FUCK THE PEOPLE WHO CAUSED MY BRAIN DAMAGE AND SHATTERED LEFT HIP IN 2004 !!! =X

There was a giant plan with the people who knew me, my relatives, my friends, my online-buddies, my Minister, my working at GNC, the police -- they all came up with a plan for me to drink alcohol when I was driving my sportscar WRX after having drinks being stressed to the maximum having failed Calculus I and withdrawing from it maybe an hour earlier -- that's right drinking aged whiskey and malt liquor that I hadn't done any imbibing of alcohol for about a month -- I had confidence I could do it on my own, but just in case I dumped out four bottles of alcohol in the kitchen sink in 2004, saying I didn't want any liquor in the house, leaving them there for my Mom to find me help -- Alas, my girlfriend didn't want me to quit because she would be 21 very soon and she wouldn't have it -- but back to Worcester State University where was looking to get a Bachelor's Degree after a simple Associate's Degree at QCC -- So, then I was a student where classes were much more difficult at WSU when I was a Computer Science major, with programming C++ computer-programs, but SINCE I was a successful student !!! an English major with a Concentration in Writing, so II took a couple writing classes getting a B+ in Creative Writing and an A- in Poetry, several years after my Traumatic Brain Injury, with a B+ in Health I

Once I had left Derek Langlois' house, where I hear my-enemies were looking through the windows with cameras or whatever, and the people who were trying to get me to kill myself wouldn't stop calling my cellphones putting my close-girlfriend on to insult me, as had been the case since I woke up that day, November 2nd, 2004, and telling me to go to my favorite bar -- this after people like my neighbors would steal things out of my Subaru Impreza WRX like my expensive Subwoofer and a BEL radar-detector, letting the air out of my tires, letting my battery run out, etc. etc. My parents gave my keys out and it was up to my girlfriend and uncle and enemies what they wanted taken out of my car, and given to them to do whatever they wanted with them

I now have a Traumatic Brain Injury because of these fucks who I hope North Korea eradicates them all in WWIII, and I know where I'm going- I've seen space and been with God, or maybe it was Allah who I am "greatful" for with Justine Aragona taking me there

I was locked into a mental-hospital at UMass for 6 months to a year, after having stayed at two or three mental-hospitals for oh just a month or two, like 8 East with Jessica and Carina -- that was love, the three of us, two cute girls and I -- then I was at a shitty one for a year, maybe more - mostly because I scared people about the Arabs and North Korea - they wanted me locked up so I couldn't drive out to where Allyson's parents were, then like almost a year I stayed at a mental-ward where the coolest nurse was 38 years old and beautiful - I had fun with her - I played a lot of cards with people there, and self-pleasure just me myself with no roommate, but then there was an earlier time spent at a mental-hospital with a black, bi-sexual, weird roommate who tried to coax me into fighting him like a fat monkey gooblah-gooblah

Jesus has been absent from my life since I graduated from QCC and I was nearly let go at GNC -- yes, my boss hinted me drinking like she'd get Allyson to break-up with me, just when she was turning 21 finding a guy she would go to bars with... My GNC boss, her boss, Mark Yetter who got alongside me in his car and kept swerving at me trying to make me crash on the highway... I've also seen him driving alongside my Mom and I during my recovery, I'm pretty sure it was his van and his face

The God of the universe, out universe... MY UNIVERSE, has taken over Christ -- and listen to this -- did you know that every couple decades an actual *virgin* in the Middle-East gives birth to a child, how is that possible ???

It has to do with A. sex that allows the man to have two consecutive, overpowering orgasms if he tries hard and loves the female
That's customary over there
I wanted Justine to continue loving me, so I had pleasure for her as usual sex for her the last time we were in my bed !!! Vagina I

Anyways why is this like the FIFTH TIME I'VE BEEN "COMMITTED" TO A PSYCH-WARD ???
My own fucking Mom is taking orders from her brother Andy Gleick who's shiny-bald and has smoked hundreds of thousands of TAR LUNGS "CIGARETTES" CANCER and his son is already missing so much hair on his head, and you can blame scientists for that, same with Cousin Dan who did steroids for spring break and has always been shorter than most boys our ages -- he drinks and drives, like he did with me in the car when he was 16 all the way to Worcester in his junky car back then- no airbags

And I ask, why am I in a hospital that's about 10-20 minutes from where Joann Lascelles and Allyson -- my ex-GF who is partly responsible for my drinking that day -- once lived, or reside now, and Joann's second husband Ed ??? I'm not sure because Allyson Drucker-Hodgkins' phone was disconnected for a little over a decade, I had no way to reach her besides even Facebook she took me off of after one or two months where I saw a photo of her just having given birth, having used my-sperm in ummm 2006-2008, sometime there, that was gathered in the ICU, at UMass, then I lived in Worcester on my own but with a little help from my-parents -- my big-screen TV, my MacBook, and other possessions were stolen, but I think it was a setup like Andy and Allyson just wanted to make me not have nice things -- Chandler Gardens was bullshit -- the owner let something about my-parents and my uncle or girlfriend or something slip out of her mouth, like who took my stuff

I had a job at my Dad's company back then
Allyson's phone works again, after like TWELVE YEARS, SAME NUMBER -- and when the prefix code didn't work for anyone anymore I figured she got a new provider, but it just started working again after not calling it since it said the prefix was switched, so that number was not deleted !!! How is it brought back to life???

Allyson's favorite song was by Evanescense and it was about having it hard in life, it was dark

HELP!!! SOME EVIL FUCKS HAVE PUT ME IN A MENTAL-HOSPITAL 90 MINUTES FROM HOME !!! SUFFER MY-ENEMIES !!!

I knew Joann very well and we went to the beach one day, with HER DAUGHTER-- my Girlfriend of almost a year, Allyson who went to FSC in Framingham so I was near with a job in Marlboro, plus I was in college too at QCC

Andy Gleick moved a mile away from my house to stalk me and he screwed with my computers after being on a STOMACH TUBE in the ICU for a month, then Fairlawn Rehab for 2.5 months, like he's hacked this Dell and stole my two HD's from a computer that I built by myself, like me who I am Jeffrey Richard Marquis !!!