"THIS IS THE END"

 https://www.google.com/books/edition/Hours_of_Pleasure/eJUZAAAAYAAJ?hl=en&gbpv=1&printsec=frontcover I love my Justine Aragona who converted me to Islam but I BELIEVE: GOD > ALLAH

See you in the next life

 Nick picked on Cole shuttup Cole 

I remember this part of the dream that's illuminating me at home in my car wreck on the side of the road with me laying out oh say ya know just kicken' it at home that was my inspiration for chillen

With pockets in my jeans in my pants to keep you reading exploring what I saw in SPACE yes THE UNIVERSE I visited and met up with God at the edge and it was just his icy blue face with a beard He was pushing against something like oh fuck make it quick sorry Google and satellites computers switches electronics ringin' a beat but I'm not beat like you your fucking meat is going to be like an egg in an eggshell holding a chicken yolk I poke !! But I’m just having fun with my THIS IS WHERE I WANT TO BE AND SAVE ME the girl in Mono Mind sings on Hits 1 on Sirius that’s all we’re talking about we’re just here and I enclave I don’t want to delete but I won’t acknowledge it enclave with Lance Are you ready for this shit ??? HO Honing out at Home 🏠 take me home to where I was in the universe before my accident when they imprinted me with a plan for me to take care of myself and not do anything illegal or dangerous no drugs nothing I inject I weigh 185 lbs up from 153 lbs my low in the hospital  but anyways ::: satellites in space analyzing what I put on my keyboard with MEMO's people MEMO's NOT MOMO AND NOT MONO Google: my Instagram has a phooey photo of a tombstone I saw next to where my Grandmother Sophie Marquis is buried in Grafton where I’m not going to bring up a certain business that has been  ` ` ` so sweet and succinct as I feel my parents or The Vitamin Shoppe puts drugs in my pills

throw it up in the air and it’ll come back down with gravity

So throw your hands in the air for God who likes that when I acknowledge what I'm living for

not why I lived

but He is what I'm living for

*NOW*

taser someone at Days End the bar in Oxford if they're rowdy roughing up the girls there bothering them and '''never letting them get away''' while I SHOUT shush- be quiet, be a quitter of being the other way lol u gno? It brings it up and what do I have to say but don’t let it be a thing- make it be like it never existed- cover it up- I was not with a Saint John’s teacher in 2001/2002 after I came home from the North Eastern in Tantasqua eh, much mucho limbo getting PAID dolls bill as coming annunciated and announced announcing it doesn’t slow me down and ‘’’you better not CHOKE’’’ by Chuck Palahnuik quick Google get me the key to the streets in quotes from this song where I exceed to excel in this one song where Britney says boys drive her quote-unquote uh crazy and she can’t sleep. that’s all I got on the first run-a-round like the GroundxxxRound in XXX whoa lo and behold I’ve broken free of all sensors in the sensory universe surprising my me:

still intellectual intellect with intelligent intelligence

Now onto the wrap-up but this time without a noose, gosh I’m sorry everyone that Brandon Hom died but he was into opiates that he rarely did in Senior Year with his Dad’s Corvette he’d take in when he didn’t take his new Mustang Cobra in and I didn’t do drugs at SJ so I wasn’t knowing anything about what he took in

I didn’t drive drunk in high school

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He’s just lucky he went to Saint John’s that saved him and I’m sure he was nice before he drank and smoked but not with Erik Carlson or Taylor his roommate ???

And here’s where I trick the computers by saying :::

MISTER DEEDY GOOD STRAIGHT MAN CHRISTIAN SAINT JOHN’S B+ student that’s where I trail off bragging about having three years of English with him and half a year of theater WHO’S SHE WITH ??? TAKE ME TO HER NOW

I’m not gonna *spark* play with this fantasy where he has to send gorgeous Saint John’s MOTHERS with children who are in school there and SJ would try to arrange dates for me to give these beautiful mothers. yessiree, I want to have sex with all of these new SJ MOMZIE’S A MUM-SIE !!!!!!! A MOM-BIE LIKE A ZOMBIE

OH ME?

I WANT TO BE IN 8 EAST AGAIN WITH JESSICA TOCCI AND CARINA RICCIARDI THE MOST

AND I WANT TO BE SOMEWHERE TITE WITH MY EX

But Jessica hasn't responded as I could have resolved our time together with a wedding-ring holding a diamond that I would give to Justine Aragona my LOVE my girlfriend of almost 3 years but she cheated on me so I was a little offended but you won't be by my current living where this is happening mostly to people in Heaven but it's like wham and I'm affected by my spirits being lifted with Justine Aragona who I want to be with again but the next line can stay there and if you don’t get it off of there I will be blissful 

Hey you pieces of shit who fucked with me causing my WRX Traumatic Brain Injury you lowlife fucks who I will be blissful for the Second Coming that came true for me, I came twice and it felt unbelievably uber unbelievable Matrixxx unfolding before me as I want to experience more of the Second Coming with Justine Aragona or Jessica Tocci or Carina Ricciardi 

11:24:   so sorry

11:25:   like a speed limit with a bullet but fuck this there must be a more tangible Tan of cancerous skin

11:26:   Ta Ta ‘ s on Linda

TrevorLane at Saint John’s was a smart and intelligent student usually I don’t say smart ‘’’and’’’ intelligent but I did there and here’s where Eric Carlson paid my bill he was laid back and that’s when I SEE WHAT YOU FUCKS ARE DOING HOLY SHIT GET ME JESSICA TOCCI AND CARINA RICCIARDI AFTER I REUNITE WITH MY EX LOVER JUSTINE ARAGON

Hmmm

How did that happen ???

Polygons and Aragon’s

Whereheretherein I do and I do it to only you who is do I said first then I was like oh duh : due : I was saying a woman is due on her balance on her here there checkbook I DON’T KNOW maybe her phantom balance I excellent lee play with Nickelodeon mysteriously being banned with Comedy Central I’m taking my time

Are you ready for it ???

Ask Taylor Swift — she has a song about it — its called Ready For It ???

That’s what it’s called and wham FUCKING *BAM MARGERA* as the symphony begins and I know you see no one has to know when I dazzle your screen with text that sit there and I have never had a vlog 

Video Log

Justine Aragona, *laugh* that’s her name and you know how I get down — she earned her stripes with me and I loved Justine so much and I wouldn’t let it impact our relationship with these BRAD PITT SCREAMS WHOA !!!!!!!

God get me together with Jessica Tocci and Carina Ricciardi before they slash their wrists !!!!!!!

THEY WERE IN A MENTAL-HOSPITAL WITH ME AND THEY DIDN’T FEEL SANE

WE WERE QUOTE-UNQUOTE ‘’’ON MEDZ’’’  

Now ENDURE SOMETHING IF YOU WANT TO BUT I DON’T WANT TO ENDURE ANYTHING LIKE CHRIS ROCK SAYS ALOUD WHEN TALKING ABOUT THE ARMY: “I ain’t Fighting”

And I’m pecking away for a new force in my life, where I don’t have any ulterior motives I am the motivation for all to read like Jim Chase my Minister who’s going to protect me as I don’t suffer living at home with my Mom and Dad who now know about Mr. Deedy at SJ who didn’t make it happen for me and he was urging me to snort more of a drug I wasn’t prescribed to and he wasn’t either, that teacher, he was a teacher at a Saint John’s PRIVATES HE TOUGH BE TOUGH ON DEEDY WHO DID THINGS TO ALEX and Mr. Deedy cry’s to me what about us ???

And I’m like whatever man thanks for the good grades but you shouldn’t have gotten me drugs

And raped Alex

As I SUDDENLY FEEL LIKE I’M SHRINKING BECAUSE MY EYE SHIFTED HOW’S THAT GUY I NEVER TALKED TO

Julia has issues on the radio, she has issues but I can’t help her issues

Like of a stack of porno at Dan’s house

Get It Up 

get it upper with uppers and minus those downers

So it’s a double-negative that makes it positive because I don’t have to die

And here’s where I tell you why:  because an antiestablishment rag poisoned my priorities and I want to I don’t want to die

I just wanna live without these things Jeff Cole was from Spencer and he was in my class like Samantha ‘’’Manny’’’ and ‘’’Mannie’’’ who I wanted as a girlfriend or just a friend who’d like my place at Chandler Gardens and with my car having a good sound-system I didn’t crash systems-

Do you realize how fast computers work in space ???

I DON'T WANT TO GET CAUGHT

A male relative of mine who caused my TraumatIc Brain Injury hasn't fucked with me because he doesn't think it's smart to associate with me after moving so close to me WHICH HE FUCKING DID JUST TO PISS ME OFF AFTER I GOT HOME FROM 3.5 MONTHS IN THE HOSPITAL but why would he do this to me ??? Because he's responsible for my TBI !!!!!!! so I HATE HIM !!!!!!! =X

Andy tried to show me Hell, but he failed and I hate him for RUINING MY LIFE as I’m left with 4/15 functionality of my brain

All of these fucking assholes got on the road with me and raced me minutes before I crashed

They caused my permanent-Disability

Do you know how important the brain is ??? 

My-enemies are scared that I saw Hell one day at Geneva street, and they fear that I'm hating Dan because he SHOWED me Hell in CT too where my-enemies have moved to another state because they're scared how I remembered that I was being CHASED by my-enemies on Henshaw street in 2004 having their cars racing me when they knew I was drunk, and I know that Hell is real -- It was like a threat from God that day He said this will only be temporary and maybe it had to do with Derek's cancer, so I suffered for him

It was in 2006 when I lived with Derek and Brian and I would describe it as being really uncomfortable and someone playing white-noise like static in your Soul

It wasn't my brain acting funny, but I could feel my Soul suffer for Derek or my parents or something

I have no idea what Heaven is like but I saw the Universe for about 20 minutes with Justine when I came twice -- I don't know if I'll ever see that again but

I think they play remixes of Girl Talk and the newest 0-day stuff that evolve over time in heaven with visuals and Space and stuff

I was in heaven with Justine three times seeing hallucinations

Then Jessica and Carina in the hospital I went to as a punishment for making people worry when I almost died- all the people who made me crash are making me suffer but do I give a fuck ??? NO I'M WAITING FOR SOMETHING REALLY-BAD TO HAPPEN not to me but to my-enemies who have ruined my life when they raced me on Henshaw street in 2004-when I got my permanent-Disability that has caused everyone I know except for Aunt Donna and Dana plus my parents who've stayed with me

I had two and a 1/2 years of love with Justine Aragona

Who caused my crash ???

Who called me on the phone to fuck with me ???

Who ruined my educational career by making me think computers should be for porn and video games ???

4:20 AM hi Dana

I AM HAVING A VERY BAD REACTION FROM TOO MANY ANTI-PSYCHOTICS and it's an emergency - I want to see my doctors at UMass because MY FUCKING PARENTS DOUBLED MY DOSE AND SHIT

A male relative of mine who caused my TraumatIc Brain Injury hasn't fucked with me because he doesn't think it's smart to associate with me after moving so close to me WHICH HE FUCKING DID JUST TO PISS ME OFF AFTER I GOT HOME FROM 3.5 MONTHS IN THE HOSPITAL but why would he do this to me ??? Because he's responsible for my TBI !!!!!!! so I HATE HIM !!!!!!! =X

Andy tried to show me Hell, but he failed and I hate him for RUINING MY LIFE as I’m left with 4/15 functionality of my brain

All of these fucking assholes got on the road with me and raced me minutes before I crashed

I don't want to be a father because I have a TBI from a WRX crash you can see on my www.wrxtbi.com

 My sperm was stolen from me while I was in he ICU for my Traumatic Brain Injury in 2004

www.wrxtbi.com

and I run jeffreymarquis.com plus alwayschillen.com

Allah and Amoeba Assassin - Piledriver with Paul Oakenfold

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jCwbKr0KmXE

I saw an Escalade Limo drive by and it reminded me of a night on the town with a Limousine

I saw an Escalade Limo drive by and it reminded me of a night on the town with a Limousine

I love Justine "Tini Ara" Aragona my greatest lover ever and I want to marry her as we were together from 2010-2013 who she gave me an anal orgasm from sex with her "shithole countries" unlike where I was born in 1982 and reborn in 2004 in my United States of America that I pay taxes and don't break any laws!

Justine Aragona and I had sex from midnight to sunrise with both of us face-down where Allah took me to God at the edge of space! where it reminded me of this video of God's universe that He grows it at the speed of light but Allah has a VelOcity of what I call "a million billion trillion light-years per millisecond"!

I SAW GOD HIMSELF AND HE LET ME REACH OUT IN FRONT OF HIM!

HE REMINDED ME OF THE STATUE OF LIBERTY!

HE WAS KING TRITON FROM DISNEY'S "THE LITTLE MERMAID" WITH ARIEL!

An Escalade Limousine just drove by and Justine Aragona and I were together in a limo because we were a TBI couple from 2010-2013

Patient from a random word generator and I was a Patient at many hospitals through my Traumatic Brain Injury and shattered left-hip in SEVEN PIECES ! ! ! ! !

 I was at the edge of space where God is, and I got there on Justine's back and I had an anal orgasm that brought me to God the Creator growing at the speed of light, but which Allah is acceleration in a Lamborghini MERCY- elago officially named a Murcielago and when I was a student at Saint John’s Kristen Johnson invited me to a dance- we kissed, my first kiss who had the screen name "KristenMur" and I wrote a 2 page Biography piece about our relationship, so I called her and she wanted to read it, before my Creative Writing class at WSU with Dr. Walker and I used a walker after my left hip was shattered in seven pieces-  after the UMass ICU for a month you can read about the "SETUP" of my Subaru WRX crash at (www.WRXTBI.COM) after I voted as an American citizen read my "Elegance" at my dot-com here is the story that floored the professor:  www.alwayschillen.com/elegance.htm and I’m an American watch commercial  "Citizen, we've got Elegance" in their 1990's television commercials we’d all watch Grammy "Sophie" would see on her old TV but then we bought her a 25" Sharp that I had a 20" smaller version and I bought a NEC Multisync 80 projector for $200 from a former Holy Cross custodian I lived with when Brian McNeil- my Saint John's High School Class of 2000-  classmate and Derek knew Catie Miller whose Dad Mr. Miller owned and leased a small house in Worcester with three bedrooms where Worcester State University was nearby, I took classes at, and it was a short ways from Fairlawn Rehabilitation Hospital where I recovered from my TBI after a month in the ICU on a stomach-tube and breathing machine I DON’T WANT TO CATCH COVID-19 LIKE JUSTINE WAS 19 ONCE WHEN I HAD MY GREATEST YEAR WITH HER so hopefully she doesn’t drink “Corona” beer as I’ve ended my drinking in 2016 and I haven’t had a drink in two years when I had a single beer at a restaurant because it was his birthday, but that was a long time ago, but it was while I was here in Bradford, Vermont at “Averte Rehailitation Home” where they give me my pills and I take a smart-drug named “Piracetam” which speeds up my typing that I would do data-entry at my Dad’s huge company that he sold for $36.5 million with his ECM-partners who liked me and my Dad is my hero for making many millions of dollars he pays my $10,000 a month rent here at this “Home Care Facility” in VT but while I want to live in Massachusetts I’m about two hours away from where I’m not queer and used to live in my room upstairs that I had a 2013 Subaru Legacy I drove safe with my girlfriend each day we would eat at UNO’s and then go to my house thereafter of me driving safe because I took off 25-30 lbs. of body fat on a strict LOW-CARB DIET that impressed many I looked so good and I was right about everything like I told my stockbroker to invest my Money into BitCoin that has tripled in value since the new year 2021 so my Facebook friend and phone friend named: Bruce Fenton I made him smile when I told my stockbroker to invest my money from my Trust-Fund into their stock

I want my writing back that some people who are probably going to die soon because those motherfuckers stole it off my MacBook Pro comfy laptop that I type quick on like how I once did data-entry typing for money: The Extruder Logs at my Dad’s company that had about 200 employees with big customers like Gillette so he’s extremely wealthy

I LOVE MY DAD AND MOM AND I’M HAPPY AS I THINK THE USA WILL BOMB IRAN WHO HAS SAID THAT “TRUMP ISN’T SAFE ANYWHERE ON EARTH!” which makes me wonder if Iran has a bomb so powerful it could END the Solar System I saw explode in 2013 after I had my first of two orgasms with Justine Aragona who has a TBI like I do and I want to be with her again, all night, all night long, and she was on birth-control like she probably is now like I hope she’s single! =D

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