Saturday, May 11, 2019


lol since my TBI lol

oh lol

*not an opiate-  I don't get those

Thursday, May 9, 2019

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Cannabis_in_Vermont


I'll go back to Massachusetts if I can't have the essentials, like my car and privacy plus this miracle medicine...

OR I'LL JUST START DRINKING AGAIN !!!
I GAVE IT UP FOR 3+ YEARS BUT THAT COULD CHANGE !!!

drop of a hat
wut's the haps ???

If I don't get cannabis I'll drink and smoke, Just remember: I miss being home after spending a full MOTHER FUCKING YEAR in two MENTAL HOSPITALS !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! GET FUCKED 


You don't want me going to that bar here I see, you see ???

or smoking Cancer to my Lungs

Tobacco that is... there's a Smoke Shack outside here and an ashtray positioned in my balcony, so I can't wait to smoke MMJ here in VT where it's legal, and if they don't let me here I will just drive down the road to a parking lot and look like I'm smoking a deadly cigarette that gets more and more tempting to me by the day !!!

AFTER SPENDING A YEAR LOCKED UP I FEEL LIKE DOIN' SUM OUTRAGEOUS SHIT !!!

Hey you did you know that marijuana has positive effects on the lungs ??? Scientists have discovered that MMJ heals the lungs of certain conditions.     
It was in the news on CNN or MSNBC or somewhere...

Wednesday, April 24, 2019

Allyson maybe had children with my-sperm !!!

Allyson hated me for crashing my Subaru WRX so much that she got my-sperm from a doctor at UMass who aided her because he felt bad for her... this was along with most people who were plotting revenge about me unknowingly screwing up their disastrous plan to have the Leicester police park a car at the end of Henshaw St to pull me over and arrest me. Yet I hadn't reached the cop yet and my WRX-crash was truly an accident as per the risky variable of wet leaves and summer tires -- I crashed on going fast... And Allyson she's hidden from me COMPLETELY as time went on because she felt so bad about starting "the plan" with Andy Gleick he's my uncle who has been a bad influence my whole life... Allyson then got married to Jesse Hodgkins for over a decade now, and I believe she first had a stillborn with my-sperm, and I say this because when she was a "Friend" of mine on Facebook there was a photo close-up of her face in the ER after giving birth to a mystery baby, and she looked incredibly sad, =( so I think  as per her partying when she turned 21 near the date of my TBI she drank much alcohol while pregnant, I think shush



We were a normal couple who lived an hour apart, but she was broke so we couldn't live together

While I was in the hospital bed, she broke up with me and started going to clubs and she found a lover
.



She had a few boyfriends and babies with one of them who, I think, has the name of "Jesse Hodgkins"

Her twins Sophia and Isabella have ears that stick out widely which is a sign of Fetal Alcohol Syndrome, and this is a FACT



So and so what you said the most, and the most moistness among the amount in your mouth
Thigh high fulcrum femurs (KristenMur) femininity A x B in math decisions
Gesture. Sigh. Relief. Look. Nonchalant."You're better than this,,, now ham it up a li'l but fresh faced.
Buff out the buns, and what the hell, buff out the bums too...
You know what, I heard FFDP handy a la radio 107.3 and I tot of Jessica T. Ode to 8 East, pairing with a paring knife "just chillen" @ 94.5, hear it ??
Kanye purchased a Coach purse, bag, sack, cloth container and contents
I thought "DP" was "Direct penetration" when I was young and couples
Choices for getting off, or efforts, like the O.J. Simpson's Trial he got off all over
I'm way up now and Allyson gave her kids Fetal Alcohol Syndrome, the twins or the #1,
((( I think the first didn't make it past birth because I saw a photo of her face in-- the delivery room but she looked war-torn frowning with no infant,,, oh well if only I could have saved its precious heart
Dare I say it but my-sperm was stolen (purchased from Sheldon B. Neuro maybe), with her first-born... or #2 and #3))) either way her first-born got SIDS or sup'm sup'm and I bet she cries when Adele sings. So I think the first was a still-born when she was trying to set me up to take me to court... (but don't you dare...) along with Andy my uncle and Dan my cousin and others all had to wait to see me in the ICU, so they came up with a plan to "get me back" teach me once and for all, but I've seen things with LSD and repeat orgasms in the dark with a hot li'l girl I love-- saving it for the end and now my interests and loves have changed for God's universe expanding at uh let's call it a million billion trillion lightyears per second taking coverage behind His eyes so you can see through them perfectly.

But they all planned against me with the police getting involved and GPS being a ding-ding-ding, a HIGH-RISK attached to my car and my license plate with radar. And my Traumatic Brain Injury in my WRX sports-car happened on November 2, 2004 in Leicester after I voted in that town. I had to go to court and I got a DUI. I can work. I'm on Disability now. And I'm in a mental-hospital. A nurse or a doctor made me have an orgasm on an operating table in the ICU at UMass in Worcester and Allyson has been hiding this from me for over a decade.

Since then I have had Justine Aragona as a long-time lover of almost three years of love and romantic sex we both focused on !!!


ps - Alexandra got me a big rose today as a way of showing her love for me today after kissing her neck last night, and we plan on staying in touch! 😍

Wednesday, April 3, 2019

Arms in Inches 

Subtle in hinches h1nktches snitches N’ stitches N’ Tits ‘’

I’m hearing: but move it back and forth Justine she was great about sex with her smaller body

‘’ throw your hands in the air bust caps ‘’ POP POP like you just don’t care ‘’ these parents who want me on fucked up psych meds that just make me be like they cause me to hate these fucks who came up with a plan to have me pulled over by a cop in a town where my best friend lived near the street they wanted to GET me on but please DON’T do anything

This all has to do with the EXTREME INFREQUENCY of things that were normal and commonplace now seen as HEALTHY:  I’m talking about masturbating which I CAN’T FUCKING DO NOW these fucking DOCTORS who’ve sent me to mental-hospitals three times

I ate the body of Christ oh his flesh His flesh should I capitalize that first His ???
I think I will as my doctor in the last mental-hospital I went to in Worcester under a doctor who was driving me insane with these fucking pills and shots I HATED !!!

The only girl there I knew and liked was an 18 year-old I was reminded of Justine who was similar in age ` J.G.C. 


I'm on a high dose of this -- all my meds are medium to large doses with my injected anti-psychotic "Haldol" being doubled then increased, and once-more increased !!! my enemies and Sheldon Benjamin @ UMass -- FUCK THEM !!!




One of my parents threw out ALL of my cannabis-sativa, there was a there was a lot I keep in a SAFE I bought for myself at Home Depot because I HATE HOW PEOPLE FAKE SHIT ON MY LAPTOPS WITH “MASTER DESKTOPS”

They do really shitty things to me but I want my-enemies who've actually shown me the weapons they had to scare me with knives and leather jackets and Andy bought a big gun he brought into my house one day when he bought a house nearby to make me hate him even more after he and Allyson who got pregnant with my-sperm in 2006-2007 they masterminded a plan to have me break my sobriety in 2004 when they planned for me to drink and drive after withdrawing from a class at WSU as they’d DON’T SET ME UP unless Tiph would save me and she would like my big organ for reproduction which I already know that Allyson Hodgkins wants me locked-up somewhere in the city or somewhere I’d be assaulted and beaten-up by fucking black inmates I am so racist I’M FAVORING WHITE SKIN EQUALS CAUCASIAN !!!!!!!



Listen to me

I attended a high school that was Catholic and advised all of their students to see girls at dances but not to have sex with them or get oral sex or digits 9-1-1 I wanted to be close to a girlfriend who met my parents and my grandmother approved of

My weird strict father never even had a porno tape or a Playboy once or even ever in my house No naughty VHS tape not even once or any pornography brought into the house by my Dad and there was once or twice one of his fishing buddies left a Playboy but my parents didn’t want me to see it and This is when I was in fourth grade and curious about the female body, but my Mom said I should see it in an art class in college with a nude model I’d draw like she did in college


I had never seen a vagina or seen on a video of sex- there was never ANY nude anything and it was all a mystery until 8th grade when I snuck a porno in my house and made a copy it changed my life for the better as it finally revealed SEX after all those years of having the female body be a complete mystery that maybe I was born to the wrong parents or too early or something, or maybe a brother who signed up for a bulletin-board online I had no idea what a vagina looked like having sex before getting my first porno when I was in 8th grade

Jihad

Fuck the jerks who hijack my account on here and die you assholes who hacked my Apple laptop and my phone with AT&T !!!





He is gonna DIE with scars on his face and a cut-off penis this jerk who caused my crash and my TRAUMATIC BRAIN INJURY so DO IT (!!!) SHOOT OUT YOUR BRAINS WITH YOUR GUNS


I have no one I can trust

my-parents and these fucks do AWFUL things to me
stealing my stuff and letting these bald fucks oh I forgot Dan takes a pill for it- he showed me HELL at his house but that's another story `

Fuck all of the jerks who had set shit up for me when I crashed going fast and hit a telephone pole, like the Leicester poles stationing two cruisers on Henshaw Street and others on rt. 56, I would have taken to get home, because I WOULD NOT HAVE CRASHED NORMALLY; however all these friends and relatives were saying shit like HURRR don't let Bubba fuck you, so, it's no wonder why I drove a little fast seeing that Andy and Allyson were calling me from my home phone-number

I haven't had an orgasm with a girl in a few years TOO LONG

fuck all of the jerks who set shit up for me when I crashed going fast and hit a telephone pole

I can't cum on Depakote they fucking can't make me take it but my parents demand it to make me sad =(

FUCK MY-PARENTS AND THESE FUCKS AT UMASS MY DOCTORS WHO TAKE ORDERS FROM THIS ASSEMBLY OF BAD PEOPLE WHO TRIED TO SET ME UP AND SHIT WITH A COP

Waiting down Henshaw by a speed-trap like how fast you’re going I was drunk from Sparkz I’d bought that day which was after I had a drink at a bar

I have no one I can trust
I have no one I can trust
I have no one I can trust

These guys with smaller unit's than me THEY DON'T WANT ME: touching my bigger-one so they get me on IT’S BAD MEDICINE from my fucking doctor's the one’s who sent me to a mental-hospital the last time recently 

They tried taking away my anti-depressant to try it… but I DEMANDED IT BACK


MY OWN PARENTS

They have sent me to a mental-hospital FOUR OR FIVE OR SIX TIMES on their own and it's because of my fucked-up enemies want me to suffer but I don't want that

I WANT TO BE HAPPY AND WITH A WHITE GIRLFRIEND WHO I CAN TELL MY MOM WHO’SE A TEACHER !!!

Okay quick let’s play a little game ::: 




I’m so fucking pizza that Allyson (Drucker) Hodgkins hasn’t contacted me in OVER TEN YEARS !!!!!!!!!! SHE HAD A CHILD OR MULTIPLE CHILDREN CON MISA SPERMY-WORMIES

I had to refuse multiple pills of Estrogen because they want even now they still want me to get bitch-tits from estrogen to make me unattractive and I’m ARMED my right arm is bigger than my left

For ,  Like Taylor Sweet assures me I HAVE ACCELERATED *******oooooooooooooohhhhhhhmmmmmmm******** 

I’m accelerating with Cardi B and ISLAM ‘’ honestly ‘’ with these default where I JUST WANT A GIRL TO GIVE ME A BLOWJOB

Justine made quote BLOODY MOVES have to let these bitches know- just in case these hoes forgot- I BUILD not much not any houses but I could decorate rooms and draw makeshift blueprints to plan things for a builder

I accelerate with the Lord but where ???

OH WHY IN GOD’S UNIVERSE with me ACCELERATING STILL OK and there is no speed limit in space 
I have nothing

Roe v. Wade



My parents didn’t know I came inside of a girl and Jackie left me out of it when I didn’t think I started life because she had a ring or a female device to block my-sperm 
~~~~~~~~~<(@)
I’m just pissed no one told me anything about what to do with a girl and Saint John’s didn’t prepare me ` they said premarital sex was bad and that clouded what should have been simple ` my Dad just said I should jerk off into a tissue after sex I didn’t get that and Saint John’s didn’t have condoms !!!

Someone said I should ask Mr. Deedy for a condom because he was known to be a sexual single man at the school who wasn’t gay and showed no gayness-  and all I can say is that THE FUCKING SCHOOL SHOULD HAVE HAD CONDOMS

Jackie L. had to take a drug I think as I wouldn’t have wanted her to get an abortion I would have raised I WANT A RAISE FROM THE GOV’T 

They ‘’ IMPRINTED ‘’ my brain with a shot after the cop told me a bunch of things with my eyes not-open


-  I just wanted her to take RU-486 at the pharmacy but as far as I know, she had to tell her parents and see a doctor ` and-  I don’t know how much the fetus grew and she’s waiting for me to contact her but I won’t 

With these dead-soon fucks who hacked my MacBook Pro FUCKING SLASH YOUR WRISTS WITH THE KNIVES YOU FUCKS BROUGHT INTO MY HOSPITAL ROOM IN 2004 or 2005 TO SCARE ME AND I’M PISSED THESE FUCKS WON’T LET UP DIE !!!


I WANT SEX WITH A GIRL BECAUSE THEY WOULD ::: a.) like how I don’t drink  b.) like my large sum of money  c.) like my big PIPE and I have abs now  d.) All of the Above . . . or E...)



So . . .

JESSICA TOCCI IS POTENTIALLY SUICIDAL

And I can help her because we were happy all day all night together for three weeks of 24/7 living where the attorney general says masturbation is normal and healthy for the mind and body-  which I would do in my own room


God I hear aloud with Zero and I am the man known as:  One  that I like One!
He saw me pass the "Islam" test and I am forever grateful to know His Kingdom with a female lover forever !!!

Thursday, March 21, 2019

Alexandra saw me in the hallway this morning -- she was wearing fleece kitty-cat PJ pants and a tight white shirt with a cross hanging out in front, and she stepped noticeably prepared to run at my with speed and grace and sex-appeal -- so she starts running at me and I think oh shit she's gonna jump up and hug me maybe kissing me on the cheek, but without making anything too obvious

(((( ... wait wait wait, I was in another mental hospital years ago where I had actual, physical sex with three or four girls in hospitals, not this one, this was some-time ago ))) it's amazing- my love Jessica Tocci who I want to live with my attraction and FULL FORCE LOVE has not receded, that face, those tits and ass with kissable fat lips, sporty spice

NOW ONTO MANNIE (first it was Manny)








 



The girl in the photo is Mannie who was my #1 ((( and maybe she still is, maybe she'll leave her sham husband for me -- face it -- I am what she's really after ))) but 8 East changed things sex with two or three girls OH JESSICA, CARINA, SABINA

I've recently had a birthday that makes me thirty-seven years-old, and my interest in girls hasn't really changed I still like girls of age, my age and a tiny bit younger than me, or older, fuck pull out Mrs. Langlois who I may have already explored on her period or something, on the day I crashed -- like maybe she was home I dunno about that and stuff, but my largest sexual quest for a queen to be thrown in a Queen size bed I own, I'd strip her down and go at it with her in nautica t-shirts not- eee ways is what I have bouncing around throwing her prodding her smooth waxxxed a55 on clean svelte sheets with her and her clutching me and commenting the IGF-1 LR3 provider makes it feel so much better... GUESS WHO !!! *wink*

[]V[] anny mmmmm but how could I forget her older sister, Danita: a classy woman my age, the big sis...

Sista, Sista

JT Jessica Tocci - alive and well - and last thing I know she met a guy with mental problems that I don't really have all that much uf uf uf uf of of of of -oh fuck- the guy in my room is talking like a woman and he won't stop THAT is crazy, I don't do a single "deranged" thing -- *ahem* sometimes it's fun but if I sound like a looney I get my proverbial nuts which are really "ACORNS" hahaha excuse me... Them on a CHOPPING GLOCK like a gun combined with a

HONESTLY

People are just mad at me for ordering 10IU of Humatrope (HGH) before Stallone got popped for taking it to AUS. where it was banned, but legal here -- from there I got GHRP-6, CJC-1295, Hexarelin, etc. etc., which all increased my size and strength with mental / brain connections or whatever you want to call this "cerebral turbocharging"

SO PEOPLE ARE MAD AT ME BECAUSE I'M BIGGER !!!

bwahahahhahahahahahhahahhahahhahha I revel in it bwahahahhahhahahhhah

You thought I'd be scared shitless of the fucks who've tried to make my life like hell.

I'm not a cripple figure, who'sey in a wheelchair like my roommate we'll just call him "Jinko" just pathetic gang-fight or something and he can barely walk now and only for short distances-- it was one of his legs or something

He has a knife scar on his face or some shit that looks like a triangular dimple and he's 45 or something going bald and he's spanick

This far, and only thus far, he's only talked shit, but so haven't I, like saying, "I'll tip your wheelchair over," and he has no comeback...


AND THAT'S WHAT I WANT FROM ALL OF YOU TO DO !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


COME BACK !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Jessica Tocci, you have my love in the long-term, but Alexandra while I'm in the hospital with nowhere to fuck I saw your tits after twenty minutes of knowing you, and that's how I knew you were a keeper !!! =D


KEEP CHECKING ON ME THROUGH

* alwayschillen.blogspot.com

* alwayschillen.wordpress.com

Those are the two I update day-by-day
and these have my previous gold

www.wrxtbi.com
www.alwayschillen.com

Wednesday, March 13, 2019

'Tis a pitty of a whim across from the the windmill N' keep 'er sailing smoothely just like the tides
Coast to coast and 'Tis the duo in a duel where I have completely quit drinking 100% just like that

Until I felt that tight fitness Stretches, Benches,There was a long time me teasing ur fears, tempting ur pussy ears, and your pussy hairs, oh Justine how you do me so sex was multiplied by *more* so much *in store" speed of light, seen with God's majestic white hair, oh I hold you as a shrine of my religion including Allah non-violent though, I swear

Breathe in the air in this such a place-- it was just like FREE IN SPACE, FLOATING 360* listening to Brisk & Trixxy !!! "And we'll be cool forever" boom-tisk boom-tisk-boom-tisk...

I saw God at the end of the universe staying on the track with a chosen "track" playing on a disc
Allyson was a prude and she was fretful about me seeing her as a lover, me seeing her ass was naughty . . .

Upon the piano downstairs she thought my mom was a kook-  but talented with the B&W keys
Allyson Oh Ally ,





If you want to read about the naughty stuff this poor, prude *princess* oh-la-la

then continue reading...







GET ON YOUR KNEES
BUT SHE WOULDN'T
* NOT EVEN ON HER MENSES !!!

Could you just jerk me off ???
Jeff, you gno I don't like how it feels in my hands

Well, Allyson, I don't like it when you're delivering out a baby... a still-born !!!


OH PLEASE MY LADY, PLZ PLZ PLZ
DEM KNICKERS GOT. TO. GO !!!

NEVER SUCKED ME OFF ANYWHERE!!!!!! ANYWHERE, ANYTIME, NEVER, LIKE FUCKING  NOT IN MY WRX 227 HORSE POWER SPORTS-CAR !!! GIRLS FEEL LUCKY AND EXCITED AND HORNY IN SPORTS-CARS !!! WTF ???
DRIVING OUT TO HER HOUSE OVER AN HOUR AWAY = NO B.J. FRET-FRET-FRET WHAT THE FUCK AM I THINKING ??? I LOVED DRIVING THE WRX, THO...

ALLY - MY LOVER OF ALMOST A YEAR (!!!)  NEVER ONCE HAD MY SPERM IN HER MOUTH AND WITH THAT ,

WHAT DO *YOU* THINK I WANT FOR HER AND THE 3 KIDS OF TWO DIFFERENT FATHERS

I THINK THE FIRST ONE --- A FIRST-BORN BABY OF HERS, A SPECIAL BABY --- DIED OF FETAL ALCOHOL SYNDROME, WITH ALLY2683 SHE WAS A LUSH... but she still wouldn't give me oral sex ***this bad-mommy*** Ally was born July 26th in 1983*** ALLYSON DRUCKER-HODGKINS WHO LEFT ME WITH NOTHING !!!

UT OH !!! WAS IT SHELDON BENJAMIN WHO GAVE IT TO HER ???
OR WAS IT THE DEAD-SOON FUCKS WHO ORGANIZED MY DUI AFTER GOING TO A BAR, ALSO AFTER WITHDRAWING FROM CALCULUS I AT WORCESTER STATE COLLEGE (UNIVERSITY)

WAS THIS BITCH TRYING TO GET MY MONEY ??? FUCK HER !!! SHE DRANK !!! KILLER DRINKER !!!

Saturday, March 2, 2019

First you must read this short-story for kicks because it's gold encrusted with diamonds !!! srsly
It's my "Elegance" I've been pushing upon you since I wrote it, and though I'm not trying to "tell you something"

It's the prequel !!!
"Elegance" is unveiled to you as a new, "next read"

Here's a poetic / soliloquy / short story continuation



Clamming in the ocean, Clapping upon the bounty (Lexus, Elegance )
www.alwayschillen.com/elegance.htm

Lexus clipper clasps the scissors wrapping paper with a svelt waxed Botox swollen pussy-cat she touches, she fingers with her digits and you can reach her at 1-800-AMY-REID

Lexus is freaking out !!! she's going a little wacky today !!! her hormonal balances and her brain !!!

Oh, Lexus...

Delicately and with feel that feeling -- don't play numb you need to gnead the dough, the slab of sweet sweet "Daddy's meat" gonna fry up real nice in the oven she knows yeast to make the top puff-up Daddy, our Sean Combs PUFFING "dabs" like yo mamma's business with an aura of that celestial sensation as the planets orbit in space -- think about what put them in motion, like the motion of the ocean and our bodies but this ain't Yoga -- this is some sweet, personal business

Those exercise/strength training machines which some people owned a Bow-Flex when it was new and which I may inherit, hopefully, but I don't want to discuss that, for I fear death, I do, don't let me down, Dear God please my pleasure and it goes like this I've thought about my three wishes for Heaven 1. Love 2. Sex 3. Pleasure !!! I think that covers it =D

I have had LSD a handful of times over one or two decades ago,,, and then after my crash, and only after my crash (!!!) TWO ORGASMS  once with Justine Ara in a perfect setting ` and no mess

I fear -- that Heaven won't be as powerful and commanding as that Heavenly experience in a loving way with 2 full blasts SEEING EVERYTHING WITH GOD PROMOTING ME ONE AFTER ANOTHER just continually for,,, I won't say how long !!! but the only thing is that --I CAN'T SAY "THAT"-- but let's make this one occasion slide, as I finally know the secrets of the universe -- oh MUSHROOMS !!!t hat made me like a "Drifting Cloud" being driven to church then my Grammy's house with a warm feeling inside me and everything was foresty and cartoonish... fuzzy... chewing gum... appreciating the cool cool zippy BRISK temperature with a dusting of snow...

Wow my senses tingle at the thought of Psylocibin "Boomers" being grown in Massachusetts farms and no longer $60 a bag- that's a rip, but not real bad, hallucinogenics are a thing of nature and God wanted them on this planet for a reason -- I love the visuals like things being skewed -- The wrapping paper was nice like learning angles that God would approve of all my creases and "Oh Jeffrey, put a big rip right here, and again, \\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\

Who was that pitcher who accurately threw baseballs in the MLB with accuracy ??? At the top, yeah- that's Dock Ellis who chewed some LSD before a time when he was a pitcher at a Major League Baseball game, guess what, he pitched a NO HITTER, tho he was Black and NO HITLER, for Hitler would have smooshed him first, dere ain't ever been a Nazi Black spared in the video-game "Wolfenstein 3D"

https://www.snopes.com/fact-check/dock-ellis-lsd-nohitter/

Oh duh this is getting autobiographical, but before I launch into Lexus with Space-X, let me get this last tid bit that's one of a few special experiences

Let's talk about what I feel as a great kind like VERY GIVING and WILLING TO EXPERIENCE DISCOMFORT FOR A MALE LOVER -- A.S. experimented with one special night ::: LONG STROKES OF PLEASURE like one night I spent with my girlfriend, promoting my Leisure like a Mercedez-Benz AMG-SLR- driven by a slut who purposely left her thong in a man's jacket-pocket maybe so his wife would find it -- Lexus, the girl who this poetic continuation of my "Elegance," she doesn't know why she did it, but it's not like she was on her ponTIPHicated like a Pontiac G6 being driven by Danica Patrick on her period with a bowl of cherries and Sundae Sauce: Strawberry, that's the flavor she remembers seeing at the supermarket, and she smiles, "Good for Hershey's,"

Wearing black pants and black underwear -- along with a Cheetah bra which kinda just has that look to it, or something on Facebook

"I could auction off my thongs eBay ," thinks Lexus- who I invite you all to read my "Elegance" short-story found at http://www.alwayschillen.com/elegance.htm

What do the words mean?
They're just random... no
suprises there, where,
here bubbling where else
the bubble bath and those digits
1-888-PLAY-BOY

Clamming Clapping -- the operator will ask for your Credit Card # -- or... "digits" like fingers, one's all that fits and that goes for other protruding products of most males

I envision this girl "Clamming" with her special clam that she always used Dove soap growing up- she learned about beauty through a star-lit Queen, her mother who knew many men, and her "star-slit Princess, Lexus !!!

...and she too likes the these "boys" drooling succulent saliva, Sativa, "Clapping" her ass like the pop-stars do , with her powerful Glutes from doing "squatsss" but that's not enough, as, she's gone crazy with crunches, like Ashley Hannan did- her fat-free belly sun-lit, by the sun, ha! Lexus has a sense of humor, u gno? and those in her company tend to lighten up -- yes it is as tho she's an "Easy- Breezy, Beautiful- Cover Girl !!!

She's sick of taking dirty cabs with towel-heads driving -- she never tips most "creeps" because they don't deserve it,,, Lexus is just "On a 'different level'" -- the whole industry paying people extra in lots of industries, few are worthy and it makes her happy, this Lexus, she thinks, yeah it's kinda sick, but just yesterday a dirty smoker bum near a Starbucks asked her for change, he said, "Change?"

She thinks of Obama leaving all these problems for Trump to handle, what a pussy first black person with power, PUSSY, allowing NK to develop nukes
Change? Obama didn't deliver

***LIPSTICK BREAK***

It has occurred to her all of a sudden: worn light pink lips are no fun, no, she wants them bright again ` So she kisses her lips applying flavored Cotton Candy something, and she's amused by slaves picking cotton, but not that silly joke about cotton being inside pill bottles of medicines and vitamins ` Tylenol, Stacker, Green Tea pills

Is this a sequel ??? Prequelle ???

Sometimes things just "come out" of my mouth, like VERBAL diarea eww she laughs and she gets plenty of fiber to fill her stomach ` you see, she knows about the Glycemic Index of calories (she counts, each day, every meal, every snack she won't be caught dead stuffing her face like Cookie Monster, who loved 'dem cookies as much as Lexus loves big cocks in her tightness... oh la la,,, oh you, naughty you elle...

Lexus doesn't have any Black friends, "No way, it's safer not to," however she's proud because about a decade ago her clique accepted a negro woman from the Bahamas and IT WAS A DISASTER !!!

She ate with her hands, oh it was AWFUL and all of her clothes she came with were uncouthe counterfeit rip-off's ` I felt so bad her skin was far, far darker than brown -- she had "BLACK" epidermis -- looking at her I could only distinguish the whites of her eyes which were a funny-yellow, and her teeth, not especially white -- it took its toll and laughably Lexus quit tanning salons for months !!! You should have seen her eating barbecue ribs, and tossing them up out of her mouth ten, twenty minutes later- it looked like a murder had taken place in the toilet, eww gross! who does that ??? not Lexus she sticks to lettuce, carrots, and water with lemons and limes, HOWEVER out in the club at night she'll drink iced water and vodka -- zero carbs, unlike most drinks !!!

It's sad, as a shit-box Crown Vic painted Taxi Yellow with probably 200,000 miles on the Odometer
pulls up too close for comfort

"Off to the castle," she calls her apartment, "and away we go..." with her lipstick still there!