Jess

Here's a woman I'm proud to have been with in so many ways -- VERY PROUD & HONORED !!!

She's one of the hottest girls I've been together with... I loved it 💦

We were together for three weeks, and we involved two other pretty females we were with, for more pleasure and to practice free love !!!

MY BRAIN IS FUCKED (bad injury) !!!

HEY, ATTENTION YOU PIECE-OF-SHIT FUCKS ("The Group") WHO CAME UP WITH THE COMPLEX "*PLAN*" WITH THE COPS, FOR MY TRAUMATIC BRAIN DAMAGE FIFTEEN YEARS AGO, AND I MADE YOU CRY !!!

I WANT YOU TO SUSTAIN A BRAIN-INJURY LIKE MINE !!!

Andy, Dan, Allyson, Alex, Sue -- SUFFER !!

Not my Dad though, he's my "Savior" -- he had good intentions... but little did he know Andy Gleick told me evil, horrible things that I hate him for, and Cousin Dan did too, like this -- Think: The opposite of 'saving' someone... They were trying to get me to kill myself, simply that... Derek didn't save me, no one warned me of anything with voting or the police... Everyone was joking about "DRIVE FASTER THE COPS ARE RIGHT BEHIND YOU !!!" when they were passing around Allyson's phone and I started to drive faster !!!

They were laughing at me !!! 


I want to come back to Massachusetts because I hate this fucking "Disabled" -HOME- IN VERMONT that I've been stuck in since May or earlier with no car... and I hate it because the people here are unknowingly setting me up with crimes as per the fucks who caused my 64 MPH Subaru WRX crash-- the people I do know, they switch my meds and shit like STEALING FROM ME... My parents are doing shit to my money and they're setting me up with shit at home too, where my car is...

I FUCKING HATE THIS AND FUCK YOU !!!


I've been PRAYING FOR NUKES so maybe I could go back to a Tantric Heaven in Space = Just "the universe" at a million billion trillion "light-years per millisecond" like with my ex-girlfriend... it lasted all night, even when the sun came up !!!

GOD IS THE GREATEST !!!

I met Him, but He is just an illusion in space, like a bobble-head, The Statue of Liberty, illuminated, and just His face with a white beard and mustache shining bright... He was silent and He was a hologram... an "Illusion"... just an "Illusion"... I floated around Him (zero-gravity) and he was just like an angular cartoon staying still -- was He alive ???

Maybe.

I'd experienced Allah (the acceleration and, oh the velocity) so I'm arguably Islamic. I told my Minister and he said he'd keep me in his prayers. =)

I'm reading The Qur'an and I'm one quarter of the way to the end

My first soliloquy out of four entertaining reads!

http://alwayschillen.com/soliloquy001.htm

This was a big hit in class, after my Subaru WRX car wreck, and I learned how to write... Thank you Dr. Gibbs of Worcester State University !!! my first of FOUR soliloquies -- check out the rest on www.WRXTBI.com

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My Mom reported me to Facebook over some of this "I'M BEING SET-UP" bullshit with the fucks who caused my WRX T(raumatic) B(rain) I(njury) in 2004 and I've figured out what happened, but I didn't fuck Julia the infant !!! I may have fucked Dan Besse when I was in 2nd grade and he was in 3rd grade, which I now remember, but I DID NOT FUCK JULIA THE BABY !!!

FUCK MY MOM'S SIDE OF THE FAMILY

I hate this shit that some fuck changed my password on a $3500 MacBook Pro, and my parents know all this shit that the cops and my relatives are doing !!!

On November 2nd, 2004- the date of my Traumatic Brain Injury and WRX wreck, who caused me to drink and speed and go crazy ???

1. Andy Gleick -- my Uncle who I talked to the morning of my crash when he told me the most hateful shit and telling me he was going to ruin my life because I kicked him off an online bulletin-board he was spying on me -- I was a Moderator and he was a stupid idiot user.... He bought a Desert Eagle .50 big gun that he threatened me and shit, loosely- until he brought it to my house and I was scared that HE MOVED A COUPLE MILES FROM MY HOUSE WHEN I GOT OUT OF THE REHAB HOSPITAL, so I'd have to drive by his house when I went to Church or had to go to the center of town - Charlton MA where I've never committed a crime

2. Allyson (Drucker) Hodgkins -- my girlfriend of almost a year, who's hiding a child from me ((( my-sperm was stolen in the hospital ))) she's a drinker and her kids have F.A.S. -- my Uncle bought her cellphone away from her, and then someone claiming to have the SAME NAME uses it now... FUCKING EX with alcohol problems and twins with bad Bowed ears

3. Alex Kozlov -- a faggot who accepted gay sex and hard drugs, really BIG steroid kid, sedatives and meth, tons of drugs but marijuana or alcohol -- he'd pick mushrooms in the woods and he had GHB the date rape drug he'd get high on, date raping HIMSELF lol with Adderall and Ritalin from Mexico

4. Sue Rezuke -- my GNC boss who did steroids, and she had a daughter A. who gave me oral-sex twice -- I liked that a lot -- she was a decent boss and I was a great employee -- it's why I got promoted

5. Dan Besse -- he's my premature, short, losing his hair, OLDER COUSIN WHO WENT TO SAINT JOHN'S TOO, and did steroids that effected his system and maybe his kids are dumb because he got muscular with abs... he was on Andy's side and he gave me threats the night before my Craniocerebral Trauma !!! and he may have been in Leicester with a BMW on Nov. 2, 2004 the date of my crash

I'm figuring out things of what they did -- everyone has treated me funny, and they hacked my laptops, they know all my online passwords, and they do shit to my Facebook and my connections, as well as hacking my email !!!

My parents are my "Health Proxies" and I FUCKING HATE THAT !!! I'M 37 YEARS OLD !!!

I'm not gay, but I had a "dry orgasm" with an older relative !!!

I've been with a couple-few girls since Justine my sweet girlfriend from 2010 through 2013 when she cheated (and we broke up), and I can count these girls since her, all with my five fingers on one hand... which I am not making this up- they're all real legal girls and I impressed each one of them -- the hottest one, Laura -- bought me a whole meal to take home from a certain restaurant as payment for my appeal and favorable features, a $20+ entree to-go -- it was safe sex with a MAGNUM I need, or a Durex (they run big and it was still a tight fit, that I learned from another girl...) w00t !!@#$% ... And I'm proud alcohol and/or drugs were not involved with a single one of them -- I was in actual love with most of them !!! the others, them, just "lust"... and yes they were FEMALES I checked... NO GAY SHIT, I'm not a faggot !!! I hold these girls close to my heart... But thus far in Vermont I have had no sex... Oh, and I've never gotten an "escort" I'm very proud of !!!

I need to leave this fucking "Averte" Merry Meadows where the stupid shitheads here most likely wouldn't allow me to bring a pretty girl into my condo (ms...) speaking of which someone stole my nearly-full box of MAGNUMS that I had here -- the larger ones that are wider and longer than average -- I'm no "average"-guy where it counts... 

I've never done steroids which make your parts shrink, just ask little Dan Besse who was also born premature... so that's even worse !!! =P -- I hope your Turbo Audi makes you feel bigger and taller... BOOOO !!! *wink* Remember, you locked me out of your bathroom because you're just jealous of me where it counts !!!

I learned how to drive drunk from him when he drove a friend of ours and I to downtown Worcester... He was 16 or 17 at the time... and he finished a bottle of wine with his plain wife when I visited him once, then he drove home across town slow...

A group of a dozen or so people in my life came up with a motherfucking "PLAN" to have me drink and drive in 2004 ((( I had quit drinking for over a couple MONTHS until that day when they made my life difficult ))) November 2nd, 2004 when I got my severe TRAUMATIC BRAIN INJURY, having gone to a bar after withdrawing from Calculus I at Woo State and getting drunk there -- they called up every single bar in the area and told the bartenders to give me free drinks -- fucking my bad bald uncle Andy did that and my parents didn't know he was up to shit, hoping I'd get in a police-chase and crash and die or go to jail -- I have a BAD TRAUMATIC BRAIN INJURY BECAUSE OF ALLYSON AND MY DAD HAVING AN IDEA TO GET ME TO QUIT DRINKING -- which I have done for 3-4 years now on my own -- but they "CAUSED" my Traumatic Fucking Brain Injury, and they made a big mistake getting some fucking lowlife relatives involved, like Dan who influenced my partying with alcohol-parties every weekend while I was in high school, Saint John's, a private Catholic High School 40 minutes away from my home in Charlton

My parents are responsible for allowing Andy Gleick to make me drink a suicidal amount of alcohol and feel like shit because I couldn't pass Calculus

I hate all the fucks who were waiting at the Leicester Police station, for me to be arrested and Allyson my beautiful girlfriend who stole my sperm and had a kid with it, she's hiding from me, she's married now, and she also had twins who are Fetal Alcohol Syndrome with Dumbo ears, after a first-born, I believe, with my-sperm that a nurse under Sheldon Benjamin stole from me- because everyone wanted Allyson to have MY CHILD and then keep it under wraps until later in life when she won't do anything to me, I'm too Holy...

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I've been sexually abused by a teacher who's been fired from Saint John's High School in Shrewsbury -- I was class of 2000 -- and I'm not gay -- I was molested by a bad gay man, one night at his mom's house in Worcester... He didn't have any condoms, just like Saint John's didn't avail protection for any of the students-- not even seniors, and when I was a Junior I lost my V-status to Jackie L. who lived next to my older cousin, Dan Besse, who fucked with me the morning of my WRX TBI over the phone, with the intention to make me suicidal and shit -- I hate my-enemies who caused my Disability !!!!!!!


FUCK THE PEOPLE WHO EDIT MY POSTS !!!