Sunday, August 18, 2019

NOT MY FUCKING FAULT !!!


Nov. 2nd, 2004 I voted in Leicester and there was a police officer observing me... he let me drive away after I fell down drunk with him seeing it... I fell in the parking lot and got all wet and muddy -- a man helped me to my car and he said "The cop is watching you," -- and the officer saw and everything, but he wanted his buddy stationed, waiting, at the very end of Henshaw Street to pull me over with wet leaves covering the surface of the 35 MPH road.

I CAN'T BREATHE !!! ,  I CAN'T BREATHE !!! "

A group of people including my-parents, girlfriend, aunts and uncles, best-friends -- they knew I was sad about failing classes at a state college, after a shitty community "college" where I didn’t learn enough about Computer Science, my major, and I hadn't had any alcohol for a month and a half, but my peers didn't like it and neither did my Uncle Andy Gleick, so he formed a plan with my girlfriend to have me pulled over drunk, after putting enough pressure on me until I cracked and drank liquor . . . FUCK THEM !!!

I had to withdraw from Calculus I on a rainy day Andy and Allyson said, drown your sorrows if you’re sad, so I went to a bar and a liquor store... They told my friend Derek not to answer the door at his house I went to after the bar -- I wanted to wear off my buzz watching a movie inside -- he was at the Leicester Police Station with all my family, friends, relatives I FOUND OUT LATER, but I was driving home drunk TO MY DISMAY and the cops were looking for me, my girlfriend was on the phone, they were passing around her phone and everyone said THERE'S A COP CATCHING UP TO YOU !!!

AND HE'S GONNA PULL YOU OVER IF YOU DON'T DRIVE FAST ENOUGH !!! everyone I knew was yelling to go faster, and I crashed into a telephone pole at my driver's door, a side-airbag saved my life, but it put my hip in 7 pieces — so I have trouble walking — and I hit my head REALLY HARD (…64 mph…) (...my Glasgow Coma Scale rated my abilities at 4/15…) that put me in the ICU for a month, 3 weeks on a stomach tube because I didn’t swallow, and tubes everywhere, I went to Fairlawn Rehab Hospital for 2.5 months that I recovered a good amount, but my brain has trouble with memory and coordination — I have double double vision vision that I got two surgeries on my eyes and I still have to wear “Prismed glasses” and duck my head to see straight . . .

My sperm was stolen from me, when my brain was healing !!!

 *** All I know is that a nurse made me have an orgasm with her hand the second or third week I was in the I.C.U. on an Operating Table and she collected all of my sperm !!! 

I don't want to be a father !!!


Monday, August 5, 2019



My Uncle Andy Gleick and my Mom's whole side of the family caused my Traumatic Brain Injury (!!!) that left me with 4/15 abilities and a shattered hip I'm affected by... now 15 years later, and I want so many people, either, dead... or suffering with Hell in their heads.

My ex-girlfriend Allyson (Drucker) Hodgkins turned 21 when I was trying to quit drinking alcohol that my grandfather was a drunk smoker (Gleick) I hate -- and Allyson was like, "Don't ruin this for me !!!"

And for my best-friend in the area, Derek Langlois from Leicester, him at home was a focal point of the "PLAN" !!! He was told not to be home and wait at the Leicester Police Station for me to be put in jail for Driving Under the Influence -- this when I hadn't had a drink since Sept. 23rd, 2004 -- when I dumped out four liquor bottles in the sink for my parents to see, and I posted the picture at the top of my dot-com website... By then Andy and Allyson had a plan to have me arrested for breaking my Abstinence ::: from Sept 23rd, 2004 and all through October, no drinking, but then on November 2nd, 2004 I had to withdraw from Calculus I at Worcester State College and that made me so sad-  they all knew it and some of the people said, "Have a drink! it will cheer you up!"

My hip was in seven pieces and it hurt so much-  My-enemies made sure I didn't have any pain medicine at Fairlawn Rehab, or to take home... Andy Gleick would come to the hospital when no one else was there and he would tell me all of the meanest, sickest things because he was mad I screwed up his plan -- GOOD !!!

My WRX TBI happened in 2004, but had a girlfriend from 2010-2013, my Justine Aragona, and she had a TBI too that was worse than mine... We got along great and she lived nearby but we broke up when she cheated on me...


I'm a published author and here are my websites:

www.wrxtbi.com
www.jeffreymarquis.com
www.alwayschillen.com
alwayschillen.blogspot.com

ALLAH IS THE GREATEST !!!