of my damned enemies and parents had a plan for me to get pulled over on Henshaw St. down the road from Derek's house in Leicester because Derek Langlois didn't save me, and no one saved me !!!

THEY ALL WANTED ME TO GET INTO A POLICE CHASE AND CRASH INTO A COP OR SOMEONE ON THE ROAD !!! THEY WANTED ME TO QUOTE-UNQUOTE "GET HURT... BUT NOT MUCH, JUST LITTLE..." I THINK ALL OF THEM WHO ACTUALLY PARTICIPATED IN THIS FUCKED-PLAN WOULD NOD THEIR HEAD !!!

Everyone wanted something like where I wouldn't be able to get out of anything, with a judge throwing the book at me, even with my-parents doing their best like selling the house !!! During the past couple years where my-enemies who OH I WANT TO RUIN THEIR LIVES, MAKING THEM MISERABLE !!!, who have kept me in mental-hospitals by stealing my passwords and using my car against me ((( and Mike's Subaru WRX STi that has 300 HP with a similar license plate -- I don't know how they did it but they both end in PB3 and he's had the rear-spoiler removed... why? maybe so the car would be seen going quick for traffic-camera's OR SOMETHING -- some people close to me are actively working to make me act funny with my writing and "Imprinting" that my parents did to me when I was in the ICU bed with my eyes closed, knowing that what they said to me was registering somewhere in my brain

I was in so much pain- They gave me morphine at first and I was in the ICU, on a bed in restraints so I couldn't roll over and break the fragile hip bone with metal pins, done by Sheldon Benjamin at UMASS in Worcester Ma

I don't remember the whole month I was in the Intensive Care Unit, but I remember Fairlawn Rehab hospital in a bed for 2.5 months, and where I still have a Therapist, WHO, I HAVEN'T SEEN IN MONTHS !!! he hasn't made the 1.5 HOURS commute to the Eastern side of Worcester Ma

Fuck the jerks who chose to order me to a psych-ward down the street from where Allyson Drucker-Hodgkins lived with her family who I knew very well !!!

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I want to be with a different ex-girlfriend, a MORE RECENT ONE: MY JUSTINE "Tini Ara" Aragona, who I have been with and romanced SINCE Ally2683 on AIM ha, I'm talking about my love, Justine who I was with for almost THREE YEARS of a sweet relationship going out to eat, seeing movies, neither of us smoked, she was too young to drink, and SHE HAD A TRAUMATIC BRAIN INJURY TOO, but hers was a little worse

I have a lot of photographs of us together, but what broke us up ???
She cheated on me with a third TBI survivor !!!
Tony who is very-effected by his brain, so nothing happened,
and I keep that in mind when I now want her back HAVING STOPPED DRINKING ANY ALCOHOL FOR THREE YEARS NOW !!!
NO DRUGS, NO ALCOHOL, NOTHING FUNNY ORDERED ONLINE !!!

I'm half an inch shorter on my left leg now !!! The doctors in the ICU did their best, but Alas, my walk is off, even with "a lift" from a shoe repair place... but worse than that the whole left side of my body is, to a degree, it's "paralyzed" but I'm right-handed so my handwriting is normal... My left hand has recovered most of the way as new computers have special keys !!! I wish I had full control of my left arm and left leg, but Andy Gleick, Allyson Drucker-Hodgkins, Alex Kozlov, Sue Rezuke and Dan Besse have made it so I look noticeably disabled when I'm doing normal things that I once took for granted !!! 🤓 double double vision. vision.

I need glasses even after two vision-surgeries to ease my damaged sight !!! It's noticeable even when people say they don't see anything, but it's just something I have to live with, after several? a dozen? umm "jealous people" like Derek Langlois who had a slower, older car than me, he wanted to have the faster car than me so my-enemies and his father who died, bought him a Mitsubishi Lancer EVO VIII that he had tuned to 400 horsepower with an illegal exhaust, and everyone excused it - the neighbors when I lived with him at Geneva St. in Worcester circa 2007, the neighbors said it was too loud to Brian McNeil and I, but they agreed not to call the cops when all this shit was PLANNED OUT with this house that Derek had ties to when he knew "Caitie's father" his ex-GF and Mr. Miller, her father, who leased that house to families ` The people who knew my usual "spots" to drink at and where I went to sober up = Derek's house so his not being a friend when my-enemies planned this, he was helped obtaining the EVO a $40,000 car, probably out of my own savings and Allyson Drucker ((( then it was just 'Drucker' but she married some fucking prick who is maybe raising a child of my own sperm hold on, Jesse is his name and Allyson isn't as good as when I met her )))

Before moving in they made doubles of the keys to the house and the bedrooms so my-enemies could arrange shit and steal from me, with a tapped computer, and at stores there would only be one left of something I needed, which I had spent my scarce money on -- everyone wanted me without money to buy meals at restaurants and take cabs -- I couldn't drive yet -- I had to get clearance from a driving instructor who said I was a good driver and my vision wasn't bad

I've only gotten one speeding ticket since I got out of Fairlawn in 2005, and I haven't driven drunk -- not even once -- usually I was with Justine my girlfriend who I was with... like "with-with" ahhh I miss that, but she cheated !!! no hard feelings though, I'd take her back... =

My right-eye has trouble peering down so I have to duck my head a lot -- it's CLEAR AS DAY EVIDENCE OF MY BAD-INJURY because of my TBI that is aided through the Brain Injury Association of America , I have attended some functions of BIAA like a short-lived "BIAA center" led by Michelle Woodward where I would write poetry and read books

Michelle Munt is a TBI survivor who writes about TBI and the brain most days, and who has a large following





I run www.wrxtbi.com as my effort to improve my writing and explore my creative-side

Also I run www.alwayschillen.com  and I'd ask you to read my best short-story that helped me get an A- in Poetry II at Worcester State University www.alwayschillen.com/elegance.htm =)