Nick picked on Cole shuttup Cole 

I remember this part of the dream that's illuminating me at home in my car wreck on the side of the road with me laying out oh say ya know just kicken' it at home that was my inspiration for chillen

With pockets in my jeans in my pants to keep you reading exploring what I saw in SPACE yes THE UNIVERSE I visited and met up with God at the edge and it was just his icy blue face with a beard He was pushing against something like oh fuck make it quick sorry Google and satellites computers switches electronics ringin' a beat but I'm not beat like you your fucking meat is going to be like an egg in an eggshell holding a chicken yolk I poke !! But I’m just having fun with my THIS IS WHERE I WANT TO BE AND SAVE ME the girl in Mono Mind sings on Hits 1 on Sirius that’s all we’re talking about we’re just here and I enclave I don’t want to delete but I won’t acknowledge it enclave with Lance Are you ready for this shit ??? HO Honing out at Home 🏠 take me home to where I was in the universe before my accident when they imprinted me with a plan for me to take care of myself and not do anything illegal or dangerous no drugs nothing I inject I weigh 185 lbs up from 153 lbs my low in the hospital  but anyways ::: satellites in space analyzing what I put on my keyboard with MEMO's people MEMO's NOT MOMO AND NOT MONO Google: my Instagram has a phooey photo of a tombstone I saw next to where my Grandmother Sophie Marquis is buried in Grafton where I’m not going to bring up a certain business that has been  ` ` ` so sweet and succinct as I feel my parents or The Vitamin Shoppe puts drugs in my pills

throw it up in the air and it’ll come back down with gravity

So throw your hands in the air for God who likes that when I acknowledge what I'm living for

not why I lived

but He is what I'm living for

*NOW*

taser someone at Days End the bar in Oxford if they're rowdy roughing up the girls there bothering them and '''never letting them get away''' while I SHOUT shush- be quiet, be a quitter of being the other way lol u gno? It brings it up and what do I have to say but don’t let it be a thing- make it be like it never existed- cover it up- I was not with a Saint John’s teacher in 2001/2002 after I came home from the North Eastern in Tantasqua eh, much mucho limbo getting PAID dolls bill as coming annunciated and announced announcing it doesn’t slow me down and ‘’’you better not CHOKE’’’ by Chuck Palahnuik quick Google get me the key to the streets in quotes from this song where I exceed to excel in this one song where Britney says boys drive her quote-unquote uh crazy and she can’t sleep. that’s all I got on the first run-a-round like the GroundxxxRound in XXX whoa lo and behold I’ve broken free of all sensors in the sensory universe surprising my me:

still intellectual intellect with intelligent intelligence

Now onto the wrap-up but this time without a noose, gosh I’m sorry everyone that Brandon Hom died but he was into opiates that he rarely did in Senior Year with his Dad’s Corvette he’d take in when he didn’t take his new Mustang Cobra in and I didn’t do drugs at SJ so I wasn’t knowing anything about what he took in

I didn’t drive drunk in high school

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He’s just lucky he went to Saint John’s that saved him and I’m sure he was nice before he drank and smoked but not with Erik Carlson or Taylor his roommate ???

And here’s where I trick the computers by saying :::

MISTER DEEDY GOOD STRAIGHT MAN CHRISTIAN SAINT JOHN’S B+ student that’s where I trail off bragging about having three years of English with him and half a year of theater WHO’S SHE WITH ??? TAKE ME TO HER NOW

I’m not gonna *spark* play with this fantasy where he has to send gorgeous Saint John’s MOTHERS with children who are in school there and SJ would try to arrange dates for me to give these beautiful mothers. yessiree, I want to have sex with all of these new SJ MOMZIE’S A MUM-SIE !!!!!!! A MOM-BIE LIKE A ZOMBIE

OH ME?

I WANT TO BE IN 8 EAST AGAIN WITH JESSICA TOCCI AND CARINA RICCIARDI THE MOST

AND I WANT TO BE SOMEWHERE TITE WITH MY EX

But Jessica hasn't responded as I could have resolved our time together with a wedding-ring holding a diamond that I would give to Justine Aragona my LOVE my girlfriend of almost 3 years but she cheated on me so I was a little offended but you won't be by my current living where this is happening mostly to people in Heaven but it's like wham and I'm affected by my spirits being lifted with Justine Aragona who I want to be with again but the next line can stay there and if you don’t get it off of there I will be blissful 

Hey you pieces of shit who fucked with me causing my WRX Traumatic Brain Injury you lowlife fucks who I will be blissful for the Second Coming that came true for me, I came twice and it felt unbelievably uber unbelievable Matrixxx unfolding before me as I want to experience more of the Second Coming with Justine Aragona or Jessica Tocci or Carina Ricciardi 

11:24:   so sorry

11:25:   like a speed limit with a bullet but fuck this there must be a more tangible Tan of cancerous skin

11:26:   Ta Ta ‘ s on Linda

TrevorLane at Saint John’s was a smart and intelligent student usually I don’t say smart ‘’’and’’’ intelligent but I did there and here’s where Eric Carlson paid my bill he was laid back and that’s when I SEE WHAT YOU FUCKS ARE DOING HOLY SHIT GET ME JESSICA TOCCI AND CARINA RICCIARDI AFTER I REUNITE WITH MY EX LOVER JUSTINE ARAGON

Hmmm

How did that happen ???

Polygons and Aragon’s

Whereheretherein I do and I do it to only you who is do I said first then I was like oh duh : due : I was saying a woman is due on her balance on her here there checkbook I DON’T KNOW maybe her phantom balance I excellent lee play with Nickelodeon mysteriously being banned with Comedy Central I’m taking my time

Are you ready for it ???

Ask Taylor Swift — she has a song about it — its called Ready For It ???

That’s what it’s called and wham FUCKING *BAM MARGERA* as the symphony begins and I know you see no one has to know when I dazzle your screen with text that sit there and I have never had a vlog 

Video Log

Justine Aragona, *laugh* that’s her name and you know how I get down — she earned her stripes with me and I loved Justine so much and I wouldn’t let it impact our relationship with these BRAD PITT SCREAMS WHOA !!!!!!!

God get me together with Jessica Tocci and Carina Ricciardi before they slash their wrists !!!!!!!

THEY WERE IN A MENTAL-HOSPITAL WITH ME AND THEY DIDN’T FEEL SANE

WE WERE QUOTE-UNQUOTE ‘’’ON MEDZ’’’  

Now ENDURE SOMETHING IF YOU WANT TO BUT I DON’T WANT TO ENDURE ANYTHING LIKE CHRIS ROCK SAYS ALOUD WHEN TALKING ABOUT THE ARMY: “I ain’t Fighting”

And I’m pecking away for a new force in my life, where I don’t have any ulterior motives I am the motivation for all to read like Jim Chase my Minister who’s going to protect me as I don’t suffer living at home with my Mom and Dad who now know about Mr. Deedy at SJ who didn’t make it happen for me and he was urging me to snort more of a drug I wasn’t prescribed to and he wasn’t either, that teacher, he was a teacher at a Saint John’s PRIVATES HE TOUGH BE TOUGH ON DEEDY WHO DID THINGS TO ALEX and Mr. Deedy cry’s to me what about us ???

And I’m like whatever man thanks for the good grades but you shouldn’t have gotten me drugs

And raped Alex

As I SUDDENLY FEEL LIKE I’M SHRINKING BECAUSE MY EYE SHIFTED HOW’S THAT GUY I NEVER TALKED TO

Julia has issues on the radio, she has issues but I can’t help her issues

Like of a stack of porno at Dan’s house

Get It Up 

get it upper with uppers and minus those downers

So it’s a double-negative that makes it positive because I don’t have to die

And here’s where I tell you why:  because an antiestablishment rag poisoned my priorities and I want to I don’t want to die

I just wanna live without these things Jeff Cole was from Spencer and he was in my class like Samantha ‘’’Manny’’’ and ‘’’Mannie’’’ who I wanted as a girlfriend or just a friend who’d like my place at Chandler Gardens and with my car having a good sound-system I didn’t crash systems-

Do you realize how fast computers work in space ???