Wednesday, February 20, 2019



My left-HIP shattered into 7 pieces with my WRX crash that was organized by people who were jealous of me, they included my friends and especially my girlfriend Allyson Hodgkins, and Andy Gleick, my uncle who threatens my-parents that he'll take me to court eventually... WHY??? DEAD *BAM A GUNSHOT* ((( HE BOUGHT A GUN, BROUGHT IT, LOADED INTO MY HOUSE, IN FRONT OF MY MOM, HIS SISTER -- they had a drunk piece-of-shit father who smoked his life away, so I blame my drinking-then on the Gleick DNA -- ... NOW I HAVEN'T HAD A DRINK IN YEARS !!! ))) SO MANY PEOPLE I HAVE VERY BAD FEELINGS TOWARD, JUST SUFFERING all the fucks who made me sad before and after withdrawing from Calculus I - a tough class - and they told me it would be okay if I broke a month of my not drinking -my sobriety- it was short-lived that day I voted for Kerry in Leicester with a cop there and nothing was awry, so then went to Derek Langlois house nearby, but all of my damned enemies and parents had a plan for me to get pulled over on Henshaw St. down the road from Derek's house in Leicester because Derek Langlois didn't save me, and no one saved me !!!

THEY ALL WANTED ME TO GET INTO A POLICE CHASE AND CRASH INTO A COP OR SOMEONE ON THE ROAD !!! THEY WANTED ME TO QUOTE-UNQUOTE "GET HURT... BUT NOT MUCH, JUST LITTLE..." I THINK ALL OF THEM WHO ACTUALLY PARTICIPATED IN THIS FUCKED-PLAN WOULD NOD THEIR HEAD !!!

Everyone wanted something like where I wouldn't be able to get out of anything, with a judge throwing the book at me, even with my-parents doing their best like selling the house !!! During the past couple years where my-enemies who OH I WANT TO RUIN THEIR LIVES, MAKING THEM MISERABLE !!!, who have kept me in mental-hospitals by stealing my passwords and using my car against me ((( and Mike's Subaru WRX STi that has 300 HP with a similar license plate -- I don't know how they did it but they both end in PB3 and he's had the rear-spoiler removed... why? maybe so the car would be seen going quick for traffic-camera's OR SOMETHING -- some people close to me are actively working to make me act funny with my writing and "Imprinting" that my parents did to me when I was in the ICU bed with my eyes closed, knowing that what they said to me was registering somewhere in my brain

I was in so much pain- They gave me morphine at first and I was in the ICU, on a bed in restraints so I couldn't roll over and break the fragile hip bone with metal pins, done by Sheldon Benjamin at UMASS in Worcester Ma

I don't remember the whole month I was in the Intensive Care Unit, but I remember Fairlawn Rehab hospital in a bed for 2.5 months, and where I still have a Therapist, WHO, I HAVEN'T SEEN IN MONTHS !!! he hasn't made the 1.5 HOURS commute to the Eastern side of Worcester Ma

Fuck the jerks who chose to order me to a psych-ward down the street from where Allyson Drucker-Hodgkins lived with her family who I knew very well !!!

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I want to be with a different ex-girlfriend, a MORE RECENT ONE: MY JUSTINE "Tini Ara" Aragona, who I have been with and romanced SINCE Ally2683 on AIM ha, I'm talking about my love, Justine who I was with for almost THREE YEARS of a sweet relationship going out to eat, seeing movies, neither of us smoked, she was too young to drink, and SHE HAD A TRAUMATIC BRAIN INJURY TOO, but hers was a little worse

I have a lot of photographs of us together, but what broke us up ???
She cheated on me with a third TBI survivor !!!
Tony who is very-effected by his brain, so nothing happened,
and I keep that in mind when I now want her back HAVING STOPPED DRINKING ANY ALCOHOL FOR THREE YEARS NOW !!!
NO DRUGS, NO ALCOHOL, NOTHING FUNNY ORDERED ONLINE !!!

I'm half an inch shorter on my left leg now !!! The doctors in the ICU did their best, but Alas, my walk is off, even with "a lift" from a shoe repair place... but worse than that the whole left side of my body is, to a degree, it's "paralyzed" but I'm right-handed so my handwriting is normal... My left hand has recovered most of the way as new computers have special keys !!! I wish I had full control of my left arm and left leg, but Andy Gleick, Allyson Drucker-Hodgkins, Alex Kozlov, Sue Rezuke and Dan Besse have made it so I look noticeably disabled when I'm doing normal things that I once took for granted !!! 🤓 double double vision. vision.

I need glasses even after two vision-surgeries to ease my damaged sight !!! It's noticeable even when people say they don't see anything, but it's just something I have to live with, after several? a dozen? umm "jealous people" like Derek Langlois who had a slower, older car than me, he wanted to have the faster car than me so my-enemies and his father who died, bought him a Mitsubishi Lancer EVO VIII that he had tuned to 400 horsepower with an illegal exhaust, and everyone excused it - the neighbors when I lived with him at Geneva St. in Worcester circa 2007, the neighbors said it was too loud to Brian McNeil and I, but they agreed not to call the cops when all this shit was PLANNED OUT with this house that Derek had ties to when he knew "Caitie's father" his ex-GF and Mr. Miller, her father, who leased that house to families ` The people who knew my usual "spots" to drink at and where I went to sober up = Derek's house so his not being a friend when my-enemies planned this, he was helped obtaining the EVO a $40,000 car, probably out of my own savings and Allyson Drucker ((( then it was just 'Drucker' but she married some fucking prick who is maybe raising a child of my own sperm hold on, Jesse is his name and Allyson isn't as good as when I met her )))

Before moving in they made doubles of the keys to the house and the bedrooms so my-enemies could arrange shit and steal from me, with a tapped computer, and at stores there would only be one left of something I needed, which I had spent my scarce money on -- everyone wanted me without money to buy meals at restaurants and take cabs -- I couldn't drive yet -- I had to get clearance from a driving instructor who said I was a good driver and my vision wasn't bad

I've only gotten one speeding ticket since I got out of Fairlawn in 2005, and I haven't driven drunk -- not even once -- usually I was with Justine my girlfriend who I was with... like "with-with" ahhh I miss that, but she cheated !!! no hard feelings though, I'd take her back... =


My right-eye has trouble peering down so I have to duck my head a lot -- it's CLEAR AS DAY EVIDENCE OF MY BAD-INJURY because of my TBI that is aided through the Brain Injury Association of America , I have attended some functions of BIAA like a short-lived "BIAA center" led by Michelle Woodward where I would write poetry and read books

Michelle Munt is a TBI survivor who writes about TBI and the brain most days, and who has a large following






I run www.wrxtbi.com as my effort to improve my writing and explore my creative-side


Also I run www.alwayschillen.com  and I'd ask you to read my best short-story that helped me get an A- in Poetry II at Worcester State University www.alwayschillen.com/elegance.htm =)

 

FUCK THE PEOPLE WHO CAUSED MY BRAIN DAMAGE AND SHATTERED LEFT HIP IN 2004 !!! =X

There was a giant plan with the people who knew me, my relatives, my friends, my online-buddies, my Minister, my working at GNC, the police -- they all came up with a plan for me to drink alcohol when I was driving my sportscar WRX after having drinks being stressed to the maximum having failed Calculus I and withdrawing from it maybe an hour earlier -- that's right drinking aged whiskey and malt liquor that I hadn't done any imbibing of alcohol for about a month -- I had confidence I could do it on my own, but just in case I dumped out four bottles of alcohol in the kitchen sink in 2004, saying I didn't want any liquor in the house, leaving them there for my Mom to find me help -- Alas, my girlfriend didn't want me to quit because she would be 21 very soon and she wouldn't have it -- but back to Worcester State University where was looking to get a Bachelor's Degree after a simple Associate's Degree at QCC -- So, then I was a student where classes were much more difficult at WSU when I was a Computer Science major, with programming C++ computer-programs, but SINCE I was a successful student !!! an English major with a Concentration in Writing, so II took a couple writing classes getting a B+ in Creative Writing and an A- in Poetry, several years after my Traumatic Brain Injury, with a B+ in Health I

Once I had left Derek Langlois' house, where I hear my-enemies were looking through the windows with cameras or whatever, and the people who were trying to get me to kill myself wouldn't stop calling my cellphones putting my close-girlfriend on to insult me, as had been the case since I woke up that day, November 2nd, 2004, and telling me to go to my favorite bar -- this after people like my neighbors would steal things out of my Subaru Impreza WRX like my expensive Subwoofer and a BEL radar-detector, letting the air out of my tires, letting my battery run out, etc. etc. My parents gave my keys out and it was up to my girlfriend and uncle and enemies what they wanted taken out of my car, and given to them to do whatever they wanted with them

I now have a Traumatic Brain Injury because of these fucks who I hope North Korea eradicates them all in WWIII, and I know where I'm going- I've seen space and been with God, or maybe it was Allah who I am "greatful" for with Justine Aragona taking me there

I was locked into a mental-hospital at UMass for 6 months to a year, after having stayed at two or three mental-hospitals for oh just a month or two, like 8 East with Jessica and Carina -- that was love, the three of us, two cute girls and I -- then I was at a shitty one for a year, maybe more - mostly because I scared people about the Arabs and North Korea - they wanted me locked up so I couldn't drive out to where Allyson's parents were, then like almost a year I stayed at a mental-ward where the coolest nurse was 38 years old and beautiful - I had fun with her - I played a lot of cards with people there, and self-pleasure just me myself with no roommate, but then there was an earlier time spent at a mental-hospital with a black, bi-sexual, weird roommate who tried to coax me into fighting him like a fat monkey gooblah-gooblah

Jesus has been absent from my life since I graduated from QCC and I was nearly let go at GNC -- yes, my boss hinted me drinking like she'd get Allyson to break-up with me, just when she was turning 21 finding a guy she would go to bars with... My GNC boss, her boss, Mark Yetter who got alongside me in his car and kept swerving at me trying to make me crash on the highway... I've also seen him driving alongside my Mom and I during my recovery, I'm pretty sure it was his van and his face

The God of the universe, out universe... MY UNIVERSE, has taken over Christ -- and listen to this -- did you know that every couple decades an actual *virgin* in the Middle-East gives birth to a child, how is that possible ???

It has to do with A. sex that allows the man to have two consecutive, overpowering orgasms if he tries hard and loves the female
That's customary over there
I wanted Justine to continue loving me, so I had pleasure for her as usual sex for her the last time we were in my bed !!! Vagina I

Anyways why is this like the FIFTH TIME I'VE BEEN "COMMITTED" TO A PSYCH-WARD ???
My own fucking Mom is taking orders from her brother Andy Gleick who's shiny-bald and has smoked hundreds of thousands of TAR LUNGS "CIGARETTES" CANCER and his son is already missing so much hair on his head, and you can blame scientists for that, same with Cousin Dan who did steroids for spring break and has always been shorter than most boys our ages -- he drinks and drives, like he did with me in the car when he was 16 all the way to Worcester in his junky car back then- no airbags

And I ask, why am I in a hospital that's about 10-20 minutes from where Joann Lascelles and Allyson -- my ex-GF who is partly responsible for my drinking that day -- once lived, or reside now, and Joann's second husband Ed ??? I'm not sure because Allyson Drucker-Hodgkins' phone was disconnected for a little over a decade, I had no way to reach her besides even Facebook she took me off of after one or two months where I saw a photo of her just having given birth, having used my-sperm in ummm 2006-2008, sometime there, that was gathered in the ICU, at UMass, then I lived in Worcester on my own but with a little help from my-parents -- my big-screen TV, my MacBook, and other possessions were stolen, but I think it was a setup like Andy and Allyson just wanted to make me not have nice things -- Chandler Gardens was bullshit -- the owner let something about my-parents and my uncle or girlfriend or something slip out of her mouth, like who took my stuff

I had a job at my Dad's company back then
Allyson's phone works again, after like TWELVE YEARS, SAME NUMBER -- and when the prefix code didn't work for anyone anymore I figured she got a new provider, but it just started working again after not calling it since it said the prefix was switched, so that number was not deleted !!! How is it brought back to life???

Allyson's favorite song was by Evanescense and it was about having it hard in life, it was dark

HELP!!! SOME EVIL FUCKS HAVE PUT ME IN A MENTAL-HOSPITAL 90 MINUTES FROM HOME !!! SUFFER MY-ENEMIES !!!

I knew Joann very well and we went to the beach one day, with HER DAUGHTER-- my Girlfriend of almost a year, Allyson who went to FSC in Framingham so I was near with a job in Marlboro, plus I was in college too at QCC

Andy Gleick moved a mile away from my house to stalk me and he screwed with my computers after being on a STOMACH TUBE in the ICU for a month, then Fairlawn Rehab for 2.5 months, like he's hacked this Dell and stole my two HD's from a computer that I built by myself, like me who I am Jeffrey Richard Marquis !!!

Monday, February 11, 2019

My Minister came to visit today, and Alexandra said hi, but she had a bad day lots of screaming in her hallway



I want to be free if there's any war, meaning I want to be home for anything with weaponry and I should be glued to the media like I was 9/11 and Columbine


Historic event give me a special feeling because I'll have a solid memory of what I was doing with what's happening unbeknownst to me, and then think about it in retrospect, and only in retrospect


I'll ***miss*** the missles (heh) if I'm stuck in here because, because hmmm it's just a "premonition" but I DON'T think they'd want the television in here broadcasting death and destruction to people who are quite, quite WEIRD themselves in this mental-hospital AND THAT'S WHAT IT IS, IT'S NOT A CARE-FACILITY OR SOMETHING


IT'S A MENTAL-HOSPITAL AND I'VE BEEN LOCKED UP IN A MENTAL-HOSPITAL OVER AN HOUR AWAY FROM HOME... 2 of them for about a YEAR now -- and gosh I hate mental people, they CRY and YELL and SCREAM it's like a competition for who can be be the saddest, this girl I like -- she's been screaming at the top of her lungs all day ((( because we haven't kissed??? ))) - having a bad day or something =P


AND I HATE THE MANY """"AFRICAN-AMERICAN EMPLOYEES""""" THAT SCREW WITH ME FOR KICKS, I'm helpless with these untamed """"AFRICAN-AMERICANS""""" , kidding around of course !!! But seriously ever hear that term "The Help" ???


There's the professional staff who occupy howevermany floors of the SIX FLOORS like real doctors and such who I see every now and then


This one guy with OCD just stands outside my door and every time he does it I yell outloud HELP! HELP! HELP! because he just stands outside my doorway and reads a little card on it, probably "casing the joint" ha!  He's gonna wear sweatpants for the rest of his life in a facility being a danger to society


I don't think they'd put the TV airing death and destruction, or bring in newspapers if there were a war


They're slower than me -- meaning, of course, they aren't capable of a million billion trillion miles-per-hour with a special girl who wants to show her man he's special too !!!


"DESTINATION: HEAVEN" ... das rite pad-nah 50 Cent "Patiently Waiting"


I hate Allyson Drucker-Hodgkins for obtaining my sperm in the ICU out of me, and then like a year after my crash, she had a baby who, I don't even know if it's a boy or girl or the name... I saw the changes in her body in a photo and it was prior to 2010.... Then years later she had a set of twins with Jesse Hodgkins, or maybe... I HAVE NO IDEA BUT THEY TOOK MY SPERM WHEN I WAS UNDER BRIGHT LIGHTS LAYING DOWN WITH PEOPLE ALL AROUND ME !!!


AND I HATE THE MANY BALCONIES THAT SCREW WITH ME FOR KICKS, I'm helpless with these untamed MONKEYS AT THE ZOO OF COURSE !!!


I don't think they'd put the TV on at all or bring in newspapers if there were a battle so big, some WWIII shit, underwater torpedoes? TORPEDON'TS !!!!! why haven't we thought of this sooner ???


Why do I think like this ??? most are slower than me -- meaning, of course, they aren't capable of a million billion trillion miles-per-hour with a special girl who wants to show her man he's special too !!!


If I could bring two people to space with me I'd pick Justine "Tini" Ara and my Minister who ((( he drove over an hour to see me today !!! ))) =D neither of us wanted to think about the dangers, or potential-dangers, from other countries... so we had smiles on our faces most of the meeting and we discussed Bill Blasius, the Rake 'n' Run, his family, my family, the prison-like food here, Psalms, a smaller Bible a bought for $1 at Ocean State Job Lots so I'd have a back-up if any of these ALL BLACK STAFF pull that five-finger-discount shit with me )))... Sadly they've taken one sock out of many "sets" of socks SO I HAVE ONE SOCK OF MANY PAIRS, and my underwear varies, I keep it clean but there are either too many or very few... THEY HAVE MASTER-KEYS !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I HAVE NO PRIVACY !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! THIS WAS A PROBLEM AT HOME TOO !!!!!!!!!!!!!


My parents would steal my marijuana to make me spend more on it and drive 45 minutes away to NETA ((( where I cannot wait to go there again ))) WHY DO YOU WASTE MY MONEY ???


Jesus waits for all and He will HEAL our wounds, whatever they may be !!! Amen.


In all honesty I believe I'm here in a safe hospital-facility with plenty of food and drugs, along with backup-power and HAZMAT shit to save first the doctors, then the staff, and lastly the insane patients or something like that, I dunno,


I have to say, if there's a war with those Korean motherfuckers and we were nuked, I'd want to be in this real Hospital with Alexandra Neas and some doctors... OR I'd rather be at home with my family


OR I'd rather be RAKING LEAVES for the "Rake 'n' Run" with Rev. Chase !!!


LOVE YA JIM !!!


ps- I've refrained from pleasure for about a year and I'm in-tune with God and stuff, or something, proven as fact any type of sex isn't allowed here

I want most people on Earth dead !!! *shrug*

Wednesday, February 6, 2019

Perpetual daylight shining Bright I scream at you with all my might
Come hither my dear , for withst are you near ???

Such a- nother individual who thrives in the Light
Humble darkness making the enemy feel IN-DANGER the short man whined, "I'm merely a park-ranger."

But I am fine. . .

Perpetual daylight how you treat me so right when you are near. . .

 - FOR PH33R !!!

Make no mistake about it'll tear you a new rear, that's my fair-shair, but get this ::: my jizz, in your hair, it's all there and 4 square, as, we'd make a good-pair !!!




yet tho wait wait but while slitting of the wrists of bad criminals, bad people who opted for this "committed" status instead of jail, I don't want to be locked up or live with anyone but a cutesy girly-girl or a cool male peer, like HEY DUDE, HEY DUDE, and my parents haven't revealed anything... fuck this treatment for me I've ended up in a place for non-violent offenders on the 4th floor of Tewksbury Hospital, not able to leave, confined, monitored on closed-circuits with damned cops in the lobby ((( who are all white ))) me with "patients" who are in here with me while I'm observing these fuck-up's with an all-black staff while trying to be nice- and the "patients" who have "fits" of crying and smashing objects.. and in the broom, wait, what ??? what broom ??? no silly I'm talking about the Men's BATH-room nearby where some nasty SHIT went down, err, WENT *UP* all over the CEILING, the WALLS, and a poor man's car STALLS, and someone defacing surfaces like that political front-runner guy who when he went to college he had a photo taken of him in BLACK-FACE when he was at a frat for Halloween he dressed up like a free slave who... or some say he was emulating Michael Jackson but we all know he dressed up like a free slave who, his MASSA really ain't bad at all...

(" easy does it " pad-nah " ) 



I feel bad for the _____  janitor here aka my janitor who cleans up for me (" and everyone else ") <--- he's an American who speaks proper English yet, but, the whole staff here shares a 'dark' secret... the dark secret of dark DNA, burnt skin from de sun dem heatwaves with de caraboo and the Turkey's Dark-Meat that's pretty much impossible to unsee or, bereave, or UN-READ while I'm ready to leave now I'm pissed and I want shit with my bigger-than-you'ses and my arms are considerately larger & longer than 2007 *hint-hint* give me a hit 'o' dat good *new shit*- rHGH which is made with "Recombinant" technology in million-dollar labs established in the 1990's with man adjoining amino-acids together- noteabley 191AA like one little vial smaller than a peanut rHGH, or really it was my GHRP-6, Hexarelin, Mechano Growth Factor (MGF), IGF-1 LR3 1 milligram for $$$ a hundred, ONE MILLIGRAM for a schweet-hundy blow-me for a measly but potent and precise as a diamond in powder form- that's 1mg of a lyophized powder that you have to buy a special type of WATER to mix it with Bacteriostatic WATER I once asked the pharmacy at CVS if they sold it LOL, but FOR MY RESEARCH on this Insulin-Like Growth Factor that one tiny vial was all I needed to turbocharge every skeletal muscle, every organ in my body to RECOVER FROM MY TRAUMATIC BRAIN INJURY !!!

Like Laurie at TSP said to me, "So you took a steroid?? You took steroids ??? Do you know what those do to your balls ???" Well actually she didn't say that last part (but I wish she did) and she was just plain wrong (!!!) because there have been no laws prohibiting these injections- with INSULIN "PINS" -there's no syringe and no bleeding, absolutely no sexual side effects except for ONE GLARING EFFECT THAT MEN, well, if they choose to like it then good for them, but if they don't like it then that's too-ooo-ooo bad *psssssssssssttttt* injecting it in your glutes that's your left butt-cheek then your right butt-cheek, equally so it's even... your uh PIPE will uh grow in size, which girls like, and which I didn't even have to worry about EVER as I've already written about the SJ senior who played a contact sport when I did X-Country after school, he said what did you do to get your dick so big ??? AND I WAS AGHAST, I SAID "WUT?" I was about the size of the Juniors and Seniors, and Mark Said was too, that fuck but he's an Islamic who went to a Catholic High School, figures though the people over there have so much sex, and when they have "special" 3rd-input sex, they have 2 orgasms, I know this as fact !!!

Skipping back to rHGH and Bacteriostatic water they arrived in the mail and hadn't been tampered with, I bought it from several protein-peptide stores online, then also recently I saw them for-sale at Mass Muscle Maker on rt. 20 and if it's being sold over the counter, then it's not targeted by anyone - so I'm TaLLer than you and maybe not running that well, but hey you punk bitch- I've stood my ground with most everything but my PARENTS who I love and they love me back and they keep me happy and I stay out of their hair ((( do you remember that nice thing about Cameron Diaz's hair that stuck way up when she thought Ben Stiller had ***hair gel*** on his ear or somewhere and it was really his own semen- and see- women ??? 




and they support me, yet not knowing about the last time I saw nice tits here, presented to me, the BEST PRESENSESTES below the neck-line as you ask, "like Tina Fey's necklaces??" under bullet-proof vesteses, meeting adjourned... 

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Tuesday, February 5, 2019



A girl who I like a lot and who trusts me, thinking I'm incredibly attractive and "potent" with all my POTENTIAL, of course, like it's in the rain, like it's in the POURING FUCKING RAIN !!! and you click up your windshield wipers in this maxxed out Civic Si with saucer rims shining to the WAX diameter, then do something with the hot or cold air that blows so it won't fog up your glassy glass -hot passenger teasing ass- in a mini-skirt, oh, don't that HURT! with a tank full of gas, pull over I'll pass, driving not-too-fast and that's one of a million billion TR-Y HARDER, JEFFREY how about three or for

Years ?? I haven't had a sip of alcohol in 3-4 years now as time goes by and the clock keeps ticking ` el clocko with one hand stuck in her mouth and the other up her skirt, oh, don't that HURT! hmmm, she says, "No that feels quite nice actually... but let's concentrate on that little nub up top mmmm!"


That girl who I like a lot, that girl I like, she showed me her bare breasts in here which was no big deal or anything it was just her way of suprising me, flashing me and I looked up boobs mental hospital on Google for the image,,, that's why there's titties covering the walls and he's in a straight-jacket,,, which I have no experience with jackets that leave you limp and flapping on the floor like a FISH, fish out of water, with a hook in its gums and jawline like "someone help flounder, he needs a dentist for some sutures in his future !!!

Call me crazy, but an "Alternate Method' of Literary Study" which was one of my very first classes back at Worcester State University with my, partner, whose real name is Mary but her friends call her Katie -- hmmm that's just like the girl who had a real-ish nickname from near the specific??? no the near The *PA*-CIFIC in Washington on the west coast, who called my house after I disappeared for a week on Instant Messenger "NikkiRH04" I'd chat about sport-bikes and fast cars with not to mention her beautiful face and hair and amenities of the rich -- we both had money -- and drugs --, when my girlfriend wasn't around... she had two names also, her name was Nicole but her friends called her Kristen... I remember from '03-'04 ,


I tried "it" a new way and it paid off in full, as long as I have my memories of Justine Aragona who revealed something SO FUCKING SPECIAL !!! happening again ??? I'll see with my own eye... but not to give her a U-T-I !!! eww talk about unsanitary !!! don't do that with a female who you're going to... JEFF STOP BEING SIDETRACKED BY MANNIE !!! besides... she already got MARRIED !!!


Now when I feel good I have visions of sphere's, planets, whathaveyou umm these stellar Constellations, oh boy do they dance ... flying through space until it happens "when I FEEL LOVED" and God smiles, as His boy, that's me, has come home just in time for din-din-ding-ding-a-ling-ding-a-something din-din yeah "din-din" the 1950's housewife politely says, so off-the-cuff to her family with an apron being torn from her waste not want not and one handcuff hanging from her left wrist !!! You see what happened is this, the handcuffs that the Mister and the Missus, are filling me with S&M kissus, she didn't know that the left lock, left hook broke (what is this A JOKE ??? ) the Minister of his organ below the steeple, well, he tinkered with the handcuff and something snapped, which, and by only which, he thought nothing of it and he said, "Just go with it..."


It won't come off, so just go with it, like don't call any attention to it, and maybe Bobby and the girls won't notice the sizeable hunk of metal around your left wrist

This mental-hospital is a bitch though, my hunny-buns ... "GOT THOSE BUNS IN THE OVEN OVERNIGHT ??? " hun ` they don't allow us to touch one-another like no matter what you can't shake hands even, as a way to stop germs from spreading .... this is sick ... because some mental fuck-up's smear their hands on their assholes or cum, these fucking freaks GET ME OUT OF HERE with these fucks who have screwed up eyes and hear voices which has not happened with me


if you build it, they will cum... and that faggot Kevin Cost-Her builds a baseball field for a team of dead players on a team, in a sort of virtual-reality way, but right now I'ma tell you what he should have done ` that Kevin Cock-Ner shoulda put up a stripper pole on a stage with chairs around it so that all these babes who are used to DEEPTHROATING FULL EARS OF CORN *excuse me* let me make up for that foxy pas with a tale of my longtime love tonguing in recent years, Justine or Tini was her nickname when she was friends with Kerry O'Brien -- I hate her for not wanting to have anything to do with Justine once she was "special" and "INJURED" -- and there's a "special place in *HEAVEN*" for Justine Ara who has taken me higher than I had ever known... everything disappeared but my anatomy downstairs, but it all happened "UPSTAIRS" you know why ??? my parents and my brother know all too well, that's, where my BEDROOM is and I hope to hear some boom-boom-boom but not in my room-room-room anytime soon... No No No, because instead I'd rather hear a Patriot missile destroy the fat fuck named Kim, the enemy to the sovereign nation of true patriots, who pardon shit all the time, like paying so much for oil that we could kill all the sand-niggers and invade and make them slaves... all the while, transporting black-gold, but you-know-me I'd rather not say the B(lack) word !!!


Please let me leave MOM AND DAD PLEASE, WHATEVER YOU WANT !!!!


...just don't make me rake the LEAVES
 in the yard...