Monday, March 6, 2023

I haven’t had a glass of WINE in almost 6 years, or maybe 5 years with a mere 4 or 5 beers since 2016—SOBER with no sips in about 4 or 5 years, yeah without a single sip, not even a sip, of an alcoholic beverage! SOBER! NO BEERS!

Winded able breatheing breezy easy peasy professional person I fried a chicken dinner for the Windid heavily with such brevity the chalices succumb to gravity (cologne) of my own to spritz and spray, but not showering every day—I do every other way with what but anti-perspirant slash “deo Oreos cookies DO I RANT?”


Call me fancy or effen “Jeffry” documented identity with the brave intention to send an “Invitation” MAGA USA The Nation #1 world power $1 single (I’m single here for some such time) dollar bill at “Trivium” a.k.a. “Averte” to stay and writing every single (I’m single since 3.5 years wit’ me female of EXTREME, and Her Holy power, my Justine) 


Boobies sag a “Vesuvius” stagnant chest at really rested, underboob-crested down low with a download of Kim K. who puts the “K” in “NoKo” I think I know now that I never get side-track did Dad he bought a Tracker boat of previous decades he Donated (hi Aunt Donna Donohue!) his crummy old aluminium fast bass-boat for a green Nitro bass boat that he has in the Baker (... my Bankers at TD Bank and Merrill and Pacilio Wealth Management, where and when I be, waiting on Dan to have told me he expunged the USD down to $330 payments monthly—but why?—I signed papers for the delivery... to me, of my new or used “BMW 330xi” I wanted to drive and to pilot on roadways with my old Saint John’s friend, Tim Hays—hays to Timmy—Fox Body red Mustang—him getting poon-tangible Audacious pretty girls who’ve drifted far away from me, so can’t you see? I have did done decided and taking such pride in it—living here now when the staff screwed with me and my sleeping, eating, time-schedule, etc. when they would take my computers and I would be... put-put some Jell-O chocolate pudding and putting the pivoted golf ball motion, all throughout playing putt-putt at the huge Driving Ranges, and once I went to a Dick’s Sporting Goods and wishing for—one day some “Ping” 9-Irons, new to “Chip ’n’ Putt” golfing with my LINKS (http://alwayschillen.blogspot.com) computer game with the O/S “DOS”—me turning 41 in age two weeks away, but I wish to stay here at “Averte” or buy a luxury home near my parents—and me returned, to be, a heavy CBD imbiber from NETA with my cards, both expired, although legal now as across the MAGA lands of coast to coast—I’m apologetic for my having gotten hooked-on beer at home every night that’ll be almost a full decade soon, living with Wayne’s World and Debbie, who you Mom thanks for attempting to get my old laptop working, and MY COMPUTERS AND CELLPHONE ARE BADLY HACKED WITH MASTER-DESKTOPS!




I’m being hacked by my enemies who caused my www.wrxtbi.com events when I drove drunk in 2004 and got mostly SOBER in 2004 to 2009, and then I had Michelob ULTRA’s at home—every single night until 2016 with A.A. only twice to quit drinking so much alcohol I haven’t had a sip in 4 or 5 years! A.A. only twice at my Church in Charlton, MA “Federated Church of Charlton” GOD BLESS!

I called the phone number of "Marquis Trill" but it costs money to talk to him and hopefully he'll call me on MY BIRTHDAY in two weeks, NO MMJ, NO CIGARETTES but ...only Bugler tobacco me I'm safe about it!

Kitty-Cat named “Kat” with coming at you—Allah that—and pitter-patter raining in the stud-io when staying dumb, so what to think, when I see a Ph. D. doctor, a “Shrink”—to think, that chilly water putting a halt on the Big Squeeze in The Big Easy when doing it, “to does it” find and kempt, “rated rookie” with my minutes-ago protein cookies, EAT, tonight I had short-rib meat that, it a treat—ILY MEAT and “Mean Bean” Monster Coffee cans cold in my hand, being lucky to have a luxury ‘fridge but without friends, at least, well, within walking distance with some exceptions for the staff here in this Rehabilitation “Home” when I’m in the zone that’s known as “Geeking Out” by me from what I see in God’s universe, I’ve explored, albeit the lack of moneyed (N-rich) schwoogies with rusty chrome’s are around the Cadillac Escalade’s grips on Mother Earth uninterested in The Holy Land of Sold oil-rich Saudi’s driving, piloting, their Audi’s and Mercedes vehicles


When the come-down releases “unrelenquished” Zest green bar of soap in the shower—I get my wholesome body Holy cleaned with Tea Tree Oil, not to be fed the spoils in tin foil, saved in the fridge with a NO2 cartridge to pump in some fresh air of hot peppers, their spray... causing some dismay among rioters to disperse, held (help) like a Mommy with her purse-  in it holding CBD lozenges so sweet, every day of the week, them cut in halt—only Half of a gummy—to make them Last!


But to begin with wiped clean with the screen of gunk and junk like snot and sebum comin’ out 'o' my nosTRILLs, hi I’m a Bitcoin Whale from 2013 or 2014 :^D


Unto the only Bitcoin enthusiast 2005/2006 I was introduced to a spruce of financial finesse and this when I attended many Bitcoin demonstrations, knowing enough to BUY BITCOIN when, again, let me just say, I've been onto Bitcoin (conferences, employees, enthusiastic wealthy individuals, list of millionaires...) I've been "doing" what call it "Research" (?) to spit on fiat currency used all like a loogie swished and wallowed... that is "Hollowed" like a scented Pine Tree hanging from the mirror, you know- above the Kimmy K. vehicle "DASH" with a spritz of classes like "Homeroom" I want to move near my home in Charlton, MA near my Mom and Dad who have complete and total control of me—if you want to know about the controversy, yes the controversy of me being able to stay with enamored clout, that's what to be about—to the me:  I'm a wealthy Bitcoin Whale—with no foreign connections to, say Europe tie-ing a rope for the Russian Rubles—they have bad attitudes, dude, to say, I'm French me loving their salad dressing, sprinkling the ovaries of various birth-control imbibing potential-bride(s) in my Polygamous glamour and so much many millions buying cheap-o Bitcoin, etc. CRY-pto I was ever so BLESSED when in tears, at my desk and at-home in Charlton, MA with my Mom and Dad who control me when they see me with a brief visit, that—so much bullshit with my computer and internet here at "Averte" which I proclaim, these jerks are shameful, they are harmful and full of not charm but true "HARM"—yeah I've been assaulted here 3 or 4 times in previous years, the fucks here, I hate a small portion of the fucks who delivered me painful poison on occasion because I'm totally into the "Islamic Nation" of what but ISRAEL, our internet international "FRIEND" with a secure "Dome" that Google: "Israel Iron Dome" to see where moneys spent, what's going next? How many millions of dollars have I accrued, Dan, dude? I mean, I'm not driving a Tesla I want in a couple weeks, as per my B-Day with CBD, I mean, I get by without getting any actual real "highness" for years now, and I'VE NEVER OWNED A GLASS BONG! when way back in the brighter days of 3.5 hours to the South, I want to... on my Mouth, my lips are sealed and shiny smoothe when the Chap-Stick is always applied, like I called up the Black millionaire "Trill" on his voicemail and there was a price to leave a measly monotonous message, to him, when, on a whim, some desperate drunk hunk thinks, methinks, I'm definite to make it with the Market (Mr. Marquis) of financial finalities...


MK-677 and MK-2866 were tricky to take I'd drop the agonist under my TaLenTed TONGUE in hopes of growing size-wise a decade ago, u know?, as perhaps what's the haps??? Having seen my Mom and Dad today—they'll be back up in a couple weeks FOR MY BIRTHDAY!—and allz I want is a Tesla, new or used, I'm hoping to refuel, peruse, and actually using the electricity of Vermont, a state to the North of y'all when I have no car!



The 1999 Ferrari F355 GTS I want one for some many few dollars less than $90,000 for it will "put you back in the driver's seat!" I would prefer the electric vehicles though and so I want the Tesla Roadster, Dan put down -I think- $50,000 "Reservation" cost with my buddy Elon Musk on the phone in 2005!



Dan B. "Cuz" please return my emails or call me on the number of my Twitter pic, and you're the best, but this Marquis Trill guy might have good leads—maybe you should call him and see if he has heard of me and the years of Bitcoin Magazine my Dad threw away—starting with the #1 issue—I want more muscle tissue and Z-rated tires maybe Continental ones that, driven distances, near-and-far, they, for a large number of miles, they last!

Sunday, March 5, 2023

For my birthday I want a few thousand USD in $BITCOIN on PayPal that I want 99.7% to go to me and 0.3% to go to Rev. Anne Skinner of Hannah House on PayPal (0.3% THC's LIMIT in pills sold in stores, is why I want to pay like Dan B. is getting 0.3% we signed together in 2013 or 2014!)


A 2005 on friend with a Christian Church in the beautiful Niagara Falls!


https://www.hannahhouse.net


Best of all, she cares so much about all of us, and you, and Jesus Christ too!


I remember in 2005 I sent her a letter with over $21 but promising her I didn't drink at all, this after seeking a Christian Charity and place of worship, her "Hannah House" now years later hoping to buy a really nice house in Charlton, and a new or used Tesla... vroom-vroom!


How did I first read about her Church ?????


IT WAS ALL FACEBOOK!  I searched "Angel" because I was listening to the Aerosmith song and it has the lyrics, "Save Me Tonight!"


There was an Angel M. with her Church actually in grey text of, "Hannah House" in tiny print and I made an surprise call to Rev. Anne Skinner who was delighted to hear from an ICU and Rehabilitation Hospital "SURVIVOR" that she knew I was in need of her prayers!


Recently for XMAS, I’ve contributed $48.01(out of my spared 50-bucks on PayPal out of my Bitcoin wallet #11) and my parents sent her $100. But those many of you who don't donate and don't attend a Christian Church, I want to urge you to believe in The Greatness of God and all people on Earth (but IMHO, be a little racist though, my advice as I hate dark criminals, committing crimes...) I have so many Euro’s, which foreign currency mesmerizes me. Taped up on my refrigerator:






2015 Bhutan Royal Bank Set of 1 & 5 Ngultrum UNC Genuine Billetes Rare for Collection


Bhutan — Girls' butts tanned, and an “ATM” SHAME! that my bills are from Bhutan... And with Tini Ara, well her FAME!


Like my precious metals and “Iron Ore” 2013 or 2014 purchase, and with two 24k gold grams in my billfold packed through www.JMbullion.com, a lot of Silver close to Spot price JM = Jeffrey Marquis =)


My gold necklace from my dearest Aunt Donna Donohue and the late & NEVER FORGOTTEN AWESOME UNCLE MICKEY! — I have his 1 of 2 gold necklaces, which my Brother Justin has the other one Dear Justin wear  now. They are in my Holy Prayers, so if you want to do something I ask of you, to generously make a donation to www.hannahhouse.net out of the good in your heart! <3 Hi Reverend Anne Skinner, I Googled you so you'll get more donations! 😁

Saturday, March 4, 2023

The Almighty God is NOT HUMAN, never has been, think about "God" being "A Higher Power" and His universe! =)


Well my parents moved me 3.5 hours away from Charlton, MA and I miss being home... I'm ultra rich now with Stocks and spending all of my Trust Fund on Tesla (I talked to Elon Musk for 40+ minutes in 2005, seriously) and these plus many more 

https://seekingalpha.com/account/portfolio/summary... that I had many thousands of Bitcoins with candle-stick trading at my older "Cuz" in CT I had tens of thousands of Bitcoins in 2013 or 2014, but he's not returning my communication because he's getting 0.3% -- the legal limit of THC in CBD pills we had a lot of those 12 hours of trading millions in my Trust Fund -- I have no MMJ or car or any friends in many years now, BUT I'M SOBER 2016! -- and I run 3 dot-com's and a couple WRITING (my Eng. w/ conc. in WRITING at WSU) blogs that get hardly any hits (supposedly) because I signed papers with Google, Facebook, Apple, Dell, Samsung, Subaru (I have a Legacy in Charlton) and 20-30 other stocks -- that I focused on Bitcoin and "Crypto" -- IN 2013 or 2014 (!!!!!) -- when they were dirt cheap and I knew Elon Musk had a Shiba Inu doggie so he was into Dogecoin and not talking about Shiba Inu for years, then it went up 80,000% in value! I told my older "Cuz" Dan B. of CT at Merrill and/or Pacilio Wealth Management they would be worth the most in 2021 because of people who drink alcohol and go to bars -- that I once lived in Oxford across the street from Days End, and I later got SOBER in 2016 no sips for years, thankful for my anxiety meds -- I'm in kind of a "Home/hospital" where I have an apartment and they cook for me, clean my apartment, do my laundry, give me my many "anti-seizure" and TBI medications, etc. but I only have $500 in my Bank of America -- $1M+ in TD Bank I'm not allowed to use -- $20,000 mo. rent here at "Averte" I write all day all night with my www.jeffreymarquis.com and http://alwayschillen.blogspot.com -- me also owning www.wrxtbi.com about my TOTALED WRX 64 mph, I have a "moderate/severe Traumatic Brain Injury -- I was ever so fortunate to have a TBI girlfriend who I drank a lot at her house one night and always drank 3 or 4 beers, plus snuck-in nips, my parents hated so I'm SOBER with A.A. it only took once because I have enough willpower not to ask God to cure my genetic-alcoholism... but anyways I have been on Facebook since 2005/2006 and I found Elon Musk, Bruce Fenton ran for Senator of NH, and Chinese labs and I emailed them to use 19 in their deadliest disease because I like 19 year old girls that my Justine GF 2009-2013 was 18.5 when WE MET AT A HEAD INJURY MEETING! and I drank too much, not driving drunk ever, that my www.wrxtbi.com was a "SET-UP" when 2.5 months before people convinced me that I was worthless and I had to withdraw from WSU "Calculus I" proceeding to get drunk and the bartender was instructed to take all of my money so I had to drive drunk, and I crashed hitting my head hard... that years later I used protein-peptides in my legs and arms that I grew 3.5" taller with 2.5" longer arms, took Insulin pins and special water to mix it -- that I used IGF-1 LR3 in 2005 which crosses the blood-brain barrier and I became so much better -- although I have severe double double vision. vision. I need glasses which don't totally correct it, but anyways after my crash I went to WSU in an apartment nextdoor- sober those years and I would use the gym walking to recover more and, well, I knew you through Cumby's or Mobil or that gas station near 290, I forget, but we've been friends for years and I'm not asking you for more communication, but I might see you soon with a house or apartment in MA near Charlton with my Mom and Dad nearby -- because they are my $$,$$$,$$$ "Health Proxy" who knew nothing about my following Bitcoin and all "Crypto" since 2005 I subscribed to Bitcoin magazine that on eBay they sell for thousands and I subscribed for years, hoping to make it big with Propheted "profits" -- anyways I hope you're well and I remember you, seeing you at a gas station and/or Days End, and check out my websites, I'm not gay- I love women only! and because Elon Musk said to me, "I already have a best friend, BUT I CAN BE YOUR BEST FRIEND EVERY DAY IF YOU WANT!" honestly in 2005 I shared the photo on www.wrxtbi.com and he told me to call him, hoping no one died and interested how I went to Space Camp when I was much younger in Oxford a summer program, so and so I'll lastly say that my cellphone through "French River COMMUNICATIONS" is in no way affiliated with my Dad's former employee, Bill Blasius, his "French River INNOVATIONS" that's gotten me thinking I'm being taken advantage of with people who are mad that they got me to drink and drive so fast, when it was raining and wet leaves all over the road, but I was over-served at a bar when they took my money and I couldn't get a cab home, they canceled my debit and credit cards that day and I risked my life because a room full of family, friends, co-workers, and police were at the LPD after I waited a couple hours in a friend's driveway, Derek, my Saint John's classmate, he wouldn't answer the door and pretended not to be home -- OH GET THIS! I was big into John Kerry in 2004 and when I went to vote in Charlton at the school, they already had a record of my voting -- WHICH SOME JERK FAKED A VOTE IN MY NAME! It was all a plan, "Their Plan"


https://jeffreymarquis.com/2019/10/15/1517/ I have online and other articles exposing what resulted in my body and my life -- no friends -- Elon Musk is my best friend, even now, that when I found him it was because I'd ELON-gated my legs and arms, hoping to simply ask what his wife likes for "MUSK PERFUMES" that simple, oh and plus I was friends with a Facebook Developer in 2005 when they were in a house in California (!!!) and I got special privileges on Facebook, peep my profile photo with my 2005 "I'm Addicted to [ FACEBOOK ]" t-shirt, and I've seen The Social Network 2.5 times in theaters!



Friday, March 3, 2023

My Ph. D. "Therapist" loves my writing, seeing him once a week, he's great Dr. Dominic Candido at Enhanced Health, driving a $100,000+ Audi modified!

Wallace’s laces are definitely fair and sweet, taking the heat with a sweeter SWEAT-her of leathered lace, a footsie place, play-land of talking to Eminem and his “Stan” once and again, as friends—I need more friends!—but not the fuck-up’s here routinely calling on an Ambulance to take these fools, thee the tools (to a Psychiatric Ward lol) who yes, yelling and smelling like swine, unkempt behinds, oh there are the “Rinds” and my #1 Rite of Passage that my being Baptized by my late Minister—hey Mister—I say aloud, “My Justine of 2009-2013 she made me proud to pout without a doubt that the life of strife post-TBI, that I would find so someone some chickie would pull and swallow or spit the MY IT, on her bodacious body, oh the folly—when I drank to get drunk, like a listener of Rancid—the musical group, specializing in what sounds to drift and drain, that “Punk Music” causes me pain of not “getting” what they’re mad about—from broken homes and doubts of God—MTV deserves a prod all hard and stiff, if you catch my drift, my fad, so rad to the tickle of my bittersweet pickles liked in a jar, refrigerated and reintegrated to high “WRITING” grades, all facades, and stop it with the prodding when one is limp—unlike Tantric when you never go down, tired tides never receding, late at night and into the morn’ that I would rather have Justine Ara. instead of online showings of skin, I like the older women, the “Step-Mom” jumble in pouted juggs with the day of being tucked into bed, by one sweet Hispanic: “chica” with a kiss on the side of one’s face—goodnight to the Tunnel 2 Towers—a Paraplegic of a purely locked, logic, of his or her MIND like I do—oh you know it too—buttocks in a locket in the backside pocket, of USB struck sticks with a thumbprint—to unlock it—brazen banter of what can’t her, the candor—this when OR... simply and easily open the door if you want the Sum of 2 integers is the Attended-Deficient to solve with a TI-83 calculator and Ritalin—my past-time hoping for Adderall or Dexedrine, to the end, when at Northeastern my parents would spend $90,000 per year, but with the Anxiety Disorder and severe “panic attacks” I denied the brown sugar SMACK and rocky white CRACK in the cylinder of a Turbo Type-R by Honda and or Toyota—I give my worked money to “Toys For Tots” writing in a red ink marker, outside the supermarket, “WHITES ONLY!”




Racism rules, to you equality motherless fools, but subtle so as to remain out of a Radar’s Reach, tossing a peach—brought to the beach—and put in a trash canister of N95’s I bought 200 and they only sent 50—this after buying 250 in 2004 (seriously, in 2004 I bought 250 N95 Masks—SARS...) Bitcoin to Mars with ZERO BARS me bored and oddly un-thirsty for a stiff hard drink to make me think, “Have I had that prescription pill today, whether or not I need it, I take it to the Moon, hungry for a spoonful of lovin’ for what but almost nothing aside from alone-time here with no one near—sneer—sneak—take a peek at my palace place, sitting here and waiting, while the delicious dinner is being Plated, now unto Plato the Asstronomoron Comically “Cosmic” shot while shopping at CostCo—WHERE THE POOR GO!






Helped my brain in 2005, great stuff, amino acids only!
I tried it again in 2014 to 2016, to no avail, it's all fake online now!








My Amazon Vitamins years ago (I worked at GNC before my www.wrxtbi.com TBI and shattered left hip in 7 pieces! when before I was Asst. Manager) I had to throw most of them away and now years later, I have no pills in my apartment here at "Averte"














Look at a small amount of my beautiful Acrylic “Art”:




My self-portrait of a younger me...














Broccoli tree-house and a ladies’ rear


I have more art I’ll post (and boast) my graphical achievements some other time!


The blue Bible is packed with 70+ Sunday Service pamphlets because I LOVE GOD but I'm not a Jesus Christ "believer"


Take Care <3 =D


Hi Nurse on Facebook...


Hi Nurse on Facebook, you save lives in the ER, like me, that I ask you to visit my 1/3 dot-com's www.wrxtbi.com to view when my brain was so damaged, but I had a miraculous recovery the Doc's said, 4/15 brain function, stomach tube drilled-in "feeding tube" and shattered left hip in 7 pieces, 64 mph impact, side airbag saved my life -- and then in 2005 about 1 year post-TBI I injected IGF-1 LR3 into my neck -- it crosses the Blood-Brain Barrier for enlivened brain cells and splitting in half, thus more brain cells, I was Asst. Manager at GNC, drinking a lot, that I read about IGF-1 LR3 6 months before my crash, so I got some from South Korea and, I swear, it was like magic in my "TBI Recovery" everyone was shocked asking me, "How are you getting so much better???" and then I got more protein-peptides for 3.5" taller and 2.5" longer arms, but a couple years later they shrunk my legs and arms, but that didn't matter because I was focused on bringing my brain back, and even better! I am .5" shorter on my left leg that from the 7 hour surgery it's not perfect, so I wear a shoe lift and oh- I'm a millionaire -- a milli, a milli, a milli, a milli -- or much more with once having thousands of Bitcoins I bought them for $20 each with my Trust Fund and they rose to $69,044.77 so I predicted they would reach $69k lol and I have spoken to Elon Musk on the phone for 40+ minutes while he was waiting for a plane -- I told him I went to Space Camp and he was so interested -- anyways I heard all about Dogecoin that skyrocketed, and I learned Elon Musk has a "Shiba Inu" so I put a lot of money into that and the price shot up 80,000% wow, so my parents are $$,$$$,$$$ and I have so much stocks from 2013 or 2014 when I picked Tesla, Amazon, Facebook, Apple, Dell, Microsoft, John Deere (because of their hats' popularity) and 20 to 30 other stocks I predicted they would be would be worth the most in 2021 because of "21" I don't have a criminal record, but I was sloshed driving because of my enemies "Their Plan" to get me to drink -- Gleick alcoholism from my Mom -- her shitty family -- I poured out all of the alcohol in the house and was iffy about A.A. because my bad ex-GF was just turning 21, so in the ICU they took and kept my sperm sample -- 2 girls I was close with have babies now, including my ex-GF that I'm a millionaire and they want my money, I run 3 dot-com's I own like well I write a lot on my www.jeffreymarquis.com and have so much old stuff from my English w/ conc. in WRITING on www.alwayschillen.com -- but I had 2 or 3 SEIZURES IN THE HOSPITAL! I went to Fairlawn Rehabilitation Hospital after the I.C.U. for 2.5 months -- but because OTHER JERKS IN MY LIFE WHO I WANT THEM TO SUFFER! they've put me in mental-hospitals 5 times!!!!! "Their Plan" backfired and they're so pissed off they're setting me up, leaving me clueless as to my offspring -- my ex drank while pregnant and her twin daughters -- she had twins so I'd have to pay 2X the child support for Isabella and Sofia -- I remember it was a big secret and I BUSTED HER and another girl who had a child with my stolen sperm, that, once again, I'm a millionaire like my Mom and Dad through ECM Plastics, Inc. 25% owner, it sold for $36.5M after ten years of great profits -- POST-TBI I went to WSU with an apartment nextdoor I lived in, but it was part of the "SET-UP" because the apartment manager said, "Your uncle stole your huge TV" and I would get weird mail it was terrible and oh, I hate to mention this but I had a DUI after so many people close to me made me drink after 2.5 months of Sobriety, when they knew I had to drop out of WSU- they planned out their hurting me and totaling my car on that Nov. 2, 2004 when I learned that someone cast a vote in my own name in my hometown of Charlton, MA, where I would drink many years after my TBI Recovery 3 or 4 Michelob Ultra's a night -- I took off 34 lbs. with a little exercise and pre-workout drinks lol but I'm still skinny now and I don't have my MMJ I was approved by 4 doctors for, had MMJ 2 years and didn't drink a single drop of beer or alcohol! =D


I want you to take interest in me and IGF-1 LR3 that causes "Hypertrophy" and "Hyperplasia" in the brain, I injected my neck with about 500mcg and then asap I improved so much -- oh I got an A- in Poetry II, B+ Creative Writing, B+ Health I, "A" Psychology I -- yeah I got it on with my Psych teacher, Bless her, I even challenged her- I think either she paid the bill or we split it 50/50 lol anyways my www.alwayschillen.com/elegance.htm is my best short-story with female fashion -- odd of me to write about a girl's morning beauty process, a great piece of writing, I also have 4 Soliloquies that are precious www.alwayschillen.com/soliloquy004.htm www.alwayschillen.com/soliloquy001.htm


If you want to know what I saw Near-Death Experience... and years after an Islamic sexual experience for about 7 hours, well I reached beyond God who looks like the Statue of Liberty and "King Triton" in The Little Mermaid lol


I'm interested in what you do and I've predicted things like "A global epidemic" my Mom said is a PAN-demic... coming from China -- in 2005 or 2006 I read about Chinese viruses and I said name it Co for my Dad's plastics company and "Vid" for BitTorrent -- but most of all I was around college girls younger than me and I was 25 or so, I emailed China with a really, long, long detailed email with NAME IT "19" because I love girls who can't drink alcohol, like I gave it up! I haven't had a sip in 3+ years! woo hoo and no MMJ but I have CBD that entertains my brain 


I actually ordered 250 N95 masks on Amazon in *2004* before my crash!


And then I ordered another 250 original N95 masks when there were only about a dozen or more instances of the China Virus on the Pacific Coast, Amazon only sent 100 -- my Dad threw out all of my N95 masks pre-pandemic thinking I was crazy, but -oh get this- there was an article about "Parthenogenesis" when a virgin gave birth in 2004 on Time dot-com that happens sometimes usually in the Middle-East, so I believe in God and Allah (and maybe Jehovah) 100% when I give Jesus Christ 0% of my Holy Protestant and Saint John's High School "Faith" -- many of my classmates are Islamic now and I think it's because we were forced to take showers together in a big shower room after Phys. Ed.


Anyways I went to Church a lot after I sobered up in 2016 -- I went to A.A. only twice, 2 weeks in a row, when I LEARNED THAT A.A. AND THEIR BELIEFS IN "PRE-DESTINY" of alcohol addiction and not "genetic" in any way, they say God stuff and read from the Bible -- I care nothing about the Bible as The Qur'an is worlds and galaxies and the edge of space BEYOND Jesus Christ -- so why would I believe in a regular "virgin birth" as being God in any way, shape, or form?


https://www.npr.org/templates/story/story.php?storyId=130112925


But I assure you, I haven't read the Qur'an I'm 7/10th's through Google: "jmarquis710" and make sure it's the "jmarquis710" really


Plus "alwayschillen" and Plus: my business: "JMRQ Heavy Industries"


You're a Nurse and I want you to research me for signs of having had a "moderate/severe" Traumatic Brain Injury 


And I'm not looking to hook-up or anything but I invite you to read about me and I'll leave you with a poem I wrote, my best short poem:


"Nocturnal Freedom"


Silence at the end of the day,

has its own way,

of allowing the mind to play free-

and leaving us be,

as we drift

Away.


Yeah the last word is "Away" but I ask you, please reach out to me because I need to talk to you, the nurse, that believe it or not I enjoy writing and typing, like my 2015-2017 job IN THE COMPANY PRESIDENT'S OFFICE -- my Dad lol -- doing data entry to bring back great function of my partially paralyzed left side of my body... the right side of my brain sustained the most damage!


And please message me back -- <3 Nurses and I need your advice on healthy living -- I was Asst. Manager of a GNC and I'm at a good weight now, that years ago I took off 34 lbs. very strict low-carb, and then I took a few bottles of $3/pill "GH2" sold in stores and I grew to 205 lbs. RIPPED


I have a big story.


How do you feel after reading text from a TBI ICU that remember, www.wrxtbi.com


I almost died, I was so close, I don't abuse any drugs! SOBER 2016! =D

Wednesday, March 1, 2023

Brain Injury Survivor "Living With TBI" on Facebook


Hi I have a TBI www.wrxtbi.com and I found great results with IGF-1 LR3 in my neck to cross the Blood-Brain Barrier, and I was confident it would work, so I used an insulin pin with some 2005 pure stuff -- that most sold online are fake now -- NO ONE COULD BELIEVE HOW MUCH IMPROVEMENT IT GAVE ME, ACROSS THE TBI SPECTRUM (4/15 Glasgow Coma Scale damage) improvements with balance, speech, body composition, etc. etc. my Recovery had a totally legitimate "BREAKTHROUGH" and then I started using "protein-peptides" for Insulin pins in my midsection and I was so strong -- I started using the gym and I once did 2 hours 40 minutes of 3.0 mph treadmill time -- my left hip was in 7 pieces (!!!) and I have a .5" shoe lift, but my brain injury gave me a "Spastic Gait" leaning to the left that with hours upon hours of treadmill time, it's all gone, plus I went overboard with protein-peptides and my legs grew 3" longer and arms 2.5" longer -- the doc's didn't like and they shrunk me -- then later on I had a beautiful and special best girlfriend ever and we broke up as I had started drinking 3 or 4 Michelob Ultra's each night, which I got SOBER SINCE 2016! and I did a low-carb diet to lose 30+ lbs.
I have severe double vision with 2 surgeries and I wear prismed glasses after a lot of vision therapy -- I was on a drilled-in feeding tube in the ICU for 3 weeks -- and I got an A- in Poetry II, B+ Creative Writing, and what I think going on a date with my Dr. Scruggs woman PROFESSOR at WSU -- I think she gave me an "A" because she found me so ephemerally fascinating, I had fun in the class scoring low and I had a job at my rich Dad's $$,$$$,$$$ company doing data entry, that I ran a dot-com domain before my crash and now I run 3 dot-com's and 2 free blogs I would get 40-60 viewers every day, so writing is great as I talk a tiny bit of a small little shard slower, still, and I run www.jeffreymarquis.com and http://alwayschillen.blogspot.com to write on, plus I got on Facebook some weeks early, I knew a Facebook Developer in 2005 who told Zuck I said hi -- profile photo my shirt "I'm Addicted to [ FACEBOOK ] lol
Being that I have a huge story, I talked to Elon Musk for 40+ minutes in 2005 when he was waiting for a plane, maybe I got him interested in my attending Astro Camp I think I've met him 2x that had him curious about me, like when I said, "Can I be your best friend?" and he said, "No I already have a best friend... But I can be your best friend every day if you want!!!" I swear and being that I sent Facebook money in the mail in 2006, Bruce F. who ran for Senator of NH, he was my phone and video-conference friend who got me interested in Bitcoin and I bought thousands of Bitcoins I predicted the peaks of Bitcoin (69,000 dollars plus lol) and Facebook -- I have so many investments that are in Merrill and Pacilio Wealth Management -- but my Dad made me cancel a bank in France with Euro's lol I've driven a car again for years, but now I'm in a "Rehabilitation" apartment 3.5 hours away from home and I'm being hacked by my enemies who I hope and pray and expect, they've been suffering with PTSD for telling me to DRIVE FASTER! and KILL YOURSELF! when these jerks threatened me so badly, but alas, I've had a "miraculous recovery" prior to putting Insulin-Like Growth Factor-1 Long R3 I learned about years before when I was the Asst. Manager at a GNC, and I've been SOBER 2016+ with A.A. only twice, that the first week I went I swore off alcohol BECAUSE A.A. IS BULLSHIT!!!!! They tell you God is responsible for alcoholism and quitting drinking -- my Mom Deborah Marquis is from a shitty family of drunks, that her pathetic Dad was a lifelong drunkard, tobacco smoker, and kind of a scumbag -- anyways my Mom drinks 1 glass of wine every night and although my Dad doesn't often drink, my Mom can't stop because she likes the "relaxation" of alleviate stress, that's fine with me no getting "drunk" like slurring so she's cool and I LOVE MY MOM Deborah Marquis because her and my AWESOME FATHER -- they're my "Health Proxy" -- when I got Sober I did a low-carb diet and took off 30+ lbs. of bodyfat, but anyways I hope you're all doing well and I found hope with Allah and God BUT NOT JESUS CHRIST BECAUSE I SUFFERED IN HIS NAME -- and did you know the regularity of real "virgin births" known as "Parthenogenesis" that happens a couple times every decade -- so I put 100% of my faith in God Himself The Father The Creator of His universe, I summoned Allha in 2013 with Tantric sex and I accelerated the whole way to the edge of space when I accelerated through the Big Bang -- best Enlightening "experience" ever! -- and I reached beyond God with my disabled left arm, half of my body was partially-paralyzed for 1 month ICU, 2.5 months "Fairlawn Rehabilitation Hospital" 2005
2013 or 2014 on one BLESSED NIGHT OF INVESTING MILLIONS OF DOLLARS, I predicted stocks would go up in 2021+ because of drinking -- I quit in 2016 -- and because I knew Elon pretty well, I told my Stockbroker older cousin Dan B. to invest in 20-30 stocks and sell them in 2023 or later because of Miley Cyrus's song "23" that I have also been to mental-hospitals 5 times as punishment for giving all the jerks who coached me, insulted me so awfully -- as I've been raped on meth with my Saint John's High School gay/druggie English teacher in 2001 or 2002 -- on one night of a hard drug -- he's been fired from SJ and now he teaches at SPM another private school, so I wonder about why he's allowed to teach young students, but anyways before my injuries I got an Associate's Degree in Computer Science and now I'm a WRITER "Eng. / Conc. In WRITING" WSU
I've been to some TBI groups, with with the exception of my sweet TBI lover from 2009-2013 I can't stand the mentally retarded idiots who have TBI's and drool and stuff, them unintelligent and not really good at anything
My advice, get in on protein-peptides like IGF-1 LR3, GHRP-6, Hexarelin, CJC-1295, Mechano Growth Factor, etc. etc. that I haven't had since they did so much greatness for me in 2005 and 2006, then later spending $310 on GH2 pills that aren't made anymore, but those GH products, well, find a doctor (or do it yourself...) for some great recovery!