FUCK THE PEOPLE WHO CAUSED MY BRAIN DAMAGE AND SHATTERED LEFT HIP IN 2004 !!! =X

There was a giant plan with the people who knew me, my relatives, my friends, my online-buddies, my Minister, my working at GNC, the police -- they all came up with a plan for me to drink alcohol when I was driving my sportscar WRX after having drinks being stressed to the maximum having failed Calculus I and withdrawing from it maybe an hour earlier -- that's right drinking aged whiskey and malt liquor that I hadn't done any imbibing of alcohol for about a month -- I had confidence I could do it on my own, but just in case I dumped out four bottles of alcohol in the kitchen sink in 2004, saying I didn't want any liquor in the house, leaving them there for my Mom to find me help -- Alas, my girlfriend didn't want me to quit because she would be 21 very soon and she wouldn't have it -- but back to Worcester State University where was looking to get a Bachelor's Degree after a simple Associate's Degree at QCC -- So, then I was a student where classes were much more difficult at WSU when I was a Computer Science major, with programming C++ computer-programs, but SINCE I was a successful student !!! an English major with a Concentration in Writing, so II took a couple writing classes getting a B+ in Creative Writing and an A- in Poetry, several years after my Traumatic Brain Injury, with a B+ in Health I

Once I had left Derek Langlois' house, where I hear my-enemies were looking through the windows with cameras or whatever, and the people who were trying to get me to kill myself wouldn't stop calling my cellphones putting my close-girlfriend on to insult me, as had been the case since I woke up that day, November 2nd, 2004, and telling me to go to my favorite bar -- this after people like my neighbors would steal things out of my Subaru Impreza WRX like my expensive Subwoofer and a BEL radar-detector, letting the air out of my tires, letting my battery run out, etc. etc. My parents gave my keys out and it was up to my girlfriend and uncle and enemies what they wanted taken out of my car, and given to them to do whatever they wanted with them

I now have a Traumatic Brain Injury because of these fucks who I hope North Korea eradicates them all in WWIII, and I know where I'm going- I've seen space and been with God, or maybe it was Allah who I am "greatful" for with Justine Aragona taking me there

I was locked into a mental-hospital at UMass for 6 months to a year, after having stayed at two or three mental-hospitals for oh just a month or two, like 8 East with Jessica and Carina -- that was love, the three of us, two cute girls and I -- then I was at a shitty one for a year, maybe more - mostly because I scared people about the Arabs and North Korea - they wanted me locked up so I couldn't drive out to where Allyson's parents were, then like almost a year I stayed at a mental-ward where the coolest nurse was 38 years old and beautiful - I had fun with her - I played a lot of cards with people there, and self-pleasure just me myself with no roommate, but then there was an earlier time spent at a mental-hospital with a black, bi-sexual, weird roommate who tried to coax me into fighting him like a fat monkey gooblah-gooblah

Jesus has been absent from my life since I graduated from QCC and I was nearly let go at GNC -- yes, my boss hinted me drinking like she'd get Allyson to break-up with me, just when she was turning 21 finding a guy she would go to bars with... My GNC boss, her boss, Mark Yetter who got alongside me in his car and kept swerving at me trying to make me crash on the highway... I've also seen him driving alongside my Mom and I during my recovery, I'm pretty sure it was his van and his face

The God of the universe, out universe... MY UNIVERSE, has taken over Christ -- and listen to this -- did you know that every couple decades an actual *virgin* in the Middle-East gives birth to a child, how is that possible ???

It has to do with A. sex that allows the man to have two consecutive, overpowering orgasms if he tries hard and loves the female
That's customary over there
I wanted Justine to continue loving me, so I had pleasure for her as usual sex for her the last time we were in my bed !!! Vagina I

Anyways why is this like the FIFTH TIME I'VE BEEN "COMMITTED" TO A PSYCH-WARD ???
My own fucking Mom is taking orders from her brother Andy Gleick who's shiny-bald and has smoked hundreds of thousands of TAR LUNGS "CIGARETTES" CANCER and his son is already missing so much hair on his head, and you can blame scientists for that, same with Cousin Dan who did steroids for spring break and has always been shorter than most boys our ages -- he drinks and drives, like he did with me in the car when he was 16 all the way to Worcester in his junky car back then- no airbags

And I ask, why am I in a hospital that's about 10-20 minutes from where Joann Lascelles and Allyson -- my ex-GF who is partly responsible for my drinking that day -- once lived, or reside now, and Joann's second husband Ed ??? I'm not sure because Allyson Drucker-Hodgkins' phone was disconnected for a little over a decade, I had no way to reach her besides even Facebook she took me off of after one or two months where I saw a photo of her just having given birth, having used my-sperm in ummm 2006-2008, sometime there, that was gathered in the ICU, at UMass, then I lived in Worcester on my own but with a little help from my-parents -- my big-screen TV, my MacBook, and other possessions were stolen, but I think it was a setup like Andy and Allyson just wanted to make me not have nice things -- Chandler Gardens was bullshit -- the owner let something about my-parents and my uncle or girlfriend or something slip out of her mouth, like who took my stuff

I had a job at my Dad's company back then
Allyson's phone works again, after like TWELVE YEARS, SAME NUMBER -- and when the prefix code didn't work for anyone anymore I figured she got a new provider, but it just started working again after not calling it since it said the prefix was switched, so that number was not deleted !!! How is it brought back to life???

Allyson's favorite song was by Evanescense and it was about having it hard in life, it was dark

HELP!!! SOME EVIL FUCKS HAVE PUT ME IN A MENTAL-HOSPITAL 90 MINUTES FROM HOME !!! SUFFER MY-ENEMIES !!!

I knew Joann very well and we went to the beach one day, with HER DAUGHTER-- my Girlfriend of almost a year, Allyson who went to FSC in Framingham so I was near with a job in Marlboro, plus I was in college too at QCC

Andy Gleick moved a mile away from my house to stalk me and he screwed with my computers after being on a STOMACH TUBE in the ICU for a month, then Fairlawn Rehab for 2.5 months, like he's hacked this Dell and stole my two HD's from a computer that I built by myself, like me who I am Jeffrey Richard Marquis !!!

My Minister came to visit today, and Alexandra said hi, but she had a bad day lots of screaming in her hallway

I want to be free if there's any war, meaning I want to be home for anything with weaponry and I should be glued to the media like I was 9/11 and Columbine


Historic event give me a special feeling because I'll have a solid memory of what I was doing with what's happening unbeknownst to me, and then think about it in retrospect, and only in retrospect


I'll ***miss*** the missles (heh) if I'm stuck in here because, because hmmm it's just a "premonition" but I DON'T think they'd want the television in here broadcasting death and destruction to people who are quite, quite WEIRD themselves in this mental-hospital AND THAT'S WHAT IT IS, IT'S NOT A CARE-FACILITY OR SOMETHING


IT'S A MENTAL-HOSPITAL AND I'VE BEEN LOCKED UP IN A MENTAL-HOSPITAL OVER AN HOUR AWAY FROM HOME... 2 of them for about a YEAR now -- and gosh I hate mental people, they CRY and YELL and SCREAM it's like a competition for who can be be the saddest, this girl I like -- she's been screaming at the top of her lungs all day ((( because we haven't kissed??? ))) - having a bad day or something =P


AND I HATE THE MANY """"AFRICAN-AMERICAN EMPLOYEES""""" THAT SCREW WITH ME FOR KICKS, I'm helpless with these untamed """"AFRICAN-AMERICANS""""" , kidding around of course !!! But seriously ever hear that term "The Help" ???


There's the professional staff who occupy howevermany floors of the SIX FLOORS like real doctors and such who I see every now and then


This one guy with OCD just stands outside my door and every time he does it I yell outloud HELP! HELP! HELP! because he just stands outside my doorway and reads a little card on it, probably "casing the joint" ha!  He's gonna wear sweatpants for the rest of his life in a facility being a danger to society


I don't think they'd put the TV airing death and destruction, or bring in newspapers if there were a war


They're slower than me -- meaning, of course, they aren't capable of a million billion trillion miles-per-hour with a special girl who wants to show her man he's special too !!!


"DESTINATION: HEAVEN" ... das rite pad-nah 50 Cent "Patiently Waiting"


I hate Allyson Drucker-Hodgkins for obtaining my sperm in the ICU out of me, and then like a year after my crash, she had a baby who, I don't even know if it's a boy or girl or the name... I saw the changes in her body in a photo and it was prior to 2010.... Then years later she had a set of twins with Jesse Hodgkins, or maybe... I HAVE NO IDEA BUT THEY TOOK MY SPERM WHEN I WAS UNDER BRIGHT LIGHTS LAYING DOWN WITH PEOPLE ALL AROUND ME !!!


AND I HATE THE MANY BALCONIES THAT SCREW WITH ME FOR KICKS, I'm helpless with these untamed MONKEYS AT THE ZOO OF COURSE !!!


I don't think they'd put the TV on at all or bring in newspapers if there were a battle so big, some WWIII shit, underwater torpedoes? TORPEDON'TS !!!!! why haven't we thought of this sooner ???


Why do I think like this ??? most are slower than me -- meaning, of course, they aren't capable of a million billion trillion miles-per-hour with a special girl who wants to show her man he's special too !!!


If I could bring two people to space with me I'd pick Justine "Tini" Ara and my Minister who ((( he drove over an hour to see me today !!! ))) =D neither of us wanted to think about the dangers, or potential-dangers, from other countries... so we had smiles on our faces most of the meeting and we discussed Bill Blasius, the Rake 'n' Run, his family, my family, the prison-like food here, Psalms, a smaller Bible a bought for $1 at Ocean State Job Lots so I'd have a back-up if any of these ALL BLACK STAFF pull that five-finger-discount shit with me )))... Sadly they've taken one sock out of many "sets" of socks SO I HAVE ONE SOCK OF MANY PAIRS, and my underwear varies, I keep it clean but there are either too many or very few... THEY HAVE MASTER-KEYS !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I HAVE NO PRIVACY !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! THIS WAS A PROBLEM AT HOME TOO !!!!!!!!!!!!!


My parents would steal my marijuana to make me spend more on it and drive 45 minutes away to NETA ((( where I cannot wait to go there again ))) WHY DO YOU WASTE MY MONEY ???


Jesus waits for all and He will HEAL our wounds, whatever they may be !!! Amen.


In all honesty I believe I'm here in a safe hospital-facility with plenty of food and drugs, along with backup-power and HAZMAT shit to save first the doctors, then the staff, and lastly the insane patients or something like that, I dunno,


I have to say, if there's a war with those Korean motherfuckers and we were nuked, I'd want to be in this real Hospital with Alexandra Neas and some doctors... OR I'd rather be at home with my family


OR I'd rather be RAKING LEAVES for the "Rake 'n' Run" with Rev. Chase !!!


LOVE YA JIM !!!


ps- I've refrained from pleasure for about a year and I'm in-tune with God and stuff, or something, proven as fact any type of sex isn't allowed here

I want most people on Earth dead !!! *shrug*

18+ Audience ONLY !!!

Perpetual daylight shining Bright I scream at you with all my might

Come hither my dear , for withst are you near ???

Such a- nother individual who thrives in the Light

Humble darkness making the enemy feel IN-DANGER the short man whined, "I'm merely a park-ranger."

But I am fine. . .

Perpetual daylight how you treat me so right when you are near. . .

 - FOR PH33R !!!

Make no mistake about it'll tear you a new rear, that's my fair-shair, but get this ::: my jizz, in your hair, it's all there and 4 square, as, we'd make a good-pair !!!

yet tho wait wait but while slitting of the wrists of bad criminals, bad people who opted for this "committed" status instead of jail, I don't want to be locked up or live with anyone but a cutesy girly-girl or a cool male peer, like HEY DUDE, HEY DUDE, and my parents haven't revealed anything... fuck this treatment for me I've ended up in a place for non-violent offenders on the 4th floor of Tewksbury Hospital, not able to leave, confined, monitored on closed-circuits with damned cops in the lobby ((( who are all white ))) me with "patients" who are in here with me while I'm observing these fuck-up's with an all-black staff while trying to be nice- and the "patients" who have "fits" of crying and smashing objects.. and in the broom, wait, what ??? what broom ??? no silly I'm talking about the Men's BATH-room nearby where some nasty SHIT went down, err, WENT *UP* all over the CEILING, the WALLS, and a poor man's car STALLS, and someone defacing surfaces like that political front-runner guy who when he went to college he had a photo taken of him in BLACK-FACE when he was at a frat for Halloween he dressed up like a free slave who... or some say he was emulating Michael Jackson but we all know he dressed up like a free slave who, his MASSA really ain't bad at all...

(" easy does it " pad-nah " ) 

I feel bad for the _____  janitor here aka my janitor who cleans up for me (" and everyone else ") <--- he's an American who speaks proper English yet, but, the whole staff here shares a 'dark' secret... the dark secret of dark DNA, burnt skin from de sun dem heatwaves with de caraboo and the Turkey's Dark-Meat that's pretty much impossible to unsee or, bereave, or UN-READ while I'm ready to leave now I'm pissed and I want shit with my bigger-than-you'ses and my arms are considerately larger & longer than 2007 *hint-hint* give me a hit 'o' dat good *new shit*- rHGH which is made with "Recombinant" technology in million-dollar labs established in the 1990's with man adjoining amino-acids together- noteabley 191AA like one little vial smaller than a peanut rHGH, or really it was my GHRP-6, Hexarelin, Mechano Growth Factor (MGF), IGF-1 LR3 1 milligram for $$$ a hundred, ONE MILLIGRAM for a schweet-hundy blow-me for a measly but potent and precise as a diamond in powder form- that's 1mg of a lyophized powder that you have to buy a special type of WATER to mix it with Bacteriostatic WATER I once asked the pharmacy at CVS if they sold it LOL, but FOR MY RESEARCH on this Insulin-Like Growth Factor that one tiny vial was all I needed to turbocharge every skeletal muscle, every organ in my body to RECOVER FROM MY TRAUMATIC BRAIN INJURY !!!

Like Laurie at TSP said to me, "So you took a steroid?? You took steroids ??? Do you know what those do to your balls ???" Well actually she didn't say that last part (but I wish she did) and she was just plain wrong (!!!) because there have been no laws prohibiting these injections- with INSULIN "PINS" -there's no syringe and no bleeding, absolutely no sexual side effects except for ONE GLARING EFFECT THAT MEN, well, if they choose to like it then good for them, but if they don't like it then that's too-ooo-ooo bad *psssssssssssttttt* injecting it in your glutes that's your left butt-cheek then your right butt-cheek, equally so it's even... your uh PIPE will uh grow in size, which girls like, and which I didn't even have to worry about EVER as I've already written about the SJ senior who played a contact sport when I did X-Country after school, he said what did you do to get your dick so big ??? AND I WAS AGHAST, I SAID "WUT?" I was about the size of the Juniors and Seniors, and Mark Said was too, that fuck but he's an Islamic who went to a Catholic High School, figures though the people over there have so much sex, and when they have "special" 3rd-input sex, they have 2 orgasms, I know this as fact !!!

Skipping back to rHGH and Bacteriostatic water they arrived in the mail and hadn't been tampered with, I bought it from several protein-peptide stores online, then also recently I saw them for-sale at Mass Muscle Maker on rt. 20 and if it's being sold over the counter, then it's not targeted by anyone - so I'm TaLLer than you and maybe not running that well, but hey you punk bitch- I've stood my ground with most everything but my PARENTS who I love and they love me back and they keep me happy and I stay out of their hair ((( do you remember that nice thing about Cameron Diaz's hair that stuck way up when she thought Ben Stiller had ***hair gel*** on his ear or somewhere and it was really his own semen- and see- women ??? 

and they support me, yet not knowing about the last time I saw nice tits here, presented to me, the BEST PRESENSESTES below the neck-line as you ask, "like Tina Fey's necklaces??" under bullet-proof vesteses, meeting adjourned... 

***REVELATION***

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A girl who I like a lot and who trusts me, thinking I'm incredibly attractive and "potent" with all my POTENTIAL, of course, like it's in the rain, like it's in the POURING FUCKING RAIN !!! and you click up your windshield wipers in this maxxed out Civic Si with saucer rims shining to the WAX diameter, then do something with the hot or cold air that blows so it won't fog up your glassy glass -hot passenger teasing ass- in a mini-skirt, oh, don't that HURT! with a tank full of gas, pull over I'll pass, driving not-too-fast and that's one of a million billion TR-Y HARDER, JEFFREY how about three or for

Years ?? I haven't had a sip of alcohol in 3-4 years now as time goes by and the clock keeps ticking ` el clocko with one hand stuck in her mouth and the other up her skirt, oh, don't that HURT! hmmm, she says, "No that feels quite nice actually... but let's concentrate on that little nub up top mmmm!"

That girl who I like a lot, that girl I like, she showed me her bare breasts in here which was no big deal or anything it was just her way of suprising me, flashing me and I looked up boobs mental hospital on Google for the image,,, that's why there's titties covering the walls and he's in a straight-jacket,,, which I have no experience with jackets that leave you limp and flapping on the floor like a FISH, fish out of water, with a hook in its gums and jawline like "someone help flounder, he needs a dentist for some sutures in his future !!!

Call me crazy, but an "Alternate Method' of Literary Study" which was one of my very first classes back at Worcester State University with my, partner, whose real name is Mary but her friends call her Katie -- hmmm that's just like the girl who had a real-ish nickname from near the specific??? no the near The *PA*-CIFIC in Washington on the west coast, who called my house after I disappeared for a week on Instant Messenger "NikkiRH04" I'd chat about sport-bikes and fast cars with not to mention her beautiful face and hair and amenities of the rich -- we both had money -- and drugs --, when my girlfriend wasn't around... she had two names also, her name was Nicole but her friends called her Kristen... I remember from '03-'04 ,

I tried "it" a new way and it paid off in full, as long as I have my memories of Justine Aragona who revealed something SO FUCKING SPECIAL !!! happening again ??? I'll see with my own eye... but not to give her a U-T-I !!! eww talk about unsanitary !!! don't do that with a female who you're going to... JEFF STOP BEING SIDETRACKED BY MANNIE !!! besides... she already got MARRIED !!!

Now when I feel good I have visions of sphere's, planets, whathaveyou umm these stellar Constellations, oh boy do they dance ... flying through space until it happens "when I FEEL LOVED" and God smiles, as His boy, that's me, has come home just in time for din-din-ding-ding-a-ling-ding-a-something din-din yeah "din-din" the 1950's housewife politely says, so off-the-cuff to her family with an apron being torn from her waste not want not and one handcuff hanging from her left wrist !!! You see what happened is this, the handcuffs that the Mister and the Missus, are filling me with S&M kissus, she didn't know that the left lock, left hook broke (what is this A JOKE ??? ) the Minister of his organ below the steeple, well, he tinkered with the handcuff and something snapped, which, and by only which, he thought nothing of it and he said, "Just go with it..."

It won't come off, so just go with it, like don't call any attention to it, and maybe Bobby and the girls won't notice the sizeable hunk of metal around your left wrist

This mental-hospital is a bitch though, my hunny-buns ... "GOT THOSE BUNS IN THE OVEN OVERNIGHT ??? " hun ` they don't allow us to touch one-another like no matter what you can't shake hands even, as a way to stop germs from spreading .... this is sick ... because some mental fuck-up's smear their hands on their assholes or cum, these fucking freaks GET ME OUT OF HERE with these fucks who have screwed up eyes and hear voices which has not happened with me

if you build it, they will cum... and that faggot Kevin Cost-Her builds a baseball field for a team of dead players on a team, in a sort of virtual-reality way, but right now I'ma tell you what he should have done ` that Kevin Cock-Ner shoulda put up a stripper pole on a stage with chairs around it so that all these babes who are used to DEEPTHROATING FULL EARS OF CORN *excuse me* let me make up for that foxy pas with a tale of my longtime love tonguing in recent years, Justine or Tini was her nickname when she was friends with Kerry O'Brien -- I hate her for not wanting to have anything to do with Justine once she was "special" and "INJURED" -- and there's a "special place in *HEAVEN*" for Justine Ara who has taken me higher than I had ever known... everything disappeared but my anatomy downstairs, but it all happened "UPSTAIRS" you know why ??? my parents and my brother know all too well, that's, where my BEDROOM is and I hope to hear some boom-boom-boom but not in my room-room-room anytime soon... No No No, because instead I'd rather hear a Patriot missile destroy the fat fuck named Kim, the enemy to the sovereign nation of true patriots, who pardon shit all the time, like paying so much for oil that we could kill all the sand-niggers and invade and make them slaves... all the while, transporting black-gold, but you-know-me I'd rather not say the B(lack) word !!!

Please let me leave MOM AND DAD PLEASE, WHATEVER YOU WANT !!!!

...just don't make me rake the LEAVES in the yard...

North Korea has been building busy ballistic missiles they have 19 of them based on the research I've done on CNN and the news...

Deary Mum I love you so...

doing DON'T YOU KNOW, heh, this place is fucked so get me out you shuck I BEG CHUCK !!! cluck cluck cluck, and DUCK! because here comes an ICBM I CAN'T EVEN SLEEP IN MY OWN BED AT HOME OR EAT AT RESTAURANT BY MYSELF, YOU TOOK MY CAR AWAY !!!!!!

ONE OF NINETEEN MISSILES READY TO KILL SO MANY !!!

OH SHIT, THIS IS IT, I am so excited because I have met with GOD through a straight line like Spyder Wire ((( that's a fishing line that had a cool logo )))

No it was a laser and I thought "THIS CAN'T REALLY BE HAPPENING!!!" o the sight, it was

There were wavelengths and acceleration propeling me like a True Disciple, OH GOD!

Her breasts, her chest, I cluched them ` I GRASPED THEM HOLDING ON FOR DEAR LIFE, but with no thoughts of making her a "wife" differently - that's right, hold tight, For I will tell you why...

I had a problem with alcohol running my life, and breathing in deep breaths, breathe in, breathe out, just plain uncomfortable without ethanol giving me a buzz I wanted to test the limits, needing at appropriate times to get DRUNK like like a big-problem and I'm happy to say: I HAVEN'T HAD A SINGLE DRINK IN ROUGHLY THREE YEARS !!!

I knew I would just hinder Justine's lifestyle with her parents- they kept her safe and did a good job all around, she was happy with them and her step-dad...


Daddy, I'm sick about Justine, when's the fun part ???
When do I get to read about what you and Mommy do when I hear you wrestling, like late at night and in the morning, I hear???

"That's our heart's pumping," and yours will to when you become older with a husband because my princess is getting married to a handsome man who's tall and handsome and smart as a tack !!!"

"I want to read more about kissing and babies"

Okay now how about Jeffrey, instilling the fucking supreme GOD-SENT TALENT things I have stirring in my CRAZED CRANIUM for you to read...

Like me whispering "bowljob" into my maybe possibe pseudo-chance of penetrating a girl in here, at my side along with my huge dick (as I have done with a hot girl named Laura right in the TSP's Men's bathroom handicapped stall sticking my WOW big penis into her TITE CLEAN SLIGHTLY BROWN asshole with her thong around her ankles ((( UMMM SUFFER MY UNCLES )))... but now I'm fighting for Alexandra, to sacrifice herself for me my love "O , I LOVE HER AND HER AND HER"-- how about this girl who I'm locked into this mental-hospital with, CURRENTLY, I remember the THREE GIRLS I penetrated in two hospitals BOTH OF THEM on a regular basis, with my big cock-a-DUE DULL DEW...in a building for crazies named, 8 East, the psych ward I spent with a Carina, 19, and Jessica, 20, in age, and I insisted that Sabina, a 17 year-old who left the cafeteria to go lay in bed for periods of time while we said "We need 30 minutes to talk about things like sexy-time and with her gone our frisky fucking unprotected thoughts of me getting them both pregnant,happened with Jessica who was the prettiest with nice breasts- and Carina was the thinnest as she was anorexic ((( funny I had about a dozen digital photographs of girls who were extreme-models and bullemic women showing ribs on my computer at home because I saw a gallery and I wanted to show my Mom and ha! Trisha from Shrewsbury who's nextdoor to Luke Frasier who had a party where I kissed all night using the soft grass as something to roll on and make sure there wasn't any mud ))), but our Trio couldn't make any noise, forced to lower our moans of ecstasy, although it wouldn't matter there were very few patients there and we didn't talk to or look at them because we didn't want to be around people who were fucked up ` I was very careful with Sabina who showed up later into my stay, that's the name of a character on Nickelodeon's show circa 1990 who became highlighted by the channel as an older and responsible teen and shot commercials for make-up and hair products, she got paid but she was NOT on my "List of sexual desires" She lived with two other witches and a black cat, her going through school and hiding her powers or using them in amusing ways. Melissa Joan Hart played "Sabina" on The Teenage Witch on Nickelodeon in the 1990's look it up, she had a brother named Ferguson, who, Sabina the Teenage Witch would call him "Ferg Face"

I haven't lost any of my memories of my childhood and toys and videogames, going paintballing, school, losing my V-card with Jackie- too bad Saint John's banned condoms


Another time in another mental-hospital I loved an 18 year-old who propositioned me by suprise !!! BLESSED BLESSED, SO BLESSED I WAS BLEEDING- BUT SHE WASN'T !!!

She was the third of my private fucks out of sight with no one in the hallways and only us "cumming" the girls wanted as we panicked about never getting out, and we were horny in a dismal place, which is maybe the reason why the Black and Puerto Rican city 'ghettos' produce so many children... Was there sex in Concentration Camps? Sex on slave ships? HA! nowadays it's called rape, but I guess that's just what the AFRICANS I HATE! males want to experience like Chris Brown who was charged with a new criminal case of it just today

"Grace" was her nickname I gave to Juliana because my #1 crush is a woman a few years older who is older in years and I've bought her some presents to show her how magical she is to me -- is she ruined now because she had a baby with another man ??? who I have met and I pass their house on my way to a local restaurant every so often BECAUSE RAMSHORN IS THE SHORTEST WAY, and I promise I'm not stalking her- I promise, I don't go to TSP too much, and SHE GAVE ME THE ADDRESS AFTER LEARNING I'M CLOSEBY

I've brought flowers to her at work in my fave restaurant, and she always makes me feel important and loved, maybe kissing me on the cheek with those luscious lips

Back to the girl at the Mental-Hospital in Worcester known as UMass

She came soon after I got there and us joining up was appropriate because we were about the same age... BUT MOST IMPORTANTLY WE WERE BOTH CAUCASIAN !!! She was shorter than I but not too much, and she was mysterious as she was walking down I-290 at night on the side and she told me she didn't know where to go, but that she didn't want to go home because ??? I dunno, she was careful what to say, but she told me a Trooper picked her up in Shrewsbury... I guess because that was the only way out of this predicament

I nicknamed her Grace because of her face, Wait, I don't believe that... Now, WHY? maybe because Laurie Griffin has a child only a few years old and she named the female baby, "Grace" who has an infant face. If I could ever had to get things going with a Mother of my own choosing I would choose Laurie and while eating an incredibly big Lobster, just like the one framed on the wall at The Sole

I made a 11.5" x 8" letter with glossy etchings and stiff paper at Staples one day, for both "Loveable Laurie" with a pink heart and "Heavenly Hayleigh" FOR BEING SO DAMN NICE TO ME !!!!!!! <3

Hayleigh used to make a bunch of fun YouTube tutorials on her VLOG I've seen all of them which she would showcase her model face with makeup tutorials using brands that wanted her pretty face on video using their products close-up to show her healthy skin, which she tries to get featured on magazines and online photos -- I wish her all the luck in the world, and she wouldn't even have to disrobe... I would say "Here take your comb and brush your hair..." and that would be enough for me maybe with a kiss on the back of my hand, like Your Wish my Sire !!!

I can't masturbate in this mental hospital
They don't give me enough time in the shower
They are adamant about that like DANGER! JEFF HAS BEEN IN HERE FOR ALMOST A YEAR, DON'T LET HIM SLIP ( they don't know I had one the first day I came in ), and there's FOUR POOR PEOPLE, MENTAL FUCKUP'S I SHARE A "BEDROOM" WITH !!!!!!!

I want Tracy or Tracey from Centerfolds-- I asked her how its spelled

She asked me, who? ME, the patron sitting on a chair away from the stage: does it matter how it's spelled ??? I knew I'd mention Benjamin Franklin and the new stranger experience, and you can take that any way you want

I kept my mouth shut while we did a dance TOGETHER in the third-input she cleaned up, after she gave me a circle Durex ( they run larger ) condom and put some of my signature product  in her mouth, then her swallowing it,

What provoked me to do such an eXTreme thing ????? Mike said something about escorts and paying for sex THAT I PROMISE I WILL NEVER DO AGAIN

PEOPLE, NORTH KOREA HAS NINETEEN ICBM MISSILES POINTED RIGHT AT US !!!!!!!

YOU KNOW THOSE THINGS YOU'VE ALWAYS WANTED TO DO, WELL THEY ARE "DUE" RIGHT NOW BEFORE THE FUCKS LAUNCH OF PUNITIVE PIPES THE SIZE OF THE BIGGER THAN THE WORLD TRADE CENTER

DON'T COMMIT CRIMES !!! but let some things run wild, like my writing, for example, or go hide in your basement

I can't wait to smoke my MMJ but these fucks want me AWAY... and here's what I think about that !!! ::: Allyson is going to suprise me bye Allyson CUT THAT SHORT

PHOOEY NEVER GAVE ME ORAL-SEX, NOT LETTING ANY IN YOUR MOUTH YOU PRUDE BITCH

HOLD

STOP

HAMMERTIME

the BAN-HAMMER

ALLYSON DRANK AND I WANT HER RETARDED KIDS TAKEN AWAY FROM HER AND JESSE, HER *ahem* HUSBAND !!!

NO SECOND CHANCE FOR ME ???

FUCK YOU ALL WHILE I'M IN TEWKSBURY, ONE TOWN OVER FROM WHERE ALLYSON MY EX-GIRLFRIEND WHO HAD BABIES WITH MY SPERM THAT WAS STOLEN FROM ME BY A NURSE ACTING UNDER SHELDON BENJAMIN AT UMASS ICU HEAD OF NEUROPSYCH OPERATING ON MY TRAUMATIC BRAIN INJURY IN 2004 !!!!!!

So, Wilmington is the next town over and I'm not going to call Allyson's parents about her first baby she had Fetal Alcohol Syndrome with, no no no, I DEMAND SHE TALK TO MY LAWYER WHO REPRESENTED ME AND HANDLED MY D.U.I. CASE OF MY SUBARU IMPREZA TURBOCHARGED WRX WITH A HIGH TOP SPEED AND BREATH-TAKING ACCELERATION I HAD SUMMER TIRES AND WINTER TIRES FOR !!!!!!!

DAD, I'm sorry it snowed and you had to shovel and use the snowblower because I would have done it all myself if I was there !!!!!!!

 Comer Corner the cluster and come hither,
Or I’ll be your anointer not your appointer
pointing fingers over pints of pilsners
Fisting and Jostling you’re a deco I can overthrow

Uprooting the grass so I’m mowing
Adjoining and foreshowing signs of preggers
All the beggars — feed this man with a sign
Baby coily oiling at Sunoco breakdown

Toileth with Lois Lane-eth announcing antagonizing anecdotes
With the disjointed smoking poles from the top down
Acrobatics to do this or that with a rat-tat-tat-tat

A clogged toilet we’ve got a clogger of the logger that’s a voider
Flamoyant but obeyant and reading minds being clairvoyant
Crushing a lonely Ant — loyal to the Queen generating offspring and there is no situation as Mr. Blake jokingly joshes that The Situation is going to give Snookie a cream-pie


I’m the TaLLer footballer with resolvest revolvers revolving on an Y -axis

I solveth the riddle when I play the fiddle with a paddle

Fixing the intermixing, I try,
begging people to stick to their own race when making babies

Everything is going to be good and circulating the body with customers GETTIN DE FUNK OUT, OF HERE with all honesty


Before I adore with four I snore when a plane and soar
I swore I’d be a whore in the days of yore oh Scotty Dore
But then again maybe it’s all at the store
Pour your core to the more-more-more
With a lion’s roar I score by the shore for sure
Me singing “Singapore” for all the world’s poor

But I’m the ambassador who you abhor
Like a counselor in Ecuador
Or
Afford
I’m a hoarder on TV
With a Ford in the driveway and oars in the boat that stays afloat
Cut the hull with a sword
The S- word oh Hess with Tess and Tia, Mama Mia onto you I know what you’re trying to do to me and I do not want sex with guys  I’M NOT GAY  and I have only loved women.  The last time I went to a mental-hospital I had a gay fag black roommate I didn’t like him but I have a caring feeling while reeling in a bass I can feel pulling, tugging the line trying to avoid being reeled in.  Alas

No mas and I'm thinking still and but if only and loving myself with a belief in the God I experienced inside of my ex-girlfriend on the second upcoming of a SWING INTO THE UNIVERSE   where I saw nothing was going on so I just floated away from Earth then I continued flying until I saw my landlord's face with his beard in white and blue like smurfs, like God Mike helped me but I didn't need to be saved  and the face I remember is like cool arctic colors with hologram effects which predicts that holograms ((( not the Illuminati ` ` ` Good Lord I won't touch that guy I'm straight and I love beautiful women God let me '''give them life''' where ??? but where oh Brutus you brutal butch bitch who'se focusing on the Focus Factor that is still sold on shelves at CVS and Vitamin Shoppe mmm those itty-bitty adult appendixitis symptoms symphony with me walking waking hours of my day that aren't fucking many no not at all '''Look what you made me do''' and I love this writing when I'm singing in the fucking sky real high- so high I hit the GLASS CEILING  WOMEN in the Workplace ` ` ` but not like digging coal that would hurt a girl's back when she's gripped the shovel shaven pink puissance that's a real French word  )))

I feel this

But si mademoiselle your maxi-pads it was early in the month at that time when one of my girls continued to be as nice as possible to me despite her hormones, I remember it so well I want my hundred page copy and the 33 page masterpiece that my-enemies deleted


My flow was uninterrupted and the season changed in my writing where I didn't trip but it was Heavenly like LSD before showed me but it wasn't mine a friend got it


I remember something happened when I reached 111 pages and I want that to happen again when I'm not fucking around haha lol I '''do what they say'''


DO WHAT I SAY AND BRING ME JESSICA TOCCI AND CARINA RICCIARDI FOR ME TO BE WITH AND TALK TO =D

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