Thursday, March 21, 2019

Alexandra saw me in the hallway this morning -- she was wearing fleece kitty-cat PJ pants and a tight white shirt with a cross hanging out in front, and she stepped noticeably prepared to run at my with speed and grace and sex-appeal -- so she starts running at me and I think oh shit she's gonna jump up and hug me maybe kissing me on the cheek, but without making anything too obvious

(((( ... wait wait wait, I was in another mental hospital years ago where I had actual, physical sex with three or four girls in hospitals, not this one, this was some-time ago ))) it's amazing- my love Jessica Tocci who I want to live with my attraction and FULL FORCE LOVE has not receded, that face, those tits and ass with kissable fat lips, sporty spice

NOW ONTO MANNIE (first it was Manny)








 



The girl in the photo is Mannie who was my #1 ((( and maybe she still is, maybe she'll leave her sham husband for me -- face it -- I am what she's really after ))) but 8 East changed things sex with two or three girls OH JESSICA, CARINA, SABINA

I've recently had a birthday that makes me thirty-seven years-old, and my interest in girls hasn't really changed I still like girls of age, my age and a tiny bit younger than me, or older, fuck pull out Mrs. Langlois who I may have already explored on her period or something, on the day I crashed -- like maybe she was home I dunno about that and stuff, but my largest sexual quest for a queen to be thrown in a Queen size bed I own, I'd strip her down and go at it with her in nautica t-shirts not- eee ways is what I have bouncing around throwing her prodding her smooth waxxxed a55 on clean svelte sheets with her and her clutching me and commenting the IGF-1 LR3 provider makes it feel so much better... GUESS WHO !!! *wink*

[]V[] anny mmmmm but how could I forget her older sister, Danita: a classy woman my age, the big sis...

Sista, Sista

JT Jessica Tocci - alive and well - and last thing I know she met a guy with mental problems that I don't really have all that much uf uf uf uf of of of of -oh fuck- the guy in my room is talking like a woman and he won't stop THAT is crazy, I don't do a single "deranged" thing -- *ahem* sometimes it's fun but if I sound like a looney I get my proverbial nuts which are really "ACORNS" hahaha excuse me... Them on a CHOPPING GLOCK like a gun combined with a

HONESTLY

People are just mad at me for ordering 10IU of Humatrope (HGH) before Stallone got popped for taking it to AUS. where it was banned, but legal here -- from there I got GHRP-6, CJC-1295, Hexarelin, etc. etc., which all increased my size and strength with mental / brain connections or whatever you want to call this "cerebral turbocharging"

SO PEOPLE ARE MAD AT ME BECAUSE I'M BIGGER !!!

bwahahahhahahahahahhahahhahahhahha I revel in it bwahahahhahhahahhhah

You thought I'd be scared shitless of the fucks who've tried to make my life like hell.

I'm not a cripple figure, who'sey in a wheelchair like my roommate we'll just call him "Jinko" just pathetic gang-fight or something and he can barely walk now and only for short distances-- it was one of his legs or something

He has a knife scar on his face or some shit that looks like a triangular dimple and he's 45 or something going bald and he's spanick

This far, and only thus far, he's only talked shit, but so haven't I, like saying, "I'll tip your wheelchair over," and he has no comeback...


AND THAT'S WHAT I WANT FROM ALL OF YOU TO DO !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


COME BACK !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Jessica Tocci, you have my love in the long-term, but Alexandra while I'm in the hospital with nowhere to fuck I saw your tits after twenty minutes of knowing you, and that's how I knew you were a keeper !!! =D


KEEP CHECKING ON ME THROUGH

* alwayschillen.blogspot.com

* alwayschillen.wordpress.com

Those are the two I update day-by-day
and these have my previous gold

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Wednesday, March 13, 2019

'Tis a pitty of a whim across from the the windmill N' keep 'er sailing smoothely just like the tides
Coast to coast and 'Tis the duo in a duel where I have completely quit drinking 100% just like that

Until I felt that tight fitness Stretches, Benches,There was a long time me teasing ur fears, tempting ur pussy ears, and your pussy hairs, oh Justine how you do me so sex was multiplied by *more* so much *in store" speed of light, seen with God's majestic white hair, oh I hold you as a shrine of my religion including Allah non-violent though, I swear

Breathe in the air in this such a place-- it was just like FREE IN SPACE, FLOATING 360* listening to Brisk & Trixxy !!! "And we'll be cool forever" boom-tisk boom-tisk-boom-tisk...

I saw God at the end of the universe staying on the track with a chosen "track" playing on a disc
Allyson was a prude and she was fretful about me seeing her as a lover, me seeing her ass was naughty . . .

Upon the piano downstairs she thought my mom was a kook-  but talented with the B&W keys
Allyson Oh Ally ,





If you want to read about the naughty stuff this poor, prude *princess* oh-la-la

then continue reading...







GET ON YOUR KNEES
BUT SHE WOULDN'T
* NOT EVEN ON HER MENSES !!!

Could you just jerk me off ???
Jeff, you gno I don't like how it feels in my hands

Well, Allyson, I don't like it when you're delivering out a baby... a still-born !!!


OH PLEASE MY LADY, PLZ PLZ PLZ
DEM KNICKERS GOT. TO. GO !!!

NEVER SUCKED ME OFF ANYWHERE!!!!!! ANYWHERE, ANYTIME, NEVER, LIKE FUCKING  NOT IN MY WRX 227 HORSE POWER SPORTS-CAR !!! GIRLS FEEL LUCKY AND EXCITED AND HORNY IN SPORTS-CARS !!! WTF ???
DRIVING OUT TO HER HOUSE OVER AN HOUR AWAY = NO B.J. FRET-FRET-FRET WHAT THE FUCK AM I THINKING ??? I LOVED DRIVING THE WRX, THO...

ALLY - MY LOVER OF ALMOST A YEAR (!!!)  NEVER ONCE HAD MY SPERM IN HER MOUTH AND WITH THAT ,

WHAT DO *YOU* THINK I WANT FOR HER AND THE 3 KIDS OF TWO DIFFERENT FATHERS

I THINK THE FIRST ONE --- A FIRST-BORN BABY OF HERS, A SPECIAL BABY --- DIED OF FETAL ALCOHOL SYNDROME, WITH ALLY2683 SHE WAS A LUSH... but she still wouldn't give me oral sex ***this bad-mommy*** Ally was born July 26th in 1983*** ALLYSON DRUCKER-HODGKINS WHO LEFT ME WITH NOTHING !!!

UT OH !!! WAS IT SHELDON BENJAMIN WHO GAVE IT TO HER ???
OR WAS IT THE DEAD-SOON FUCKS WHO ORGANIZED MY DUI AFTER GOING TO A BAR, ALSO AFTER WITHDRAWING FROM CALCULUS I AT WORCESTER STATE COLLEGE (UNIVERSITY)

WAS THIS BITCH TRYING TO GET MY MONEY ??? FUCK HER !!! SHE DRANK !!! KILLER DRINKER !!!

Saturday, March 2, 2019

First you must read this short-story for kicks because it's gold encrusted with diamonds !!! srsly
It's my "Elegance" I've been pushing upon you since I wrote it, and though I'm not trying to "tell you something"

It's the prequel !!!
"Elegance" is unveiled to you as a new, "next read"

Here's a poetic / soliloquy / short story continuation



Clamming in the ocean, Clapping upon the bounty (Lexus, Elegance )
www.alwayschillen.com/elegance.htm

Lexus clipper clasps the scissors wrapping paper with a svelt waxed Botox swollen pussy-cat she touches, she fingers with her digits and you can reach her at 1-800-AMY-REID

Lexus is freaking out !!! she's going a little wacky today !!! her hormonal balances and her brain !!!

Oh, Lexus...

Delicately and with feel that feeling -- don't play numb you need to gnead the dough, the slab of sweet sweet "Daddy's meat" gonna fry up real nice in the oven she knows yeast to make the top puff-up Daddy, our Sean Combs PUFFING "dabs" like yo mamma's business with an aura of that celestial sensation as the planets orbit in space -- think about what put them in motion, like the motion of the ocean and our bodies but this ain't Yoga -- this is some sweet, personal business

Those exercise/strength training machines which some people owned a Bow-Flex when it was new and which I may inherit, hopefully, but I don't want to discuss that, for I fear death, I do, don't let me down, Dear God please my pleasure and it goes like this I've thought about my three wishes for Heaven 1. Love 2. Sex 3. Pleasure !!! I think that covers it =D

I have had LSD a handful of times over one or two decades ago,,, and then after my crash, and only after my crash (!!!) TWO ORGASMS  once with Justine Ara in a perfect setting ` and no mess

I fear -- that Heaven won't be as powerful and commanding as that Heavenly experience in a loving way with 2 full blasts SEEING EVERYTHING WITH GOD PROMOTING ME ONE AFTER ANOTHER just continually for,,, I won't say how long !!! but the only thing is that --I CAN'T SAY "THAT"-- but let's make this one occasion slide, as I finally know the secrets of the universe -- oh MUSHROOMS !!!t hat made me like a "Drifting Cloud" being driven to church then my Grammy's house with a warm feeling inside me and everything was foresty and cartoonish... fuzzy... chewing gum... appreciating the cool cool zippy BRISK temperature with a dusting of snow...

Wow my senses tingle at the thought of Psylocibin "Boomers" being grown in Massachusetts farms and no longer $60 a bag- that's a rip, but not real bad, hallucinogenics are a thing of nature and God wanted them on this planet for a reason -- I love the visuals like things being skewed -- The wrapping paper was nice like learning angles that God would approve of all my creases and "Oh Jeffrey, put a big rip right here, and again, \\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\

Who was that pitcher who accurately threw baseballs in the MLB with accuracy ??? At the top, yeah- that's Dock Ellis who chewed some LSD before a time when he was a pitcher at a Major League Baseball game, guess what, he pitched a NO HITTER, tho he was Black and NO HITLER, for Hitler would have smooshed him first, dere ain't ever been a Nazi Black spared in the video-game "Wolfenstein 3D"

https://www.snopes.com/fact-check/dock-ellis-lsd-nohitter/

Oh duh this is getting autobiographical, but before I launch into Lexus with Space-X, let me get this last tid bit that's one of a few special experiences

Let's talk about what I feel as a great kind like VERY GIVING and WILLING TO EXPERIENCE DISCOMFORT FOR A MALE LOVER -- A.S. experimented with one special night ::: LONG STROKES OF PLEASURE like one night I spent with my girlfriend, promoting my Leisure like a Mercedez-Benz AMG-SLR- driven by a slut who purposely left her thong in a man's jacket-pocket maybe so his wife would find it -- Lexus, the girl who this poetic continuation of my "Elegance," she doesn't know why she did it, but it's not like she was on her ponTIPHicated like a Pontiac G6 being driven by Danica Patrick on her period with a bowl of cherries and Sundae Sauce: Strawberry, that's the flavor she remembers seeing at the supermarket, and she smiles, "Good for Hershey's,"

Wearing black pants and black underwear -- along with a Cheetah bra which kinda just has that look to it, or something on Facebook

"I could auction off my thongs eBay ," thinks Lexus- who I invite you all to read my "Elegance" short-story found at http://www.alwayschillen.com/elegance.htm

What do the words mean?
They're just random... no
suprises there, where,
here bubbling where else
the bubble bath and those digits
1-888-PLAY-BOY

Clamming Clapping -- the operator will ask for your Credit Card # -- or... "digits" like fingers, one's all that fits and that goes for other protruding products of most males

I envision this girl "Clamming" with her special clam that she always used Dove soap growing up- she learned about beauty through a star-lit Queen, her mother who knew many men, and her "star-slit Princess, Lexus !!!

...and she too likes the these "boys" drooling succulent saliva, Sativa, "Clapping" her ass like the pop-stars do , with her powerful Glutes from doing "squatsss" but that's not enough, as, she's gone crazy with crunches, like Ashley Hannan did- her fat-free belly sun-lit, by the sun, ha! Lexus has a sense of humor, u gno? and those in her company tend to lighten up -- yes it is as tho she's an "Easy- Breezy, Beautiful- Cover Girl !!!

She's sick of taking dirty cabs with towel-heads driving -- she never tips most "creeps" because they don't deserve it,,, Lexus is just "On a 'different level'" -- the whole industry paying people extra in lots of industries, few are worthy and it makes her happy, this Lexus, she thinks, yeah it's kinda sick, but just yesterday a dirty smoker bum near a Starbucks asked her for change, he said, "Change?"

She thinks of Obama leaving all these problems for Trump to handle, what a pussy first black person with power, PUSSY, allowing NK to develop nukes
Change? Obama didn't deliver

***LIPSTICK BREAK***

It has occurred to her all of a sudden: worn light pink lips are no fun, no, she wants them bright again ` So she kisses her lips applying flavored Cotton Candy something, and she's amused by slaves picking cotton, but not that silly joke about cotton being inside pill bottles of medicines and vitamins ` Tylenol, Stacker, Green Tea pills

Is this a sequel ??? Prequelle ???

Sometimes things just "come out" of my mouth, like VERBAL diarea eww she laughs and she gets plenty of fiber to fill her stomach ` you see, she knows about the Glycemic Index of calories (she counts, each day, every meal, every snack she won't be caught dead stuffing her face like Cookie Monster, who loved 'dem cookies as much as Lexus loves big cocks in her tightness... oh la la,,, oh you, naughty you elle...

Lexus doesn't have any Black friends, "No way, it's safer not to," however she's proud because about a decade ago her clique accepted a negro woman from the Bahamas and IT WAS A DISASTER !!!

She ate with her hands, oh it was AWFUL and all of her clothes she came with were uncouthe counterfeit rip-off's ` I felt so bad her skin was far, far darker than brown -- she had "BLACK" epidermis -- looking at her I could only distinguish the whites of her eyes which were a funny-yellow, and her teeth, not especially white -- it took its toll and laughably Lexus quit tanning salons for months !!! You should have seen her eating barbecue ribs, and tossing them up out of her mouth ten, twenty minutes later- it looked like a murder had taken place in the toilet, eww gross! who does that ??? not Lexus she sticks to lettuce, carrots, and water with lemons and limes, HOWEVER out in the club at night she'll drink iced water and vodka -- zero carbs, unlike most drinks !!!

It's sad, as a shit-box Crown Vic painted Taxi Yellow with probably 200,000 miles on the Odometer
pulls up too close for comfort

"Off to the castle," she calls her apartment, "and away we go..." with her lipstick still there!